My Dream Is Mine

My Dream Is Mine
28. End of Life


...CHAPTER 28...



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the Hospital - The


Sahara is now in the hospital yard. Sahara who heard Inah's mother dying and wanted to meet her did immediately rush to get there with her personal assistant Vina. The hospital was not too far from his home.


Sahara deliberately put her mother in a hospital close to her place so that she could occasionally visit the mother, although secretly because Inah her mother did not want to see her let alone meet her.


But this time is different, when Inah's mother is dying he even wants to meet his only daughter, Sahara.


Deep in the heart of the Sahara he was happy because his mother might have forgiven him, but on the other hand he knew very well that the mother might not last long, just like the doctor said a few months ago.


Long enough to trace the hospital, he finally reached the VVIP room, where his mother was treated. He then entered the room immediately.


'Ckleekk' the sound of the door opening.


Sahara's chest feels tight entering the room, seen Inah's mother lying in the patient's place with several aids on her body.


The Sahara came in and sat in a chair near the patient's bed. He clasped the cold mother's hand with the infusion hose attached, the old but elusan hand from that hand which the Sahara longed for all this time.


Without him realizing a drop of clear granules he could not bear falling from his eyes, a very deep longing as if reluctant to take off the old hand that he was now holding, the mother's hand that seemed to be sleeping.


"Ara.. Is that you, baby?" a small, vibrating voice came out from Inah's conscious mouth in the presence of the Sahara.


Hearing her childhood name mentioned by her mother, making Sahara more and more dissolved in her sadness, the voice was the voice she missed the most, the soft voice of the mother.


"Yya mother, Ara has come." said Sahara was unable to resist her sadness.


Seeing her daughter crying, Inah raised her hand which was still attached to the infusion hose there, then she held Sahara's face, wiped the tears that continuously fell from her eyelids and said.


"Ara is the most powerful mother child, if Ara falls while playing Ara immediately rises, Ara never complains of pain or cries" he said while wiping away Sahara's tears.


Sahara's cry could not be contained anymore, she cried so much in front of the mother by holding tightly the hand of Inah who wiped her eyes earlier, and then said.


"I'm sorry Sahara Ma.., I'm sorry that Ara has disappointed my mother.. Ara was sorry, Ara wanted to fix everything.. Even though Ara knew it was too late.. It's appropriate if you hate Ara all this time" he said issued all his regrets so far.


He rubbed the child's face gently again.


"Mom was angry with you, I also ignored you, even mother also never acted as if she did not think of you again, but one thing you should know mother is still a mother. A mother can be angry or disappointed with her daughter, but she can never hate her son Ara." said Inah in a weakened voice.


"It is never too late for someone who wants to correct his mistakes, I always hope you are happy, make your mistakes as learning for you, do not dissolve in the obsession that will eventually destroy you. Ara is strong, I always believe that, after I leave Ara must remain a strong figure, pursue the happiness that you once wasted.." continued Inah with a voice that increasingly weakened.


"Dreams of all women.. The dream that you once wasted" said Inah with a voice that was even very low, and finally the hand of Inah who had rubbed the child's face gently, now it is stiff in the bed of the patient.


Seeing the condition of the Sahara mother immediately called the doctor, who then went in and examined Ms. Inah. But another fateful will, Inah's mother was pronounced dead at 16:36 that afternoon.


After that, Inah's body will be buried in his hometown, next to the tomb of Danu the Father, who died first.


The funeral was done smoothly, Sahara accompanied by her husband Mahendra and child Cika.


The deep sadness he felt, all this time he thought the mother hated him very much, but different from what he thought, the mother actually loved him very much until the end of his life.


The affection that he will never be able to get back, the sincere affection without demanding a reply, the affection of a mother.


One thing that made him clueless was about his mother's last words.


'Dreams of all women.. The dream you once wasted'


What kind of dream does the mother mean, it becomes a question that haunts the Sahara today.


After the funeral was over the Sahara and the family returned to the city. Maybe Inah is gone forever, but her memories will continue to be in the heart of the Sahara.


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Sahara does not want to continue to linger in her sadness, today is the seventh day or rather a week after the death of the mother, she decided to return to her usual activities, especially if not writing her latest work.


Sahara, who was busy with a laptop in front of her, woke up when someone knocked on her door.


"Log in" said.


Looks beautiful woman wearing black suit and black pants also entered the room, which is none other than Vina her personal assistant.


"Sorry Mrs I can't accompany you at Inah's mother's funeral" Vina said as she reached the boss's desk.


"It's okay that I didn't feel good to bother you all this time, oh yeah what about your family? and what about your matchmaking?" ask Sahara.


"Thank God, God willing, the wedding reception is next month" replied Vina.


Well Vina Panduwinata who had spent years devoted to her work to not getting married, finally her parents planned an arranged marriage for her, that is why he was unable to attend Bu Inah's funeral because he had to go home to his hometown.


"Congratulations on your marriage" Sahara said.


"Thank Mrs.. Oh yes I came here to give you this, a letter from Mother Inah that I found in the drawer of the hospital room" Vina handed over a letter to Sahara.


Actually Vina found the letter while tidying up Bu Inah's belongings before she returned to her hometown. But because at that time Sahara was taking care of Bu Inah's funeral so he brought the letter with him because he wanted to give the letter directly to his boss, so he just gave the letter now.


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