My Dream Is Mine
24. The Regrets Too Late

...CHAPTER 24...

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A few days passed now Sahara is already in the city of C, he was already at the airport XXXX airport is not too big, he was, because indeed the city of C is one of the small cities and even rarely known to many people in this country, unlike the city of S which is the center or capital of this country.

Before long the car and the driver who had been prepared by his assistant came to pick him up at the airport, Sahara immediately entered the car, still complete with a jacket and sunglasses that he used.

His trip to the city of C was a secret trip, he did not want if until the media covered it.

Due to the scadule of the Sahara until he forgot to eat breakfast, he asked the driver to stop by the restaurant in front of him to give him food.

The car then parked in front of the restaurant, the driver then got off the car, well Sahara remained in the car waiting for the driver who he asked to buy food.

He then contacted his personal assistant.

"How's the situation there?" ask him to the assistant

"Sir Bram had left their contract this morning, and Mrs Tuti was still at home. Sorry Mrs, I can't pick you up at the airport" said Vani, who is now monitoring Bram and Tuti's contract.

"It's okay, I'll be there soon, keep a close eye on it" Sahara replied.

Sahara was busy holding the phone, her eyes were on the car parked right next to her rental car, a teenage man and woman got out of the car, there were no other two people he knew.

Aisyah Asyifa the girl who made a glimmer of hope for her was seen getting out of the car along with Rafael Setyawan's son.

"Later call again" said Sahara immediately decided the phone call.

Sahara stared inside the two men who walked hand in hand into the restaurant. How not, which he saw not only the usual scenery but the scenery he missed, Rafael looks smiling sweetly behind the glass car where the Sahara sits.

The long-unseen smile from the man, Rafael the man who never even smiled at him, was, today, a sweet smile looks even cheerful in the presence of a woman who will never forget her face.

'Aisha Asyifa, who exactly are you?' sahara said late in his daydream, imagined the night that he left the residence of his parents, in the midst of the sunyinya night, Thunder and lightning, he walked on the side of the highway that almost no one passed through, he said, with a big belly, and regret that always scratches the wound in his heart.

But her daydream stopped when a male voice rang out, "This lady is her food" said the driver, who gave food to her employer.

The car drove back from the restaurant earlier, heading to the highway, then shortly afterwards seen entering the rented area which was quite shabby, in the end the car stopped near a tree by the road.

Vani who saw the car he was waiting for had approached the car immediately, and went straight into the middle seat of the car.

"Good afternoon Mrs, that house is the house of Mr. Bram and Mr. Tuti" Vani said after sitting in the car seat, pointing to the house across the street where they parked.

"I will go straight in" Sahara said, opening the car door to meet the person she had been looking for.

"Are you sure?" vani said following his boss's steps.

"I've been waiting for this for years" Sahara answered her assistant's questions.

Three times knocked, and finally there was an answer from within.

"Yes.. For a moment." shouted the woman from inside the house.

Soon the door opened, "Ckleekkk" the sound of the door being opened.

Tutiasni or more often called Bu Tuti looks confused with the two foreign women in front of him, but he still welcomes the woman, and invites her in and sit in the chair of his simple house, as a form of respect for guests who come to his house.

After Sahara and Vani sat down, Ms. Tuti immediately opened her voice, "Who are you? and what's it gonna take to find me? I don't even know the two of you" said Bu Tuti, who seemed confused by the presence of a guest he didn't even know.

Sahara began to answer, "Mom, I am Sahara maybe you forgot, but 17 years ago, I was the one you and your husband saved" she explained.

Momentarily Bu Tuti recalled the memories of 17 years ago, a look of surprise that was difficult to interpret, "Go you, what do you need to look for me after 17 years ago?" he said he was angry and started expelling the Sahara.

"Women like you who have no heart and conscience, dare to set foot in my house" he continued, expelling.

The woman in her 50s really appreciates guests, but if the guest who comes to her house is the Sahara, she really can not stand it.

Sahara who heard Tutiasni's words just came down from her chair and sat down on the floor in front of the old lady. "Mom, I came with good intentions, I regret my actions 17 years ago, and I came here to atone for all the sins I have ever committed" she said in tears.

"17 years have passed, and why are you looking for me now?, it's too late" Tuti said.

"last 5 years I have always tried to find you but never met, I realize my mistakes may not be redeemed with forgiveness, but I want to fix it from the beginning" continued Sahara.

"Your fault is not with me, why are you even apologizing to me?, Your fault is with that innocent baby" Tuti said.

"Hiks.. I know very well that is the reason why I came here, I want to know how, and where my son is now" said Sahara who could not hold sadness in her heart.

"Hahaha, after 17 years you showed up and admitted instead that he was your son?, where was the selfish woman 17 years ago, who didn't even want to see the child she just gave birth to, who didn't even want to see, you don't even know what sex the 9-month-old has in your womb, and now you show up and look for it?" said Bu Tuti laughing bitterly with the Sahara speech just now.

"I knew I was wrong, and it kept haunting me, I beg you, please ma'am, help me atone for my past sins.. Hiks" cried Sahara broke out hearing Tuti's words which were all true.

"If you come early and regret it, but it's too late, the child you're looking for is long dead" Tutiasni said.

Duarrr

Like being struck by lightning in a hole, the feeling of the Sahara was destroyed, his hope had been instantly lost, the innocent child he sacrificed for his selfishness alone, he regretted, he deeply regretted all his actions, he said, but the rice has become porridge.

"I'm sorry God, I'm sorry, forgive me all my sins.. Hikss" was just that sentence continuously coming out of the woman's lips.

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