My Dream Is Mine
29. Letter of Truth
...CHAPTER 29...
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Actually Vina found the letter while tidying up Bu Inah's belongings before she returned to her hometown. But because at that time Sahara was taking care of Bu Inah's funeral so he brought the letter with him because he wanted to give the letter directly to his boss, so he just gave the letter now.
After giving the letter to Sahara Vina immediately left the room.
Long enough the Sahara stared at the aplop deeply. There was a curiosity mixed with the worry he felt at this moment, 'What is this will from Mother' as he thought.
Out of curiosity, he opened the letter and slowly read it. He continued to read with a serious gaze, verse by verse he read, until he reached the middle of the temple.
Which made unconsciously from earlier the grains of clear grains falling soaked the cheeks of the Sahara.
The letter written by Ina:
...I have failed to become a mother, foolishly instead of advising me to abandon you, I should have been with you Sahara.....
...So that you don't get stuck in the wrong way over and over again, I'm sorry for that....
...Honestly, I'm disappointed in you, but the heart I have is still the heart of a mother.. A very fragile heart makes you unable to hate you....
...After you read this letter, say that at that time mother is no longer there, I hope you are happy, because all this time I know, you are far from happy....
...One thing that you really want to bring to the grave, but again the instinct of a mother, which might be able to do that....
...Until I feel you have the right to know, the truth you have been looking for all this time, the truth about your biological children....
...I know you've been looking for her all this time, and I know now you've heard the news of her death....
...Yet.. Actually your son is alive....
That made Sahara limp her chest felt tight until she almost fell tergopoh from the position of its foundation.
Then he dropped himself into the chair of his study earlier.
"I_ibuu" said that which escaped in his mouth, then he started randomizing his hair.
That's what haunted him, well he's been quite desperate all this time, especially after finding out if his son had died, as if his whole life was falling apart.
Shut up for a moment and calm down that is what the Sahara did, after feeling better, she immediately continued reading the letter.
...I know now you may be disappointed in your mother, but I'm more disappointed in you when I find out you've had the heart to abandon an innocent baby....
...But God has always been fair, he has given your baby a warm and beautiful family....
...The reason I wanted to hide this secret to the end was because I was afraid, I was afraid that you would take away her happiness once again, and I knew that you would not be able to provide a place as warm as it is now....
...Simply seeing her happy makes you feel like you failed at being a mother....
...A warm little family, full of happiness, makes the mother think.. Has our family ever been that warm Sahara??....
...Maybe not, that's what makes me wish forever this secret I brought to the end....
...But.. I heard you were looking for him.. I also know that you regret everything.. Until I decided to tell you the truth....
...Her name is Aisha Asyifa, she lives in C city, she is your flesh and blood, and she is very happy with her family now. I hope after knowing this you can be calmer....
...And I hope you no longer attach importance to your selfishness, let him be happy if you are unable to make him happy....
...But whatever your decision, I hope you, your family and Aisyah can continue to be happy....
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I don't know what to do now, after knowing the truth.
Should he reveal it? But if Aisha knew this truth, would she hate it?
However he abandoned Aisha, Aisha hated her.
But if he does not convey this truth, how he made amends first, he is very confused what he should do at this time.
"Eh.. why don't I think about this.." he got an idea, then immediately reached for a flat object in the pocket of the blazer he was wearing right now.
He immediately turned on the phone and opened one of the popular social media applications, Instagram, he immediately search Aisyah account.
He saw several options for the name "Aisha Asyifa" until his eyes were fixed on the profile of the person he was looking for.
Sahara immediately opened the girl's account, the account that turned out to follow her, maybe long enough, because from the post Aisyah seems to be one of the Sahara's big fans.
How not from earlier Sahara scroll the account that she got most Repost from her post, just a few photos of Aisyah was with her friends.
He continued to scroll through the account, and his eyes were fixed on one photo post of Aisyah's family, where Aisyah smiled very happily. Make Sahara smile wryly.
"Would it be that happy with me?" he said imagine if only he was in that position with Aisyah.
He then opens the call log and presses the top call log, contacting his personal Vina Assistant.
"Hello Vin." he said as his call was connected.
"I_iya Mrs what's going on?" Vina was a little confused because she had not long since returned from the Sahara place, and her boss contacted her again.
"I know now that you are busy with wedding preparations, but this is important, can you send people to investigate everything about the family of Aisha Asyifa?"
"Good Mrs will I send"
"OK, Thanks.. Tutt.." Turn off the phone connection.
After the phone was closed Vina immediately contacted someone in the city of C to re-investigate everything about Aisha Asyifa, this was not too heavy because she had previously investigated a little about Aisha on the orders of the Sahara first.
Although he did not know why his boss asked him to investigate again, but he still did whatever his boss ordered, especially the word 'Important' from his boss earlier.
Back to the Sahara..
He looked back at the photos of Aisyah's post, for now he decided to monitor and help Aisyah from afar, which is why he asked Vina to re-investigate about Aisyah's family.
More precisely he was afraid when the girl found out the truth he even hated it, especially seeing Aisyah's post that seemed to idolize him very much.
Sahara has been scrolling Aisyah's account for a long time, since she has been screenshooting several photos of Aisyah, convey in the last post where it is a small photo of Aisyah.
"Mom may not be able to accompany your childhood, but I will make sure, your future will be much better than mother" he said still staring at the photo of Aisyah.
Then he wanted to continue his work that had not been completed, but previously he first pressed the Follback button, followed Aisyah's account and then turned off the phone in his hand.
Without Sahara realized the consequences of her actions the girl across there who was none other than Aisyah was very excited due to follback by Sahara, her favorite author.
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