MY FORMER DARK LOVER
Nausea

Can be a little relieved if there is a man who is ready to help me if needed. Satria's gentlemanly attitude all this time I've been craving, but all that is just wishful thinking because he is just another person. Previously wanted Mas Bayu like him, but in reality even inversely proportional, even though they are still one brother.

Sitting thinking about fate. Everything has happened, and I can only accept it with full chested surrender. A lot of neighbors keep talking about my problem. Our family just responded casually, because it was not our fault. Although there was some heartache and annoyance due to the abuse of irresponsible people, but all must be accepted with patience who know can increase the degree of faith.

"Hey, Son. Why do you seem to be daydreaming?"

"Eeh you, Mom."

"Don't daydream. Not good, son."

"No, Mom. Just think of something."

"understand. Must be yesterday's problem, right?"

"Not to think too much. Everything has happened, you want to think as hard as yesterday's events, time will not be played back can save yourself. You must rise again. Do not let all your life be hampered," He continues to give advice.

I embraced his body. Very comfortable warmth of a mother.

"Yes, Mom. Although it is not thought, but the problem is so haunting, that the mind continues to record the terrible event."

"Patience, Son. Not all life will be good, surely great women will always get a hard ordeal. You're the woman of choice, so it can be this big of a problem."

"Yes, Mommy."

"Oh, don't be sad anymore. Here, drink!" He offered a cup of drink.

The smell of jasmine-scented tea is so refreshing. The fragrance is so delicious to want to taste it immediately. The smoke that billows keeps me breathing, because the smell can calm the soul.

It was quite a relief, but suddenly the stomach feels like a stirring. The feeling of vomiting is starting to appear.

"What's up, Jihan?" Mom looked worried.

Hand holding mouth. Restraining that the spewed do not come out in front of him.

Rice that has been eaten, now stops in the middle of the throat. It feels like it can't bear to rush out, so inevitably run towards the bathroom.

"Hey, Jihan. Where are you going? Haven't answered that question?"

I let him shout, the most important thing now must be able to quickly get to the toilet.

Door slammed rough. Not yet reached the sink vomit can not be held. All the contents in the stomach come out all. Dizziness began to appear. The hands immediately suck the water to flush it. Breath is heavy.

"Oh my God, what happened to me? Why is it suddenly like this?" the unsettled heart.

Stomach still cramp want to vomit again, but it feels in it is drained out.

"Astagfire, Jihan. What's wrong with you?" Apparently he followed.

"No idea, Mom. All of a sudden, my stomach was nauseous and I wanted to keep vomiting. Maybe it's just catching a cold."

"Maybe, but-?"

"But what, Mom?" I stared at his face.

"What do you mean, Mom?"

"Are you late for the moon?"

"Emm, I guess this week I've not been to the moon."

"Astagfirullah, is it true what happened to you now?"

His face is perfectly rounded. There is a stroke of disbelief.

"Come with Mom now?" Directly play hand pull.

"Where are we going, Mom?" Baffled.

"To the hospital."

"Well, what's going on?" He kept pulling his hand.

The bag in his room was struck. Not changing clothes neatly first. He can't wait to take me away.

"You check."

"But I'm fine. It's just an ordinary pain, and it's likely just a cold, '" Innocence said.

"It's not an ordinary pain. Because you are late for the moon. You may be pregnant."

"What's? No. .. is impossible." I slammed my hand and tried to stop the move.

"Hhh, how is it not possible. While Bayu already stained you yesterday."

"That's impossible, Mom. How could this happen to me?"

"All can happen, for you have slept together."

"No. No. This can't happen!" The crying began to get out of control.

"Please yourself, Jihan!" Snapped him, for I was like a man of loyalty who could not accept this situation if it were true.

"Where can I be calm, and I'll be pregnant with that depraved boy."

"Then we have to go to the hospital to make sure everything. Hopefully this is just a symptom you catch a cold."

His gaze was full of hope so that all was not real.

"really. What are you saying, Mom. We should check this out. I don't want to get pregnant with baby boy Mas Bayu."

"Then I guess I have to go now."

"Yes. Come on, mom."

At first who did not want to, now so the spirit wants to know the state of the body. Keep praying in your heart that this is just an ordinary pain. If pregnancy occurs, then you must do something so as not to embarrass yourself more.