MY FORMER DARK LOVER
Sadness Will Come to the Little One

Mom's hand just keeps squeezing. There are millions of disturbing emotions. How not, if in this stomach there are unwanted seeds. Actually happy if you get a tiny baby, but do not want from the descendants of men who I hate so much.

Father who initially did not know, now follow confused on my condition which could be two-bodied. The rental vehicle owned by the family, finally stopped also in the courtyard of the white building with full of officers in white uniforms as well.

"You don't feel sad, son!" He stroked this cheek.

"Hhh, want to be sad but everything has happened, so I'll try to give up on this situation, Mom!"

"We as parents are very concerned about this situation, and can only encourage you. No matter what happens, we'll stay and support you."

"Thank you, sir. Sorry if it made you guys in trouble. As a child always worry."

"It's okay, Jihan. We're glad we could help you."

"Yes, Mom."

With a feeling of uneasiness finally entered the examination room. The body is stretched out. The doctor's hand begins to examine some parts that trigger the presence or absence of the fetus. The mind becomes empty. Can no longer translate all the feelings in the heart.

The doctor smiled faintly. Mom and I held hands. The woman in the white uniform was still busy flipping through a few pieces of paper.

"Where, Doc?" ask Mom to be impatient.

"This is great news, Buk."

"Is it really good news that my child is pregnant?"

"Yes, Buk."

"Astagfirefull!"

Highlight the eyes of the person who used to hold me nine months, had been perfectly rounded accompanied by an expression of sadness.

"What's up, Buk? How come the happy news even shocked."

"Eeh, no Doc. Just a little bit surprised earlier, the time that awaited for many years has now come," Mother can already lie.

"Oh, that. Congratulations to you guys. The age of the womb is two weeks. Although there are no significant signs of development about the baby's grandpa, but you can listen through the heartbeat later. If you want to make sure the truth can pass the USG check."

"No need, Doc. Enough of the examination we already believe in."

"Good, Doc. Thank you." Thank you."

A scrap of paper is given. A sense of chaos in the bottom of the heart, forced to tell the biological mother to queue in a turn taking drugs.

"What am I supposed to do with this kid, sir?"

We both sat in the waiting room.

"We'll both raise her."

His hand slapped this hand slowly, which just then continued to tremble. The mind is really tangled. It is impossible to return to the husband who is light-handed, but if not with him surely the life of the child will be a victim without the caress of affection.

"But if one day this baby will ask his father how it is, sir?"

"You take it easy, son. We will solve that problem together. If it's big we explain it and hopefully he'll understand. The most important thing now is to take care of your condition and health, do not let you be weak and sick."

"Come, Sir. Not thinking until that. I'm so scared of this kid's future."

"Don't worry, Jihan. We are a family that will love you and your little one. The future let the above set it. It's not easy to do all that. You must be strong and prove to Bayu that you can without any interference from him though. Enough of your self-esteem is denigrated and always trampled."

Rough hands that have raised to know the word tabgga house, continue to pat slowly to give a flow of strength, so as to successfully navigate the sea of life that is full of confusion.

"alright, Sir. You're my only encouragement now. If there's no you don't know what's happening to me anymore. Your services are worthless. Truly, so ashamed to be a child who is always a burden and a bother."

"Enough. Don't say that again, son. A father or mother, they will not be tired of nurturing and continue to nurture, even though they are wrinkled skin though. Love will never break. Tired of us taking care, just need a fee to see you can smile happily."

His words continued to penetrate in the heart, until unstoppable the details of the dew fell. Tired of selfless and reciprocal services. Now I will follow in their footsteps when the presence of the baby in the stomach is still flat shape.

"Let's go home. Finally finished also the queue," Mom's relief when she finished taking the medicine.

Dizziness in the head makes him have to be willing to crammed elongated. Initially want to take it yourself, but due to the stress of thinking about a two-body problem makes the head feel spinning.

"Yes. Alhamdulillah if it has been redeemed," said the calm Father.

The three of us turned around to go home. The affair with the white house that helped the crowd is done. Despite the sadness, we have to be strong and strong against even the most difficult times.