MY FORMER DARK LOVER
Want to Know Its Condition

Face coverings do not forget to use, so that people do not recognize faces that have been hunted. Want to breathe fresh air, after a month more cooped up in a boarding room. Hats as a complement also do not forget. I stopped the taxi. Still don't want to show a face. Head kept bowing. The taxi driver had seen wonder but I ignored, if doing problems will get worse.

"I'll come to you, baby? How are you doing now? You must be so happy that you haven't seen me in a long time. There will be many changes from you."

The person who used to always obey, I don't know why I want to see it. Actually there is no love, but he is enough to make me interested in charm and sweetness.

Hands have been a lot of torturous sins. If remembered there is regret too. The sparkling of the world and the seduction of women make lulled, so forget that she is the right woman to be made a wife. Yesterday's brains were often washed by infidelity. Tega that's what happens often. Although he was accompanied by crying always did not care, even going home always spent money with mabok and play women.

To repent, time cannot be turned. During hard-nosed lives, many circumstances awakened me to the meaning of misery. Learning to be patient and sincere is the main thing. They often fast and eat stale rice because nothing is eaten. Money is often thinned and if there is, it is a shipment from parents. His name is also a lot of needs in life itself, will always feel lack of money.

Working and earning money is the answer, but a report of a fatal mistake makes him a fugitive. Every step must be careful, do not expose the place of the festival. Many tell me, if it has entered the dibui will be even more terrible misery. It can be caught if caught. Not only hunger, surely the authorities will give lessons that are worth the mistake, therefore it should not be caught.

"Stop in front of that alley, sir!"

"Yes, Mum."

Wallet in a pant bag immediately kurogoh. Money is just a few pieces. If again not affected by problems, ogah want to waste money because the vehicle itself is there. But how else, fate again apes due to his own depraved deeds. Lust will take possession of property, blinding the eyes to plunder the awake, belonging to a respectable woman like Jihan.

"This, Sir. Thank you!"

"Yes, you're welcome."

The cost I gave you. His gaze was sharp, maybe already felt strange for my movements, but could compensate by being relaxed. Even if he is not calm or nervous, surely he will increase doing something so that this self can be arrested.

"May my face not be plastered everywhere. It could be bad if anyone recognizes."

"Hhh, why the hell can not be invited to peace this Jihan family, make me more miserable just nih. Want to ngajak nego, it looks like it will be very difficult. Fate .. fate, what a shame I am."

Walk with great caution. Everyone walks with suspicion, head bowed so as not to be known.

Go to Jihan's house. Wanna see the situation. Is he getting overwhelmed by misery, or even happy after reporting.

"Isn't this a car, de sir? How come it's here? Ahh, maybe Satria is wearing it."

"That son of a bitch, seems to be getting closer and closer to Jihan. Does she have the same feelings as my ex-wife, huh?

Keep an eye on the state of the former-in-law's house. Beside the fence near his neighbor, I hid this body.

Once made astonished, when there were some people talking in a crowd. Their laughter sounded happy.

"What's this about? How come Bu dhe and Pak dhe are here?"

"The clothes are so neat? Dah, what are they really doing here?

"Their faces were also very happy. What is not .. don't-?"

Very curious. The soles of the toes are slightly advanced, although it must be hit by the thorns of flower plants. Want to eavesdrop, because it's really kepo what really happened. There must be some important news I need to know.

"Thank you for accepting our son, who will soon be your son-in-law" Mr. Jihan spoke.

Deg, I didn't expect the news. All the joints feel detached from the body. Can only respond in silence full of regret.

"What's? Well, it's so crazy that they're getting married."

"It's really less cool this Jihan. I was hit by misfortune and sex woes, he would even feel happy by getting married. Si Satria too, the nephew brengs*k, it turns out you dared to corner your own brother, huh! Watch outyou. I won't stay silent."

"Eeh, but Jihan I'm divorced, so it's only natural that she wants to remarry. But why am I so unwilling to do this, huh? what really happened to me?"

Hearts become self-conscious. Feelings cannot be interpreted. Jihan I used to hate, but after a second thought, it turned out to be the best and patient woman. This broad hand I always looked at, and there were many sins that lay. There are only constant regrets.