My Life is Difficult
My lover

Never expect Father and Mother to be able to buy a washing machine because to be able to eat alone I am very grateful ....

" Hhhmmm.... Alinda ... You have to be patient ..!!"

back , I encourage myself .

" tik.. tik... tik.." suddenly the sound of a cell phone in my pocket rang , my eyes and head began to act to look around me , if it is safe I will lift my phone but if the atmosphere is not safe then I will just silence it until I get the right time to reply .

yes.. it should be like this because my phone, I got from my girlfriend, not from my Father and Mother, so I must be careful to use it .

At first I didn't want this phone but my girlfriend forced it because she said she always missed me so if she felt homesick, she wanted to hear my voice and ******* ******* spoiled me .

" brother Alinda, Ganesh lapaar kaak...."

Whinek my little sister, surprise myself fortunately my phone did not fall into the laundry tub that is near my feet ..

" Yuufttt.... Ganeesh.. brother so surprised.' yes it is soon yes.. brother fried chicken first for you to eat and also make sister Nian...!!"

I said as I pushed back the wheelchair used by Ganesh into the house .

From her baby, her legs Ganesh has been predicted by doctors to have abnormalities, she had to be operated on new she can walk, Father and Mother have tried to treat it with alternative healing path , but unfortunately the fate of Ganesh is not too good, the only way is indeed to be in Operation .

But Ganesh is indeed a strong and powerful son , he did not care how many humans in this world were to flout him or berate him because he could prove that he was capable of being equal to those who had normal bodies .

I promise I will give her the best education so that she can become an Orthopedic doctor as she wishes .

" sister Alin... ! Brother Nian. want to incline Chicken for us to eat his word. asyiik yaa kak. we can eat Chicken..!" ganesh told Nian .

I was silent and full of guilt to them, not that I gave them false hope but that I meant just to joke..

I'm stuck with my own jokes ...

" sister Alin... Is it really kak.. We want to eat fried chicken..?" Ask Nian to me .

" So his brother Alin did want to fry chicken it turns out brother forgot ... The chicken has just become eggs.so because we are all hungry, we eat the eggs first , tomorrow brother Alin promises to buy fried chicken for you...!! Ok !!"

With broken feelings I had to say sweet in front of my Brother Sister, their hope of eating fried chicken...

" Nian.. Brother Alin will go first for a while, you take care of Ganesh first yaa. while waiting for Andika's brother to go home from school soon ... !!"

I told Nian to keep Ganesh first, 'cause I gotta go see my girlfriend for a minute .

" kaaak... Ganesh is big ! don't always look like a baby boy, Ganesh doesn't like ...!!!"

In an angry tone Ganesh said to me ,

This is her great Ganesh, she doesn't like it if it's pity , she wants us all to see her as a normal child and start growing up as a teenager .

" Here you guys kiss first ! mmmwwuuaach .. This is for Nian.. mmwwuuuaach and this is for Ganesh ! brother Alin love you both ."

I kissed Nian and Ganesh's cheeks before I left and they both died at home .

As usual if I leave the house , they took me away by watching me walk until I was out of the alley of my residential block area and was no longer visible to their eyes .

" Where is the car.. ! he said he was waiting for me in front of the alley..?" ask me in my heart .

Usually my girlfriend picks me up in front of the entrance hall of my residential block

because I haven't allowed her to pick me up in front of the house 'cause if it happens 'cause , I am sure that my name will become more famous than the famous Artists in Indonesia .

" Came in. diiin ... in ...!!"

Suddenly I heard the sound of a car horn from the back of my body and sure enough the black Fortuner car I was looking for was right behind me .

" you just came, Beb...!!" ask her .

" you just arrived ! long time ' tomorrow I won't wait until like this..!"

He scolded me because I made him wait too long.

Seeing her face that began to look sad to me, I immediately got into the car and started to seduce her, because I was afraid if she had scolded me , I will not be able to get what I want .

" Yes I was wrong, I'm sorry, Beb.." My spoiled whine teased her, hoping that she wouldn't be mad at me anymore .

" Ok, but you must be ready to pay for all these mistakes ...!"

and as usual if he gets angry he'll threaten me because I made a mistake .

" What do you want to do to me, Beb..?".

ask me a little worried .

" As usual 'this time there are 5 guests coming ', lest you make my name ugly in their eyes 'understand..!" Still in an angry tone he said to me .

If it wasn't for me being indebted to her I wouldn't want to be her crazy lover .

now I can only hold my tears down, for I must not regret any of this .

I have chosen my way of life like this because I do not want to live in poverty and lack like my Father and Mother .

" Yes Beb. I'm reckoning .. !"

I was weakened and at the end of it I obeyed his will . For money and only for money .

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