My Life is Difficult

My Life is Difficult
This is Life


Leave a wound in the soul because Love is not as beautiful as his expectations, making Alinda a woman who is always considered contemptible by everyone.


Moreover, because of his wrong association also increasingly makes himself a wild and bad woman.


For Alinda, crying is a blasphemy that she will not do, because her determination and strong will have made Alinda a precocious woman.


The journey of life full of theatrics makes Alinda increasingly lose the place of shelter and affection that she always missed.


Until finally, Alinda's wait was reached after she had to pass through a thousand eyes of a man filled with mystery.


Alinda is convinced that she has changed because of reality.


However, Will Alinda set her love ?


or does Alinda keep traveling with her love ?


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so that I can be better at writing and telling stories


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My name is Alinda, my life is actually ordinary, normal, just like most teenagers my age, just the difference is that I may be smarter than other teenagers .


I live in a residential area in the SS cluster aka Very Simple, type 21 house with a land area of 60m . My father and mother are also ordinary people, they both work as employees in one of the factories located not far from my house . I am the second of 5 children , if people around here say , my family is a cat family , because Mom gave birth to me and sister very close to her distance .


My first brother, he is a man who still can not be relied on at all, usually he is called the MADESU , which means MAsa DEpan SUram , his real name is Gatot, said the father it stands for Brawny and Muscled ! he he he he he. but .. the reality is not worth what is expected .


I have 3 sisters, I should have 4 sisters, while pregnant with my sister, Mother fell when she wanted to come home from the factory so Mother miscarried . She was my first sister, then my second sister was named Andika, she was still sitting in 3rd grade Junior High she was the naughty ! that's the nickname he often gets from the neighbors of this area of my house and then my 3rd Brother named Nian she is beautiful and kind she still sits in the 2nd grade Junior High , many say he should not be like me , he. he. he. he. I also like them , I do not want if Nian fate is the same as me . And next up is Ganesh, he's my last brother he's disabled, he's in 1st grade but he's better than me , his desire was strong and never wanted to give up on life, I was sometimes ashamed of him, because his thinking turned out to be more mature than all of us who were more mature than him .


Because our distance is too close as a result Mother and Father like to cry if the school tells us to buy the books we need for school or the cost of other school needs , because they cannot get debt to buy all needs simultaneously or not simultaneously .


although they both have worked, but the fact is that the salary they get is never worth all these needs , not to mention the installments and bills they have to pay every month , sometimes it feels like I want to break my head, if you hear their complaints about spending and income .


and all that makes me always swear in my heart ...!!


" I Hate Poor Living ..!"


I am currently sitting in the 2nd grade of SMK, this year my sister Gatot just graduated and she is currently looking for work to help Father and Mother .


I had promised her that I would marry her by finishing this school .


Actually I could have helped my Father and Mother to finance all the needs of this life, but I was still afraid if my Father and Mother knew , if my money comes from a boyfriend who loves me .


So for now I have to be patient 'cause for another year I'm going to finish school 'I'm going to leave this house , I will stay in my rich husband's house and get everything I want !!


I will not forget my family !! Later after I get married, I will wake up this house to be bigger so that all my sister can comfortably sleep and can invite her friends to come play to this house.


" Brother Alinda.. here Nian bantuin .. ' Nian can rinse his laundry ..." said Nian who saw myself washing all these clothes.


It moved me if I saw my very kind sister . She always wanted to help me clean up all this house .


In my mind, if I get married later, she's the one who's gonna do all this and she's gonna be a grown girl before her time .


" Sister Nian.' Brother kok even bengong..! here brother... Nian help..!"


I just smiled hearing his reprimand .


" Now let brother wash all this 'later if brother Nian has bought a washing machine, you can only help brother and mother ! agreed pretty... !!"


I said to Nian and I pinched his nose with my hands full of this laundry soap foam .


My job after school is to wash all the dirty clothes, and I do it with both hands , count count while exercising makes my hand strong to punch the face of people who always want to find trouble with me .


Never expect Father and Mother to be able to buy a washing machine because to be able to eat alone I am very grateful ....


" Hhhmmm.... Alinda ... You have to be patient ..!!"


back , I encourage myself .


" tik.. tik... tik.." suddenly the sound of the phone in my pocket rang , my eyes and head began to act to look around me , if it is safe I will lift my phone but if the atmosphere is not safe then I will just silence it until I get the right time to reply .


yes.. it should be like this because my phone, I got from my girlfriend, not from my Father and Mother, so I must be careful to use it .


At first I didn't want this phone but my girlfriend forced it because she said she always missed me so if she felt homesick, she wanted to hear my voice and ******* ******* spoiled me


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