My Maid And I
Part 74's. My Maid and I

Adam and Mina are currently on a private jet belonging to the Johanson family. Adam looked at Mina with sadness. Mina was asleep in Adam's private room on the jet. Adam smiled knot. He was so happy at this moment, because Mina would be entirely his. He did not think that his maid would be his wife soon. He used to hate the woman so much because of her fat and brownish skin and still stupid when it comes to cooking. I don't know why Adam wanted that woman so much right now. Adam and Mina are on their way to the island of Borneo. To ask for the blessing of Mina's parents. Adam fell down next to Mina and fell asleep.

Meanwhile, at Ms. Ratmi's house.

Jono visits his mother's house at night. He always took the time to visit his mother after the surgery that was done a few weeks ago. Jono looked at his daughter Dwi who had fallen asleep while hugging her book. His little girl is a hobby of reading. He rubbed his daughter's head slowly then kissed her briefly.

At the same time, the mother who fell asleep in the mattress in the middle room. Jono is happy because he can see his mother recovering albeit gradually. He lost the woman he loved. Even if Mina returns and is not raped by her employer, she cannot be with her ex-wife.

He had to take responsibility for Salimah because he had unwittingly impregnated the woman for being drunk after hearing news of Mina coming out of a hotel with a man who was none other than her employer. He assumed badly of Mina. That Mina always sleeps with her employer and they live in a house like a husband and wife under the guise of the employer and his assistant. That's what he always thought. What else is that his master is handsome and rich. That certainly made him so bad-minded to her.

But, getting word from the man who is none other than a personal assistant from Mina's employer, and hearing her explanation. Jono felt guilty that he should have trusted the woman with all his heart. He felt guilty for Mina, for exchanging the woman for money.

"Mas... has come...?" ask Joko the sister who just came out of her room.

"he em.." replied Jono.

"Oh.yes Mas... Mba Mina came to visit. He left you a letter and a savings book for Dwi... For a moment I take it first." said Joko as she passed into his room again.

A little later, Joko came out with an envelope and a bankbook from BR* Bank in her hand. Joko approached her brother who was sitting staring at Dwi who was asleep. Joko hands over the envelope and is immediately received by Jono.

"Read it. maybe it's important.I went out first to find a friend in the patrol post.." said Joko say goodbye. Jono just nodded while receiving the envelope and the savings book from Joko's hand.

Jono opened an envelope containing a piece of paper filled with Mina's writing.

Letter from Mina.

*For My Ex-Husband Jono.

*Mas...

I didn't think that my decision to go to Singapore and work there for sustenance was a sad start for us.

I also didn't think that we would be separated so soon. Perhaps by reading this letter, you can understand the deepest content of my heart.

All this time, I never once betrayed you. Although there are many temptations here that I turn away from you. Really am... Even to this very moment, my heart still wants you by my side.

I never regretted marrying you. Even though you are not my first love. But I love you sincerely. No. I guess this love and this trust just got here.

I've already taken our divorce certificate. I didn't expect, right now I'm just an outcast. Widows. I didn't think you'd be until the heart threw me away like this.

Mas...

Really am...

Ilove you...

I cried every time I remembered that we couldn't be together anymore...

But I can't go back with you either...

I'm not clean and I'm not yours anymore...

I realized, if our soul mate might just get here...

But one thing you should know...

I have never once betrayed you, even though I live in a house with only a male employer. I know my position. I also remember what my status was. I also never once expected my degree to be lifted by teasing my master. I'm not that kind of person.

I admit, I am currently pregnant with my master's child. But I wasn't expecting that either. This fetus was present because of a rape my employer committed against me**.

Mas...

Even though we are separated and our relationship ends, we are still parents of our children, Eko and Dwi...

Mas...

We live each of our lives. It was your decision to separate. Although I'm disappointed, but what to say. I just follow this life. Which makes me very lazy to live it, again I have to struggle to get the love of a new family. I just want to cry. Once I get the love of your family, but I can no longer be by your side.

If only time could be turned back, I wouldn't go to work and leave you. But now, like rice has become porridge, it must still be enjoyed to make us full. I just thought, maybe there's no harm in enjoying the porridge.

Mas...

This is Dwi's savings book. It's not much. But still, if you want to take it must be accompanied by you. Eko's property I gave it to him. For his needs in the pesantren. That was the entire result of my work in Singapore and Canada as a maid. I have given all my work to you and our children. It is your right and theirs. Because without your signature, I wouldn't be able to go to work abroad.

For almost 3 months I was in Canada because I was taken by someone I thought was a stranger. But it turned out to be the sister of my master. He helped me heal from that post-rape trauma. I'm almost crazy. A lot of pskiaters are overwhelmed with me. I almost killed myself because I thought, I don't deserve you anymore. That is how it is.

I hope you are happy with your choice. And also, I hope that someday we meet in good health and have no shortage of anything. Even though I love you, but I can't be with you.

Thank you for being such a good husband all along. Always patiently guide me. Thank you for our 15 years together. I never once regretted ever living with you in joy and sorrow and in a state of material deprivation.

Happy with you. Let it be a beautiful memory imprinted on my brain and heart.

Be happy...

I will try to be happy even without you...

Again for the last time, I love you my ex-husband.

SARMINAS.

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After reading the contents of the letter, Jono cried a mouthful. He knows his decision was wrong. But whatever he wants to say, he can't go back. There are others on each side. Jono wiped his tears slowly. Even though his eyes were red, he did not care. He still cries for his love and his ex-wife.

" Mina, be happy.don't be unhappy..I sincerely pray whatever is best for you.." said Jono.