My Name JOANA
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he explains to Nandra that he does not want to be too long a burden on Joana's family, because no matter how Sherla is a stranger in the house

"you're contracting?"

"yes, I think I'm going to use that money to contract for a few years, it's good as I catch up again to sign an extension"

"already, just buy housing, I find, I give you a down payment and the first installment, the rest you"

"Nandra, no, you're a hassle"

"i don't feel bothered really, really, yeah, rather than contracting"

finally Nandra helps Sherla find a house, and they get a new house, housing anyway, but new housing, so the price is still quite inexpensive not also cheap

at least they get a house with a price that fits Sherla's pocket

after settling, the building costs are also borne by Nandra, Sherla only needs to pay the monthly installments for 4 years, yes it includes light

and after finishing, the house is ready to be occupied as well, Sherla decided not to linger longer to move, it's okay even though her house is still empty to jump, it can be arranged while the time goes on

while at home, Sherla sees Melanie and Lestari in front of the television, she approaches them, before long Amir also comes to them

"maa, pa, buk, Sherla there's something to talk about" Sherla said

"what son?" hello Melanie

Sherla explains that if she is going to move house, and brings her stuff next week to move, move and about Sherla's new house, Sherla explains there and they understand, because Sherla is the same as Alisia, it is the same as adult

"you take care of yourself that is important, do not forget the same we are here, often come, it is papa's hope" said Amir

"yes son, it doesn't matter the money, the food, the important thing is that you come, mama also said it's the same Alisia" added Melanie

"we do not forbid, because you are an adult, you know what you will take" Lestari replied

"thank you for accepting me and making me your son, even if I split up, I will never leave you"

"why be sad? no, do not be sad, you should be happy" replied Amir

Sherla also did not forget to give news to Joana about her move, Joana also gave encouragement for Sherla continues to fight more and survive for a more independent life again

after getting 2 news from the closest people, Joana was so sad, she was not there beside them when happy

days passed, when Joana was just coming home from work, she entered the bathroom and took a shower, and dried her hair, just finished, the sound of knocking on her door

he opened it but Samuel came

Joana looked left..

"lookwho?" ask Samuel

"where is Brother Theo?"

"why look for him?"

"you usually come with him"

"no, I always come alone, if only together pass the pass"

"emm"

Samuel pushes Joana in and closes the door

"oh, brother, why?" ask Joana

"got papa, put it inside"

Joana turns her body away but Samuel pulls Joana's arm and they stare there

"why sis?" ask Joana

"i love you" Samuel said

"what the hell brother" said Joana releasing Samuel's hand

"i love you" said Samuel pulling Joana's arm again

"sister, it's free, brother, I've never loved you"

"i'll make you love me"

"no way, I have a person I love and can't change, that's my husband" Joana said

Samuel hugged Joana..

"sister, I beg you brother, mohooon already sister, I'm tired" said Joana

"here, there I am, tired of sleeping in my arms" said Samuel

"hemmm" said Joana taking her breath

"yes it's up to you, let me go first, I want to go to the kitchen" said Joana

Joana went into the kitchen to drink, because she was thirsty, but she was also hungry so made food too, cooking the roast she bought in the supermarket yesterday

but while cooking, Samuel hugged Joana from behind..

"i'm not bothering you" Samuel said

"hemm"

Joana turned her back and looked into Samuel's eyes, giving her the chance to choose another girl

"i'm looking for a girl who's better than me" said Joana

"no"

"i'll find you a pretty one"

"i don't need it"

"the rich"

"i'm rich enough"

"great emm, I'm looking for the same as me"

"i want you, don't tell me to look for anything else, I'll still love you, that's, period" Samuel said

"hemm why is it so difficult" said Joana

Samuel hugged Joana again, even as Joana was eating, Samuel watched Joana while eating and kissed Joana's arm which he had been holding since

later that afternoon, Joana must go to Jorshy, Samuel will also leave but Joana asks once again for Samuel to rethink forgetting Joana but instead Samuel says...

"i would never care if you told me how, I will continue to love you" Samuel said

"asssh, that's it" replied Joana

feeling free to warn Samuel, Joana went to the hospital

arriving..

he entered his office, then left Wilson's room, Wilson was studying, Joana was watching Wilson there who was studying with the sisters on duty

"Joanaaa" said Wilson

"yes, go ahead, I'm sitting here"

"yes"

Joana watches Wilson and she notices how much he has felt Wilson has changed

how not, from the beginning, Wilson whose emotions are excessive, not funny, but even now more organized, never angry, submissive..

Joana sits quietly on the sofa by the window of Wilson's room as she thinks about her husband and his family

until he didn't know if Wilson was done and greeted him

"Joana, yeeh I got good grades" Wilson said

Joana did not hear it and still quietly looked out the window

"Joanaaa" cried Wilson

"yes, my God, Wilson"

"i'm asking you to shut up, look, my grades are good, right?"

"uh, that's good"

"i keep learning to be good"

"emm pinter"

Joana was silent, she saw Wilson sitting with a drawing, she wanted to ask Wilson something

"Wilson. Can I ask you a question?" ask Joana

"yeah?"

"if I go back to Indonesia and don't come back here again, you won't come?" ask Joana

"Joana want to go back to Indonesia?"

"i asked"

"emm"

"you're willing not to let me go?"

"Joana, I'm not willing, I still need you, I'm not at all willing to go and not return"

"why?"

"you know me best" she replied

here Joana thinks why is Joana so difficult to return to Indonesia? some are not willing to leave because they still need it