My Name JOANA
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Joana releases Feris's hand and walks towards Ello and leaves with Ello, while Elyas and his two friends also go there, while Feris

he was silent, covered his face and shouted as loudly as possible, letting out all his anger over Joana's loss

"siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan" cried Ferris

finally Joana and Feris' relationship ended, Joana obviously chose to go with Ello there, because she did so far as to want to date Feris alone because Joana fought for the wishes of Ello, as her best friend

Elyas also left, leaving the campus recording studio and going back to his faculty

when Joana and Ello are also some other friends until their class..

"Joana, why are you doing everything?" ask Ello

"i just want you to be chief bem"

"i don't care if I lose, but I don't want you to be the same for me"

"yes, I'm sorry, Ello"

"i'm the one who's sorry Joana, I shouldn't be selfish, because I'm you, too"

"Joana, don't think you have to sacrifice like this again, if that's not our happiness that you have to hurt us, because we you are like this" said Vera

"Joana, I'm not very often with you guys, but I know you, in this case, you make us bad friends" Wita replied

"i'm willing to do it, for my best friend" replied Joana

"no, no, no more like this, I don't want anyone either Joana, whether Wita or Vera, even Egar, everyone close to me to suffer just because I want to" Ello said

the condition of friendship improved, where some of Joana's friends, Ello and Vera, especially felt disappointed because Joana was dating Feris, but this time all disappeared immediately the disappointment

days pass, Joana and Feris' relationship really ends, Joana lives her life again..

while Feris was in his room, which had been almost a week, not long

Dipo went into his son's room

"when are you gini?" ask Dipo

Feris was just silent still sleeping face down on his bed

"Feris, why didn't you say to me in the first place, I'm sure it wasn't pure because Joana liked you" Dipo said

"do you know?"

"i don't know, but I read it all, I know who you are Fierce, and I also know who Joana is"

"i did it because I love Joana"

"but you don't see from Joana's side, does she like it or not, right?"

"well, papa just come out, I want to be alone"

"papa's worried"

"no, I promise I'm out, but not now, I really want to be alone" said Feris

Dipo came out of his room and this was all like a dream come true for him, he had read that this was going to happen and it really happened, because Dipo knew all the connections about Joana receiving Feris even from Joana herself

Dipo hopes, later when out, his son still holds the principle of staying in the way of goodness

well, Feris had gone down but finally Feris got back up, he thought, everything is really over, he really has lost Joana, and will no longer be able to get it because he knows Ello will take care of Joana

it is no longer Elyas who can prevent him from coming back to Joana, because Elyas can still be matched, but when he sees the figure of Ello, even where Fris knows himself if Joana does everything for her friend

so he realized that Ello, who was guarding Joana, would never give her permission to Joana, close to Feris, and Feris knew that Joana's son would obey her

eventually.. Feris comes out of his room and ready to go to college again, Dipo at the dinner table sees his son and hopes his son's attitude no longer returns to being as brutal as it once was

"why did papa see me?" ask Feris

"yes, I started college pa, I can go crazy at home thinking about this" Feris said

"hem"

"want to go with pa?"

"but"

"i'm waiting for you"

and after Dipo finished, he went with the child to the campus, then went down and parted with his papa in the car park

"i'm going pa, it's his contact if papa comes home first" Feris said

"do you keep on if you need one?"

"if I need to, I'm in papa's room, or I'm not Rozi's with Pipi"

"oh"

he returned behind the campus, inhaled the air of the campus and exhaled slowly, he turned towards the Joana building

"i keep saying to always be a good person, I want to make you proud" said Fris in his deepest heart to Joana

walking towards his class, all looked at him with a strange and fear as well, for fear of the impact of yesterday's problems, the same thing with Hanafi or Pipi, who made the sound with Rozi

"Fer" said Pipi

Puis turned to Pipi, Pipi looked down there with Rozi, he apologized and was afraid that Feris was angry but he took the risk

"Fer, I'm sorry" Pipi said

"just because of me too" Rozi said

Feris stared intently at Pipi and Rozi, he cursed, but he took his breath slowly and exhaled again, it was a teaching from Joana when he was angry and upset, you have to breathe in slowly and breathe out slowly

"gue was disappointed, but I forgot, because I thought you were a friend, I'm sorry" said Feris embracing Pipi's shoulder and touching Rozi's arm

"are you really angry?" ask Rozi

"no Rozi, take it easy, you guys are my best friends outside of yesterday's problems, not papa, maybe if there were no problems yesterday, I would never realize Joana did it just because of Ello" word Feris

hugging there a sign of friendship that is still intact, Feris forgot all his frustration, telling his two best friends to want to be good people and good friends for them

"gue lost a good man yesterday, and I don't want to lose two more good people in my life" Fris said

Feris is now changed, he decided not to become a snake again as he called it, yes although there is still a little gap of his mind to remain the old Feris, because it is already his habit, because it is, but despite all he still wants to improve himself from the experience of losing yesterday made him sick he must be able to accept reality

Feris returned to the busyness of the campus, he chose to focus on his class and his many temporary duties Joana..

Joanna was busy with her activities..

while in class, Elyas greeted him..

"Joana" said Elyas

"eh brother Elyas"

"greetings from Elva"

"Elva? thank you, hello back, how's he doing?"

"he's improving constantly"

"give thanks if it's good"

"emm"