My Name JOANA

My Name JOANA
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they sit there together, chatting about some books, Joana gives entry to Rahayu who is struggling to become a psychiatric doctor like she used to be, giving a lot of input and direction, and then she gives a lot of advice, Rahayu here just glanced and stared intently at Joana's face


"even I just met a human like this, the highest level of good attitude" Rahayu said in her heart


"understand me?" ask Joana


"understand my brother, thank you brother" said Rahayu


"yes, the same, may you be strong yes, I know you are the chosen one to enter psychiatric medicine, I have struggled to be in your position as well" said Joana


while Egar in his class, he was not calm because he saw from the window of his class the rain began to pour, he said ketoilet to the lecturer but he lied even though to pursue Joana


she was relieved that Joana was still in the lobby in front of her faculty


"Moy?" egar said


"why come out Poy? have you?" ask Joana


"yet, I say to the toilet you think it's raining, don't go home, I don't want you to get sick"


"yes, it's me same Ayu"


Rahayu saw Egar's attitude so real in front of her eyes how Egar treated Joana most special than to other women, how not, even men as cold as Egar on campus and in the work environment were even so gentle and attentive in front of Joana


"oh uh yeah, thanks Ayu" said Egar


"yes, sister" replied Rahayu


"already there, don't be naughty skipping class" said Joana


"get ready, bye dear, bye Ayu" said Egar


Egar returned to his class, Joana sat down again with Rahayu, they chatted again and this time Rahayu was curious about Joana's feelings for Egar, because Egar's feelings for Joana could already know how Rahayu


"emm brother" said Rahayu


"yeah?"


"same brother Egar used to date?"


"no"


"loh? how can I get married?"


"yes befriend"


"friends? oh close friend, but isn't that right?"


"ordinary friends, really ordinary people, even not one class, not one faculty, the same medicine but different specialists, I'm a psychiatrist, Egar a general practitioner"


"can you know him?"


"Egar was his humble son but ignorant first, he was a classy prankster, kept bothering my class kids"


"includes brother Joana?"


"no, he fits in front of me just quietly, even a few long periods of silence, then I asked, why silence? he just said he wanted acquaintance"


"ahh, keep on acquaintance? dated time?"


"no dating, no friends, I even have a friend, a man, closer to me than I am to Egar, his name is Ello, my best friend, so there is a closer, yes Egar an ordinary friend really"


"ultimately?"


"yes went straight to my mother's father, took me to see his mother's father, arranged for marriage, no fiancee, any more courtship, over time" Joana said


"ahh, is it accepted right away?" ask Rahayu


"iya dong, about the proposal, if you used to be a friend, the new date I often refuse"


in Rahayu's heart, even an Egar intrusive intention but even invite acquaintance to Joana, whereas how once Rahayu to know Mama Egar alone is very difficult, approach also difficult, even difficult, so Egar's friends like now is not an easy thing to do Rahayu even though now their closeness is no doubt as a friend


"emm oh yes brother, brother is not jealous of brother Egar? if anyone comes near it? other girls or what" said Rahayu


"no"


"not jealous?"


"jealous, jealous people say yes, but it does not happen to me and Egar, we are very jealous"


"yes because we trust each other, we believe our partners can take care of themselves, it's important, take care of yourself, if you can't take care of yourself, how do you take care of your heart? ain't you?"


"yes anyway"


"karna gini Ayu, whose name is the relationship is not perfection but trust"


"that's really a big brother, I agree, but indeed his brother is the same brother Egar there is no secret?" ask Rahayu


"secret? what'sthat?"


"yes, maybe the brother who knows without Egar's brother knows, or vice versa there is a brother who does not know about Egar's brother"


"that's not it, all I know about Egar"


"oh yeah?"


"oh about you as Egar first acquaintance, yes you know also, you often here wait for Egar if there is a class together? you know, he told me a lot of things, including about you, so he always told me that you were as familiar as me" explained Joana


"ahh" answered Rahayu


in his heart Rahayu thought if even Egar told everything without being hidden about Egar's closeness with Rahayu


they were silent a moment ago Joana took turns asking about Rahayu


"oh yeah? ye? have girlfriends? is it more serious maybe? you may know me" said Joana


"uh uh? who sis? there's no me, I don't have a boyfriend" Rahayu replied


"ah cooking? in seriously? is cooking cool?"


"cooler brother, far away"


"yes I'm married, I'm talking about you, look for it, I want to find it but who? neither are my friends single, most are married"


"ah brother, I don't think brother, just flow, want to focus on campus work"


"right, I agree that, pinter, you need to focus, I need to"


silent again a few minutes, felt the rain began to light, Joana prepared to leave, because he would come Aal to his house as Egar said earlier


"yeah, I say yes, it's raining pretty thin" said Joana


"oh? yes brother"


"you home? wanna be together?"


"oh? no brother, I was picked up by my papa, already on the way"


"oh yeah? oh same with me, college commute papa, you don't be shy to be picked up by parents of college or work, that's proof we're close to parents right?"


"boy brother, I was from school until now always where delivered papa mama, fitting they are not busy yes who is ready it was delivered" said Egar


"yes, really, just as you are with me" said Joana


as Joana is about to leave, Rahayu calls her again...


"sister" call Rahayu


"yes?"


"thank you for being so good with me"


"well, it has to be good for everyone"


"but I felt like I was meeting a twin, who I could talk to, who all went in with me, and who I had a lot in common with, so I met my sister"


"haha would like to be your brother, you'll be my sister"


"can? well, thanks brother" said Rahayu


Joana hugs Rahayu as an early sign of their sister, Rahayu is embraced Joana feel calm, the smell of her body also makes Rahayu's mind a little calmer deserve how much Egar loves this girl


"well, go first!" said Joana


"yes, heart of heart"