My Name JOANA
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Joana lets go of Fabian's embrace, she doesn't want if anyone sees her being mistaken, Joana lets go of her embrace and rubs her tears, takes her breath slowly and also releases her slowly
"i hope you haven't told anyone anything about this" Joana said
"you take it easy, miss" replied Fabian
"i want to think about how I can say this to them (Samuel and Motheo)"
"may you and your baby always be okay"
"yes thanks Bian, it's still good to me, listen to me, I know that if this thing goes to Sam and Theo about me telling you first, they'll hurt you, but you're calm, I'm taking care of you"
"thank you, miss" too"
"what do you thank me for?" joana answered glancing at Fabian
"karna has become a good person even though you should be able to do all you can to win to anyone"
"good people aren't measured by how much time we spend on attention, right?"
"agreed"
discussing food, to discuss the pregnancy even this time went to the discussion of Fabian's girlfriend
"oh yeah, about your partner, you already have a boyfriend?" ask Joana
"uh uh? where's ada? not miss"
"yet? cooking anyway? oh lastly you were with Erisa right?"
"emm, yes last with him"
"he's married"
"yes I know"
"invited?"
"no"
"ohyah?"
"indeed miss?"
"was invited, even before he married Sam or Theo"
"oh yeah? emm, coming?"
"coming"
"emm"
seeing Fabian's face change, Joana knew the discussion was reopening a wound that had dried up..
"emm, sorry" said Joana
"uh uh? sorry?"
"yes, I'm talking about that"
"relax miss, I'm relaxed"
Joana stayed there thinking about who the girl she could introduce to Fabian who had a good attitude and vibes that matched Fabian, of course, who was close to Joana
think what about Faren?
but Faren, Max's ex, will not be possible with Fabian, because Fabian and Max will have the same boss marry Joana, whom Joana blamed for the breakup of their relationship
what about Brielle?
but Brielle is young, her age is far with Fabian, not suitable, yes, although Joana with Sam and Theo is a long distance, but that's exactly the reason Joana does not feel if it fits
then with who?
while thinking, Fabian stood up to leave, at once Joana remembered Akeyla, what if she introduced Fabian to Akeyla? that was quite a very good decision
"wait, Bian" said Joana
"yes, miss? anything else?"
"there, I'm not done yet"
"oh sorry miss, what's up?"
"emm I know my friend wants to? good for his son"
"emmd? who?"
"there, my friend is in college"
"from indonesia or America?"
"america, she's real here, my friend went to college when I was exchanging students"
"ohh that college kid? who?"
"well, first I'll see you"
"his name?"
"there will be a first time when I meet you"
"heah"
Fabian leaves, left Joana alone again, the night Samuel comes and enters Joana's room, seeing Joana sleeping still with the book she holds in her hand
Samuel pulled the book and he skimmed through the title of his feathers but he didn't notice much, whereas his title was already about "early pregnancy keeping himself calm despite conceding"
which means Samuel should have thought that the book had something to do with Joana, but since Samuel was also quite upset to come home so he was out of focus
she sleeps next to Joana and hugs Joana who is sleeping behind her
btw. Joana always sleeps behind her husband, no matter whether it is Samuel or Motheo, except Egar, sometimes she turns her back to face, because Joana does prefer to sleep can hug from behind
Joana woke up because Samuel was coming...
"you're coming in the night?"
"yes, I just got home baby, why are you awake?"
"i want to go to the toilet wait"
"emm"
Joana went back and saw Samuel was out of bed, obviously it looked exhausted, so Joana was sleeping too...
the morning..
Joana wakes up, cleans the house and the kitchen, she wants to eat but there is no food in her kitchen, she goes down to the house, but in the kitchen below there is also no cooking ingredients
so he went back up and prepared to be ready, he wanted to go out, to the market or shopping center to buy ingredients
when he was ready, Joana just finished in front of his mirror, Samuel woke up and saw his wife neat
"where's honey?"
"i'm going to the market, buy some cooking, I'm hungry"
"go alone?"
"there's Vansa Delvin"
"just be with me, I'll take you"
"are you not working today?"
"it doesn't matter to me, I want you whatever it is"
"hemm yaudah there ready"
"em"
they went out, went down, and Joana said goodbye to her four men, Joana gave Benjie cash for the four, Benjie himself, Albern, Ravansa, and Delvin, and each of the 100 thousand
"this, I'll just go first" said Joana
"oh, yes miss thank you" Benjie replied
"miss, go with boss Sam?" ask Ravansa
"yes, I go with him, you stay here, don't come, yes, I go" Joana said
Joana gets into her car and Samuel starts driving, just out of his house, Samuel asks about Joana's attitude to the men
"what did you do to the kids?" ask Samuel
"i'm leaving" Joana replied
"why pamit? go stay away"
"but I went away saying goodbye so I could leave the house"
"oh the same don't you usually give money to them like that" said Samuel
"why? was wrong?" ask Joana
"yes, I can't, as good as they will be"
"there's no such thing as them"
"yes habits are given later"
"yes gakpapa, right? after all, did you pay them as long as they worked for me?"
"yes no"
"they work with you out of fear, having trouble with you puts lives at risk, so they're my right now, so what do I want to do is my right"
"yes but don't get used to it"
"let's say, I don't like you to set up, I stayed with you because yesterday you didn't interfere with my business, why are you meddling now?"
"don't continue, I don't want to fight"
"emm, good, the point is if you want to arrange me about anything including them, don't forbid me to arrange you with a lot of your business? how's it?"
"dear Iyaaaa, I obey you, I will not argue with you" said Samuel
arriving at the market, they go down, then buy some needs Joana, no one recognizes who Joana is, because every Joana comes out either Samuel or Motheo, same, he always wears a face mask with sunglasses