My Wrong?
15.Debates
Although not love each other but respect each other is not it beautiful? but what if we cherish but are not re-appreciated should we leave?.
That responsibility is what Ali feels now, wants to continue forward but never appreciated, wants to retreat but can it?. Every day always do his duty as a wife, preparing all the needs of Helmi but ended up never appreciated. Preparing to eat every morning and evening but never touched in the slightest, always offering up for the rights of her husband but always in the tail of abuse and insults.
3 Months is not a short time for Ali, never out of the apartment other than shopping or drinking coffee at a cafe near the building, do not have a talkative friend because during the marriage with Helmi, he was not, Ali has no friends. During this time also Ali has not met again with Oma and her father-in-law, every day only met Helmi who is ironic but once again spoke piercing the soul and body of Ali.
At first, Ali thought Helmi hated him because of Ali whom I and I messed with, Ali tried to take care of herself but never appreciated, Helmi even curses Ali even though Ali is as beautiful and glowing as anything Helmi doesn't touch. Can Ali cry.
"Mas, I'm the boss at home" Ali tells Helmi, who checks the email on her phone in her office.
"Don't I give you an ATM, isn't that enough?" helmi asked without looking at his wife's face.
"I need to talk also mas temen, all this time I hold hp also confused to contact who? I don't have any relatives to chat with even over the phone"
"Your friend isn't there?" tanya Helmi raised next to her eyebrows. "Oh yeah I forgot, your friend must not have a castor friend like you, right?" ask Helmi cynically.
"Mas, I'm not an actor well, so do not need GeEr if I call you from Mbak Angel" said Ali emotionally because Helmi always said if he was a actor and actor.
"Do not give up, the proof every mallem you seduce me? hm?" tanya Helmi was satisfied with Ali's face which began to change, but her normal face was now like holding back tears.
"I do not tempt you mas, I just disband my obligations mas, I do not want to sin because lali with his obligations, and what do you say mas? my friend doesn't want to have a friend like me because I'm married to someone else's lover? you are wrong mas, not all things in this world can match your predictions, they can not be connected because now is not the time for them to take a vacation, if even their time off is only one hour, so we only briefly exchanged news" said Ali at length even now Ali was standing in front of Helmi with emotion.
"You don't want to touch me not papa mas, I'm not angry either. Anyway if I'm honest, according to the logic of the end, we get married because we are automatically married without love, because, I only respect you as a husband and I stay here is because marriage is the circumcision of the apostle, I do not want to play with our pledge in front of the ruler.so you need to remember the, I don't take any offense when you don't touch me" Ali said at length and turned and left Helmi, his shoulders shaking because behind his shoulders there was water flowing profusely without permission in Ali's eyes.
While Helmi can only be silent to Ali's words, well, Helmi has been too confident, if there is no woman who is able to reject her charm even though she repeatedly dumped and hurt. But Ali is different from the word he said clearly Ali only appreciates this marriage not because of his admiration or love for Helmi.
Why does Helmi's heart ache when the woman who is his wife feels hurt by him, he said, but why Helmi really can not hold her prestige if actually Helmi is not really blame Ali for her love story with Angel, he said, because basically even a little Helmi does not love Angel she only needs Angel as an outlet for her lust. Saying Ali pelakor is just her wits because actually Helmi does not want to be tied to a marriage that she thinks is monotonous and boring.
"Murghhhhh"
The next day Helmi woke up without finding clothes that are usually neatly arranged in the mannequin on her walk in closet. When entering the bathtub again Helmi felt there was less, after thinking it turns out usually every morning Helmi will bathe with hot water that has been provided by Ali.
"Awhhh" Helmi hissed as her skin was hit by a hot water tap that turned her on. "Ck! you fucking woman! why not help me prepare some warm water" as soon as Helmi remembered later if she always told Ali if Helmi did not like to be served, eh Ali not once twice Helmi reminded but Ali still kekeh prepared Helmi's needs though Helmi never saw the respect of Ali to a husband, but it was strange if Ali suddenly stopped serving him when yesterday-yesterday Ali was ordinary with his words that sounded painful.
"Why not make breakfast?" ask Helmi when she gets to the kitchen.
"From today I do not cook, because the redundancy if not eaten is not too redundant, it's just that those who get a ransom every day are too happy if receiving again, he said, so I intend not to cook because usually also Mr. Helmi never want to eat at home even just today father went into the kitchen"
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Ali's expression pierced the recesses of Helmi's heart, he was insinuated very insinuated with the words of Ali, he realized that all this time he had never eaten Ali's cooking or food delivery from his wife, he realized that he had never eaten, even though in fact, Helmi sometimes likes to be tempted by Ali's cooking, but back again Helmi just wants to make Ali ask for a divorce from him, if Ali asked if Oma Diana would immediately grant it without flocking him with thousands of questions.
"Oh yeah, I got a work permit. Yesterday afternoon I was applying for work to the cafe below today my first day of work, no papakan? you yourself say I can go anywhere and turn back any hour whatever it takes" said Ali disperse the reverie Helmi who was thinking about every word Ali began to change.
"Surrender" replied Helmi foolishly when it was clear she was a little dislike of Ali's request as if the money given was lacking, but Helmi was afraid Ali thought if he forbade Ali to interact with others.