My Wrong?
9.The reasons behind Dark

Arriving at home Ali tried to withstand the tightness that burst in his chest, even though he was not hurt when he saw Helmi making love with another woman in front of him. He was just disappointed at the line that God had destined, why should he be trapped in this kind of environment

"Astaghfirullah, I shouldn't have lost god" Ali said softly when he realized that his mind was wrong, "Who knows after this God is planning something unexpected for me later" he continued.

"But why should I be God? wh why? am I strong enough to live this life?" muttered Ali.

Just a few days into being Helmi's wife had left her out of breath, with Helmi's unexpected attitude. Yesterday when Ali agreed to marry Helmi she thought at least Helmi would love her even though it was impossible if Helmi loved her, she always hoped Helmi would take care of her as her parents did even though her parents kept her by leaving her in a cottage.

"Mother, father, father," Ali said as he recalled his memories with his parents, their time was too little because his parents had to work to earn money to support their lives and cover their debts.

Ali was born Caesar, so a lot of expenses had to be incurred, until his father had to pay a debt to one of the landlords in their village, it was also the reason for Bu Ijah to join her husband's work to migrate to the capital for their survival.

Filling his free time, Ali spent his time making pudding with ingredients that were there, because until now Helmi had not given him money for the risks of his day. Ali is a typical woman who is not complicated especially in new people, she will not ask while there is still something she can eat.

"Hopefully it tastes good" said Ali staring at the pudding that had begun to harden on top of his container.

After cleaning the kitchen that was disheveled due to his own work Ali rushed to shower to clean the body because time had begun to enter the Maghrib.

Allahuakbar

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah

Ali prayed to God to strengthen him in all fields, not to forget that he prayed for Helmi despite Helmi's worst husband she had ever known, but shouldn't we respect our husbands even if they have bad manners? however, they are our husbands that we must respect.

"New mom coming home?" ali asked as he walked out of his room.

"Hm,"

"Let me prepare warm water for the bath, it is not good to take a cold shower at night" Ali said walking towards Helmi's room

"No need to take a shower" Helmi held Ali's hand as she pulled the door.

"But you also have to change clothes, right?" ask Ali again, then enter without permission and start looking for clothes that are appropriate for her husband at night.

"Wear this mas," he said, keeping a set of sleeping pajamas on the bed, "I went out first, after getting out quickly I've cooked fish for us to eat" he continued.

Helmi just kept quiet without answering, Ali did not care about Helmi's response which he thought was not very important. He rushed to the table and arranged the food there, not forgetting he also took out his homemade pudding that had been stored in the refrigerator.

"Mas," called Ali knocking on Helmi's door, which was still closing.

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"Where are you going?" asked Ali when she saw her husband was dressed neatly wearing jeans and a t-shirt that was combined.

"Mas, answer me, where are you going?" tanya Ali held onto Helmi's arm which ignored her.

"Who do you think should know where I'm going?" helmi asked coldly with the gaze of the eagle staring at Ali sharply.

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Helmi brushed off her hand, causing Ali to fall to the floor.

"Not to overdo it you're just a wife on paper" he said, then passed from there without helping his wife to wake up

Ali is silent not protesting he is quite aware of his position in Helmi's heart, but Ali does not protest does not mean stupid, he is just thinking of making a plan so that Helmi does not always step on the wrong path.

"Hallo," said Ali after pressing one of the contacts earlier this morning on his save

"Can we meet?" ask Ali

"Can Miss" replied someone over there.

"Well meet me at the cafeteria near my apartment building,"

"None"

After ending his phone Ali immediately prepared to wear his shirt, tonight he wears a creamy sponge skirt in a matcha knee-length tunic shirt complete with his pashmina veil. Before leaving did not forget he wrapped all the food on the table was no exception pudding made earlier, Ali brought food to be given to the security guard below.

"This is for you, I hope you like it" Ali said with a charming smile.

"Wah Miss thank you" said the guards there.

Ali walked to the cafeteria that was promised earlier, only took a few minutes because the cafeteria position was only a few meters from the building where he lived.

"Well, you're so quick when I called you just a few minutes ago" Ali said when he found out David was sitting on a bench facing the street, well the person on her phone was David her husband's assistant.

"Don't call me Miss, it's too laughable, call me David" David said unkindly when someone called him om, although it's true that he deserves to have a child at the age of 37

"OKay Dav" Ali said with a smile until the dimples on his cheeks were clearly visible.

"by the way what did Miss call me here?" david asked after ordering food and drinks at the waiter there.

"I just want to ask about my husband" Ali said with a very adorable look. "Can't it?"

"Ten-of course Miss" David misbehaved when Ali looked at him, only in the face of David's heart was beating fast.

"What happened to my husband in the past? why is his life so free, isn't it a problem for his family?" ask Ali

"Miss, if you want to know Mr. is very lonely from childhood, no one cares about him other than Oma, in his school days you always make trouble, Tuan always makes trouble, whether with the classmate of the upperclassman's younger brother even the teacher, it was all just that the Master and Madam just wanted to pay a little attention to him and accompany him to play, he said, but Mr. Bear always uses money to compensate his son, until finally Mr. Helmi entered into the night world, only by drinking alcohol he can slightly forget his problems. After a while of frequenting the Club Night, Mr. Helmi tries to make love to the women there, from there he finds the attention he wants even though he has to pay them all, and from there he finds it, until now Yuan has gone crazy with Se*x no days without making love, especially after the presence of Miss Angel Mr. Helmi is getting difficult to control, You always come home late because Miss Angel sometimes she also forgets Oma Diana who is always waiting for her return" said David at length

"How many women has my husband dated?" asked Ali after listening to all David's words.

"More than thousands, because the Master always bergonta change bedmates, only with Miss Angel Tuan can last for 3 years. You do not like to bercin*ta with the same woman, every day I am tasked with finding a new woman for the Master, only with Miss Angel Tuan want to be a thousand times together"