My Wrong?
3. About Ego

Ali knew what was in her husband's brain, even though the man who was her husband's status was now looking at her with a hungry look but at a glance Ali saw a smirk smile printed on the tip of her husband's lips. Ali also knows, her husband just wants to play her.

"Mas, take a shower first am I hm?" tanya Ali tried to hold her gel when she saw the face of Helmi who was a little surprised by Ali's attitude which turned out not to be shy, even though Ali himself was a Salafi santri who certainly rarely met the men.

"Huh, your style is like j****g, but unfortunately I am not interested in your body like a plywood" said Helmi bumbling.

"Do you know where my body is like a plywood?" tanya Ali, wanted to feel like she laughed out loud when it was clear at this time Ali's body was neatly covered without showing a strand of hair.

"Like your body, I won't be interested in it one bit" Helmi said confidently

"But I thought, um interested in my body? it's just that you're too proud to touch a substandard woman like me" Ali said, "yes right?"

"Sotoy" replied Helmi

"How's sotoy? people from the beginning of my seductive mas, continue if you are not interested in me, why the position of mas does not change?" tanya Ali checkmate who immediately made Helmi's lips silenced.

"Ahh noisy you, kayak who knows what I want" said Helmi moved from his position and passed turning the knob of their room door.

"I don't know what you want, but at least I know your adoring gaze to me" said Ali with a very high level of intelligence.

"Ih na*jis" said Helmi went to leave Ali, rather than continue to hear the babble of a woman who has the status of his wife better Helmi refreshes his body by soaking in the bathtub.

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The hope was lost, when he first opened the bathroom door, the net caught the contents of the bathroom that did not match his expectations.

"Ahh***,*, why is a bathroom like this still around?" tanya Helmi swore to herself in the bathroom which she said was 7 times bigger than her toilet.

Intentions want to soak in the bathtub to make his mind fresh, now even increased the burden that perched on his brain.

"How do I take a shower?" helmi asked when she saw that there was no bathtub and shower that she used to see in the bathroom, she only saw a small tap, bucket and one dipper.

"Why is there a Piva park here?" monologue Helmi noticed the faucet that he used to see in his garden, then Helmi tried to turn the faucet until the water came out that filled the tap cavity, Helmi just understood if she had to take a shower, then Helmi tried to turn the tap until the water came out, after the bucket is filled with water. In the middle of his bath he did not stop cursing because he was not used to bathing in a slum like this, although he was not from a conglomerate family, he thought this was too destitute compared to his life before becoming a conglomerate.

"A little hard," he said again as his wet hand slightly swiped the bar soap in his hand. "Ah shit! is this the lady's bath soap ugly?" helmi asked again with annoyance that had filled her chest cavity, but she was forced to use bar soap in her hand because there was no more soap that she could use.

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"Angel, where are you going, huh?" asked Mr. Anggara Voldemort when he saw his only daughter who had just returned from her boarding school out at night in inappropriate clothes worn by someone of santri status.

"Enough reward!" angel snapped out his anger, "Enough, because Papah sent me to a remote place now I have to lose the man I love so much, is papah still not satisfied letting you stay in the slums for a year more huh?!" ask Angel to take out her teardrops.

"The father sent you there hoping you could change your attitude and speak politely to your parents" Anggara shouted to his only daughter.

"Changed my attitude? uh huh? is papah not wrong? if papah wants to change a person's attitude change first papah attitude before monopolizing the life of others" said Angel with a defiant gaze and index finger pointing to the chest of the field of Mr. Anggara with his palm.

"Other people you said? you are my daughter, so I am obligated to lead you down the right path not like this, for my attitude? must be with an attitude that how do I face your attitude that is difficult to manage hm? if your gentle papah is showing up if your hard papah is rebelling, you actually want to behave how do you, son?" tuan Anggara asked trying to hold back his emotions in response to the attitude of his only daughter.

"I just want papah not to continue to monopolize my life, I need freedom like others reward? look at the daughter of someone else, she wasn't always on the bridle like this, whereas I was? papah continued to control me, as long as I knew I was not a reward robot" cried Angel he was very angry because he did not understand the direction of the middle-aged man who had the status of his father.

"Memonopoly said? papah wants you to be a better woman than before, if papah sees the child you show then papah is sure, you will be a person who loses someday, papah said, look at your fellow pesantren, do they feel like their life in a monopoly is like yours? no don't you? because what? because they know, staying at home, being polite and obedient to parents are the obligations of a child, not only that, whatever we do is like our investment for the future" tuan Anggara said at length hoping his daughter understood his intention, "So papah hope you can at least a little bit of your attitude towards a better direction than before, if you are polite, then you can, believe me, other people will not demean you"

"I'm not a robot that can set things up, the problem of being the best or the worst is my business, remember my life is my choice so papah do not have to force me to become the woman of Alim who always glorified papah, papah Agungkan, look out there a lot of women who look pious from the outside but in fact she is pregnant out of wedlock" said Angel with a cynical look,

"The Alim alone can be wretched especially you son? at least he has a good impression even though only in one meeting," replied Mr. Anggara who immediately made Angel silent without being able to answer the papah's words.

"It feels like my ears are itching, I'm going to go to my friend's house, living in this house is so sickening" he said then passed from there without caring for the cry of Mr. Anggara who shouted calling his name to go back into the ruamah. But Angel he casually pura deaf as if he did not hear anything, he went to bring his Lamborghini car streaking across the streets of the city of midnight which is still occupied by vehicles passing by, looking for the most comfortable place as he does right now.

Sometimes we are too emotional without being able to listen to the meaning of the words of someone who advised us with the death of Matian. Try to calm down, close your eyes and open the door of your heart that you have always hidden, throw away your ego so you know, although others are wrong, on this side, sometimes we are also just as wrong as people we think are wrong