My Wrong?

My Wrong?
40.Sorry


When he arrived at the lobby of the company, his eyes looked at Ali and Helmi who were currently walking in tandem to get out with Helmi's hand that did not release her hand from the link of the wife's hand.


"Mas,," whined Ali annoyed that everyone was looking at him with scornful gazes.


"Why honey hm?" helmi asked subtly stopping her steps as the wife again whined.


"Take off my hands, ashamed to know them!" ali grumbled with steps that his legs had deliberately kicked. Helmi could only shake her head to see the way her wife sulked not far from the little boy she did not want to obey.


While all the employees stared at their departure in whispered whispers, trying to answer who was the woman who walked with her boss, whether she was so special to her boss that she did not let go of the link. Though usually Angel to the love of the boss who was expelled by assistant David who always attached to his superiors like ductile feathers.


"Who is he?" ask one employee to another employee who is only answered to sniff the shoulders.


Along the way, Helmi's lips never stopped widening, for some reason being in a car with Ali felt carrying ten people in the car. His wife did not stop grumbling just because she did not release her hand on the wife.


"Mas, tuh should think dong, the public does not know if we are husband and wife. I'm sure if it's ugly it doesn't matter, but what are their views on the hijab I'm wearing, they must have said that I'm one of your pel*cur hiding behind the hijab" gerutu Ali was still upset with her husband's actions which resulted in him being the center of attention in the lobby earlier.


"You know today's people think short they must say 'that wearing a hijab is not necessarily a good woman', I'm the same as those who wear hijab akhlaknya good but tarnished ugly just because of other hijabers that akhlaknya minimal, like me, like me, yes we are mahrom but they do not know if we are a couple they must think gini, 'Luhur in tiyung handap in Riung' "


Helmi only grinned at the words that Ali said she knew she was wrong for holding the wife's hand in a place that only knew if Helmi was a womanizer of momentary pleasure, maybe they must think as Ali said but his name is also human must have a mistake, they are the only ones who like to gossip and are smart to look for people's mistakes.


"Let's be calm, later let me take care of their problems" said Helmi who immediately made Ali's lips silent with a wrinkled forehead.


"How'd it go?" tanya Ali raised his chin asking for an explanation.


"Well easy, just look at our marriage certificate?" helmi said relax


"It looks like you said? indeed, after her they will stop talking if I j***g but they will dismiss me as a female actor as you always say to me," said Ali quipped


"Elekor? who is the actor? everyone knows, too, that I'm not in a relationship with anyone" Helmi said with a frown.


"Then why do you always say that I'm an actor?!" said Ali who was already emotional with the sinless face that her husband displayed.


"When did I say that?" he asked again, relaxed without feeling guilty


"Sorry," said Helmi clasped Ali's hand and then kissed the back of the wife's hand with regret.


Ali slightly gasped when she found her husband who was holding her hand and even kissed her, really she did not intend to bring up the words of Helmi who used to hurt her, he said, he was also not angry he was just a little annoyed at the husband who likes to act alone.


"I'm sorry Al, I always make you cry I also always make you hurt, but really Al now I regret Al, I used to do it deliberately, I did, it's also not a mistake I want you to get away from my dark life, I'm afraid to start a new life with new people" Helmi said in a trembling voice and teary eyes.


"Mas, don't gini dong" whined Ali he felt guilty with his words earlier.


"Al, do you want to excuse me? you must be still inget, this hand once slapped you and tortured you, did you not feel hurt by my treatment yesterday?" helmi asked that he was afraid that Ali would leave him, considering how he used to treat his wife harshly and arrogantly.


"Mas, I was hurt when you treated me badly. I realized very well, at that time you did not want me to be beside you, I also know how scared you are to establish a new relationship that you think is very taboo, he said, but it was me who insisted on staying with you so I took part in all your treatment yesterday, if I had gone I would have never felt your hands slap or hit my body, after all, this is a scenario of fate that God loves our lives," said Ali with a big smile lips he even wiped the tears of Helmi who began to flow without permission.


"I'm sorry you are, while you still want to change to a better way for what I still hold a grudge against you?" said Ali peeked at the back of the hand of the husband who was now looking at him with a look full of regret.


"So you're sorry for the man who made your life suffer?" helmi asked in disbelief with an apology that was so easily thrown from the lips of the wife.


"suffered? who is suffering? even I forget it feels like financial deprivation" said Ali accompanied by a beautiful-sounding laughter in the hearing Indra of the husband.


"Is it that easy to turn to a better path?" ask Ali back


"This is all thanks to you" said Helmi who was embarrassed to be flattered by the words of his wife.


"You want to change to a better path, what a hard thing I'm sorry for you. I believe in your change, you can't treat me harshly anymore, I'm sure of that" Ali said with confidence, "One thing you need to remember, never slap or hit any woman, including Angel or your enemy" Ali warned her husband.


"God willing baby, I will try" said Helmi breathed a sigh of relief with lips that could not lie if she was happy at this time.


"So don't eat it? I'm hungry" said Ali whining spoiled, whether starting when Ali dared to act spoiled to the husband who is famous for his haughty nature.


Forgiveness is not a difficult thing, the difficult thing is to forget the events that have happened to us before, but if we try to make peace with the circumstances believe me you will be sincere with your sad past and focus on improving life without wanting to prove to others if we can and are able.