My Wrong?
35.Learn

The peaceful face of the wife while sleeping was able to relieve Helmi's fatigue after working from morning to evening, in the face of the face with my eyes belongs to the wife who had not since when began to ravage her mind. With a heart Helmi lifted the body of the wife ala bridal style, and put it on her king size bed.

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One warm kiss Helmi put on his forehead lovingly, then after her he went into the bathroom to clean his body from the sticky feeling that perched on his body.

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"I where?" Ali blinked trying to browse through the entire room that was familiar to him but definitely not his room.

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"Wake Al up?" Helmi went into the room with sleeping pajamas attached to his athletic body, he approached the wife and sat on the edge of his bed.

"Where was that? got her shophouse?" tanya Helmi tried to find a topic of conversation.

"You didn't take the wrong medicine, did you?" tanya Ali is confused by Helmi's nature which changes 180 degrees than usual.

"Emang why? is there anything different about me? hm?" asked Helmi with widened lips to reveal her tooth row.

"Ob course, don't you feel it?" tanya Ali did not believe the answer the husband said.

Actually Helmi is also quite embarrassed to look for topics so that they can at least communicate well, but because of the determination to appreciate her marriage Helmi willingly put aside her ego and prestige.

"So the wife does not like nyolot if the husband, you are not afraid of sin?" ask Helmi stroked Ali's hair which was not wearing a veil.

"Shyoloth is also not...well fear, is there not fear the same as sin?"said Ali but his last sentence stuck in the throat until it could only be spoken in the heart.

"I really also feel ashamed of Al, the same behavior I did yesterday" said Helmi who seemed to know with the heart of Ali who is currently shouting "What is my dear man? how do I know my immunity?"

"But back again, his name is also human must have done wrong, human as long as Barsisoh could be tempted just as powerful let alone me whose worship can be counted on his own fingers" said Helmi wanted to confess to Ali if he was guilty but he did not want to be alone in being blamed.

"I was wrong Al, but his name was also human. I have no intention to bring it, it's just so you know do, if I'm wrong because of my thin faith" said Helmi bowed her head.

Ali smiles at the change in Helmi, who changes, Ali only believes God gave her husband Taufik guidance and gave him the opportunity to repent changed into a much better person

"Not to be ashamed of it," Ali seduced her husband's face that began to hold back the tears in his eyes. "Where do you know Barsisoh's story?" tanya Ali who is confused her husband knows from maa.

"Mm, yesterday my car broke down Deket mosque happened to rain so hard, I kept shitting at Deket mosque my car broke down, when I went there it was again study teach it, I'm ashamed that I didn't sit. I sat Deket door mosque horrified Barsisoh story that ustadz storyain turned out to be the same as I Barsisoh tempted the pleasure of illusion but ill-fated him not in love second chance, but in his fate he was not in love second chance, while I God is still kind enough to give me a chance to be better" Helmi told at length.

"What does this have to do with your delicate nature to me?" ali asked with a face that could not hide his happy twinkle.

"I have not been able to leave fully dead, so I think that in addition to dying I must also begin to be responsible for what God entrusts me with, including our marriage, does God not hate divorce? so maybe I should learn to appreciate this marriage" he continued.

"I'm sorry Al, I can't be a good priest to you" Helmi said, feeling guilty about what she had done.

"It can not be mas, not can not" said Ali clasped her husband's hand to channel his support.

"But I can't Al, the proof all this time I've never prayed" said Helmi whining like a child.

"Well learn dong,"

"Who should I learn? if you have to come directly to ustad I do not want Al, embarrassed if my disgrace until it is known to people" said Helmi desperate.

"Where would you learn from my book in the pesantren?" tanya Ali offered her proposal.

"What do you have?"

"Well have it, son diligently so loh" proud Ali who was immediately in the laughter by the husband.

"We must be embarrassed when others know our shortcomings, but try to learn not to make yourself perfect"