Naina(The Same Perfection)
Maaf

Syam was holding his baby daughter, Syifa was so happy to see her sister. Fatma continued to smile, watching the three. His smile vanished as he recalled that his son was in doubt.

”Mas, I want to carry my son” to Fatma, for the man to give his son. Sham turned his head and was silent at Fatma's words.

”This is my son too, very similar to me” said Syam, unwilling to give his son now.

”It is not you who doubt my son is mas” asserted Fatma. He opened his eyes, and Syifa silently listened to his mother's words. Syam put the baby down and took Syifa out first. Soon, Sham re-entered and stared fixedly at Fatma.

”Go mas, this is my son only” said Fatma, she turned her back to Sham and did not want her son touched again by the man.

”Fatma, that's my son right?”

”Not, this is just my son” shimmies Fatma. Syam stepped closer, right in front of Fatma who was holding their baby at this time.” My poor son, whom you doubt. He was born very similar to you. I hate” Fatma said full of anger.

Both of Sham's eyes looked watery, so jealous and dead-end, he doubted Fatma and her son. Two days ago Kabir came to see Sham, telling him everything that he and Fatma had broken up long ago. Only Sham believed.

”I'm sorry, sorry I'm Fatma. We started everything from scratch yes, I believe in you, I believe it's my son. Please, give me the opportunity Fatma” Sham pleads, he has already lost Naina, the woman he loves the most because of his carelessness. He didn't want to lose it a second time, two people at once. He really doesn't want to.

”Sorry, I don't want to. I intend to file for divorce. We live each aja mas, please find your own happiness” said Fatma so firmly, very serious, although the voice is very heavy. Honestly, he also did not want to separate, but if Sham never changed, for what is maintained.

Brak! door open.

Kabir came in and shocked the two, Fatma kept stroking her baby's back and she sat down, feeling a sense of pain in her sensitive area.

”Fatma, don't be rash” Kabir said, he heard a glimpse Fatma will file for divorce.

"It's also because of you, you two make no difference. Equally evil” maki Fatma and staring at both of them cynically. Kabir looked down, because the relationship between Sham and Fatma was threatened.

”Fatma I'm sorry, I've clearly all the same bang Syam.” Kabir and Fatma looked away.

”All that will not be able to recover my pain Kabir, you two mending out” expel Fatma. Sham approached him and Kabir retreated away and came out of the room smiling.

”Fatma” sham, he grabbed his wife's right hand was soft but Fatma brushed it off.” I'm sorry Fatma”

”I don't need your regrets” ketus Fatma, want to pull off her husband's hand again, but her husband held back.

”I love you Fatma, don't be this” the voice of Syam is so heavy.

”You are still imagining your past, you just love Naina. Not me, how could you tell me her husband was Naina, when Naina was sick. Do not know if you want it mas, your attitude” said Fatma, how sick she was treated badly by her husband, Syam crying, as well as Fatma. The two cried together, one wanted to leave, the other did not want to be left behind.

”I khilaf” said Syam, his voice vibrated violently and Fatma was silent.

Syam was sitting limp, he continued to hold Fatma's hand. Crying is all she can do right now.” I promise to change, help me, thank you for taking good care of me and Syifa as long as we are married, I still want to be treated like that again, I will not be rude to you anymore. I'm sorry” sincere remarks from Syam hoping to melt Fatma's heart, but Fatma remained silent and kept turning her face away, her heart as if frozen and dead, she didn't care what Sham would do, he doesn't want to get back together.

”Keel mas" that's all that came out, asked Syam to leave. Sham closed his eyes tightly, should he give up? he hopes there is one chance.

”If you really want to learn to change, learn from one thing first that we split mas” Fatma's voice weakened, she lyrics her husband who is still sitting on the floor facing her. Fatma brushed off the hand of the rough Sham as the man's grasp weakened.

”Tolong” shirk Syam and Fatma shook their heads, Syam looked at his wife clingy, his wife crying. With a heavy heart, Sham rose. Fatma was silent as the man approached. Syam kisses her baby's forehead gently.

”Father's son, Shahira Syafiq Ibrahim” said Sham in the ears of his baby, the last of which he kissed his wife's forehead, down to his cheeks and to his lips. I don't know why Fatma couldn't resist, even if just to say no. She even returned her husband's kiss, after feeling enough, Sham stopped and Fatma turned her face away. Seeing Fatma's reaction like that, making Syam finally step out of the room, everyone outside panicked to see Syam crying.

”Syam” added mama Novi, he held both arms of his son and Sham shook his head. He grabbed Syifa's hand and pulled it.

”I want to see adek!” syifa screamed, she muttered and did not want to leave.

Fatma was crying hysterically, hearing Syifa's cry. Bu Anggi went straight in to see what happened. Fatma continued to cry and Bu Anggi took over Syahira.

******

Naina is still unconscious, Uwais clasped his wife's right hand gently, Naina's left hand is already on an infusion needle. Outside, Naura continued to whine, she was crying and Uwais had difficulty calming her down.

”Honey, wake” Uwais hoarse voice, he rubs gently his wife's forehead. Uwais looked fragile seeing his wife unconscious, Uwais suddenly cried. He was unable to try hard, his tears were pouring down. He leaned over and his face stuck to the hand he was holding.

Both of Naina's eyes opened, she circulated her gaze and her head was so heavy and aching. Naina turned her head and noticed Uwais who was crying, Naina immediately dropped her hand and Uwais's grip was released, Uwais was shocked and turned to look at his conscious wife.

”Sayang” call Uwais.

”Don't touch me” pinta Naina, she keeps her hands away again when Uwais wants to grab her.

”I don't remember anything at all, I believe you're my husband because of all the evidence and Naura, this is a mistake. I am now pregnant, this is one” said Naina and Uwais frowning in wonder. Uwais got up and she sat on the edge of the bed, Naina was silent as Uwais lifted her back, making her lean on her husband's chest now.

”Where did he come from? because you don't want anything, so our son is a bastard?" uwais and Naina asked silently.

”I'm afraid” Ogre Naina.

”Iya I know, but don't think like that. I'm afraid baby, I'll ask the driver to pick up you, you want me here? let you calm down and feel safe. I promise I will not touch you excessively again from now on, I will wait until you remember everything” said Uwais while holding his wife's hand, Naina silently listened. Not long she nodded and was happy to hear that her husband was willing to bring her father, only to make her comfortable and not afraid anymore, the fear that had enveloped her now faded, Naina begins to feel comfortable back near her husband. When his memory returns, he hopes soon, he's tired of guessing and keeps thinking about this and that. Something he does not remember, even the figure of himself he did not remember.

Suddenly the door opens, Naina and Uwais smile to see Naura enter being carried by Zidan.

”Mama” Naura's voice is heavy, her lips are pursed, her eyes are red back watering and her cheeks are wet again with tears.” Mama why?”

Naina smiled, Zidan let Naura down on the bed and Naura immediately sat down and hugged Naina, Zidan hurried away leaving the three. Uwais shifted away, and stuffed his wife's back with a pillow.

”Do not cry mama” boy said Naina and Naura did not want to let go of her embrace.

”Nau, still want to hug mom so? later his dede nangis loh in the stomach of mama, do Nau want to have dede” said Uwais, gently reprimanding Naura who overstimulated her mother's stomach. Naina's pregnancy was 16 weeks, she did not feel anything at all in the early days of pregnancy, and even some days continue to be nauseous.

”Nau have Ade?” naura asked with her innocent face, Naina smiled and tidied up Naura's slightly curly hair.

”Iya Alhamdulillah Naura want to have Ade” said uwais, both eyes Naura sparkling. He quickly moved away and moved his hand to Uwais to be carried immediately.

”Nau want to have Ade, doain yes. Ade is the same healthy mama” said Naina and Naura smiled while nodding, Naura continued to look at her mother's stomach.

”Papa, tomorrow his Dede out yet?” naura asked so innocently, she already couldn't wait to see her sister. Naina and Uwais laughed at hearing that.

”Still a long time, be patient yes. Naura wants to be a big brother, a good sister to her sister. Okay?” said Uwais while peeking at Naura's cheek.

”Oke papa” Naura is so cute, she said as she brandished her thumb.

”Here, kiss mama first nak” pinta Naina, Uwais sits Naura next to Naina and notices the two, who are so similar. Naina kissed Naura's hair, and Naura stroked Naina's stomach constantly. How happy the little boy was.

****

Today, Mr. Fahmi and his wife came, picked up by the driver. Naina smiled broadly at Fahmi sir, she has not remembered. But the way Mr. Fahmi is so patient in taking care of him, makes Naina sure he is indeed the father.

”Assalamu'alaikum” said mr Fahmi.

”Wa'alaikumus Salaam” answer everything.

”Bapak” said Naina, she hugged the body of the increasingly thin Fahmi sir, a lot of mind burden borne by Mr. Fahmi, especially about Naina. Mr. Fahmi stroked his daughter's head gently and his two eyes were teary.

Naura was carried by Bu Ratna, and Uwais invited everyone in. Uwais will go a bit of a whimper today, to not go is impossible. He's doing a lot of important work.

Everyone sat together joyfully.

”Alhamdulillah you are pregnant again” said Bu Ratna and Naina smiled widely, sir Fahmi was silent to notice Naina who looked fine, her daughter did not remember anything, but why can get pregnant again? did Uwais force her? but why does Naina look happy and carefree. Many questions arise and make Mr. Fahmi restless.

”Nai, can join me briefly” invite mr Fahmi, suddenly everything turned its head, let alone Uwais who was immediately tense. Naina is pregnant, does Mr Fahmi think she forced Naina? Uwais was confused and chose silence.

Naina and Mr. Fahmi leave, heading for the park, the two step together and occasionally Mr. Fahmi stares at his daughter.

”What's up sir? Naina feels this is very serious” Naina said opening the conversation. Mr. Fahmi nodded immediately, he invited Naina to sit down and the two fell silent again.

Mr. Fahmi's hand moved, stroking Naina's hair." I love you very much, honestly with father yes Nai. Did Uwais force her wish, until you got pregnant again now?” said Mr. Fahmi, Naina was silent and looked tense. Should be how he explained it, explaining it in detail is impossible right?.

”If your husband is rude and forces you, let's just go home. We take Naura, I'm not guilty of Uwais. You are a man too, you know. He certainly can not resist his passion when close to you. She maksa you?” mr. Fahmi said back, it sounded like he was investigating and interviewing his daughter. Naina shook her head, refuting all her father's ugly thoughts.

”No sir, Naina was not forced at all. If Naina is treated rudely or forced, where maybe Naina is still at home here” Naina said, then smiled widely and rubbed her father's shoulder.” Don't worry ya”

”You like to lie to Nai, to be honest" Mr. Fahmi is not easy to believe.

”Really sir, Uwais mas well, never rough with Naina even though she's grumpy. Naina is okay, Naina loves Uwais, Naina loves Uwais because of her gentle and caring attitude. Naina has not remembered anything, but Uwais managed to get Naina's heart in this state” said Naina explained, Fahmi remained silent and leaned his back on the shoulder of the chair. Naina smiled sweetly, trying to make sure that she was okay.

”Don't hide anything from ya” pinta pak Fahmi and Naina nods yes. Finally, Mr. Fahmi smiled and felt a little calm hearing Naina's words.