Naina(The Same Perfection)
Ali's curious
Naina sat in the middle, and Rizal sat in the front with Ali. Ali notices Rizal who keeps looking at Naina. Ali to the day reprimanded him repeatedly with a fever but Rizal did not care about it.
” Nai, where is your home?” Ali asked because Naina never asked him to stop.
” There, my store is yellow” replied Naina and Ali noticed around, Naina lives in the store? is it true that the girl divorced her husband to have to live in a quiet store like this. Many questions that arise in Ali's mind, the car stopped and Naina went down. Ali hurried down and locked the car door, locking Rizal in there.
” Open!” rizal shouted after lowering the car glass and Ali just turned his head.
” Naina, I'm sorry for being so presumptuous. But, you actually live here? it's very quiet. You ladies, what exactly happened to Naina?” lirih Ali and swept around, how could Naina sleep inside the store alone.
” I'm used to, thank you for bringing me here. Thank you very much”
” Yes equally, mas Mirza was calling said your father is sick, continue what does it mean yes my name is mentioned in the quarrel you and your husband?”
Naina was silent to Ali's words, surely her father said about Sham when he said divorce on the phone and now it is really reality and extinct.
” Sorry if mas Ali was uncomfortable, it was just a misunderstanding. I'm sorry, and I just want to say that I'm not the wife of Syamsul anymore so Ali did not have to worry about being involved in the problem”
” What because I made the divorce happen Naina?” Ali felt guilty and his name was mentioned.
” Not mas, other problems. Mas Ali do not have to worry, I say Assalamu'alaikum”
” Wa'alaikumussalaam”
Ali quietly waited until Naina actually entered, Naina had trouble pulling the rolling door and Ali helped her.
” Thank you mas”
” Let's go in” Ali and Naina said come in and Ali heard Naina lock the door and close the curtain after locking the rolling door. Ali got back in his car to drive away to deliver the pouting Rizal.
Naina tidied up a thin mattress on the floor for her to sleep on tonight. There was only a small fan, Naina cleaned her body and changed clothes. After that she lay on her side while crying.
*****
The next day, Naina and Ai are looking for a contracted shop. Naina looks tired after returning home teaching she has to travel again looking for a shop as well as a home for her.
” Mbak, where are we going?” yelled Ai who was driving the motor.
” We go to the store only, you must also be tired we eat meatballs first” said Naina.
Finally Ai was looking for a meatball trader and both were equally tired. Naina rubbed the sweat on her forehead. He pushed his hair that flashed out past the inner. Naina orders two bowls of meatballs and she searches for more information on where she can move.
” Mbak, maybe the store did make mbak. Why should I move, mas Syam must have paid for several years” added Ai and Naina gave her phone. Ai read the message Naina showed.
” Mas Syam asked me to move” immediately said Naina.
” Yes Allah, who is patient yes mbak sorry if I knew earlier”
” Nothing Ai” Naina smile.
” Very bad yes mas Syam, biarin. I do'ain she is not happy with that woman” said Ai annoyed.
” Ai, can't be. If his prayers turn around with you how?”
” Ih naudzubillah mbak, kafari”
” Yes then pray well aja”
Ai nodded and did not dare to curry any more.
*****
Elsewhere, Sham was talking to his friend at a restaurant. His friend is not very good at religion but maybe he is better than himself, but his friend says he does not understand too much but he has a friend who is an ustadz, he said, someone who is more understanding for what is being experienced by Syam at this time.
” Long time ago temen lu” Syam said.
” Yes patient, he is busy. Then you are weird, anyway, do messing with the same words divorce” said Ilham.
” Keceplosan” short Syam.
” I don't understand, my friend later better understand him mondok for 20 years he understands I also have the same business he”
Syam nodded and stirred his drink with the straw he had bitten repeatedly. Sham turned his head as his friend waved his hand up because his friend had already come.
Inspiration got up and hugged his friend at a glance.
” Sir ustadz long bener”
” Don't call me so”
” Let's sit” Ilham laugh and take his friend sit. Sham looked over and was surprised when he saw Ali.
” Fucking” umpat Syam and clutching strong collar Ali. Ali was just silent, so calm because it would not be right to face the rock-hard Sham.
” Sham, this is my friend I mean. He understands Syam, let go.” Ilham released the clutches of Sham as hard as he could and Syam sat.” Ali sat li” with Ilham and Ali sat back, Ali did not understand anything with what Ilham meant.
” What's wrong?” Ali asked.
” Look, you will understand about religion like I do not like Syamsul. This is Syamsul, my friend too. He has a problem” Ilham and Syam said staring at Ali full of anger.
” What problem?” Ali's confused.
” Law of talaq three, the final talak. The end of everything, talak one two can still be to return or called a reference. But for talak three can not, even though the woman may have to first marry another man if at some point the woman with her husband divorced, then the ex-husband and the woman can remarry” said Ali and Syam listen to him.
” What is no other way?” tanya Syam did not accept Ali's answer.
” Please ask a religious expert if do not believe, repeatedly a woman utters the talaq will not be affected and if a woman continues to demand a legal divorce Haram if there is no clear reason, but just once a man uttered a talaq with the intention of truly divorcing then fell talak, if there is no intention where might be the mind would mentally want his wife.” Said Ali explained again and smiled to see Ilham mangosteen listening, because indeed Ilham often asked him especially he would soon get married.” Want to be angry, anxious, confused state a husband can not play around with the word Talak, wife is also human a husband is also human, if a wife is wrong then rebuke to be aware so is the use of one and two talaq, if it can not be reprimanded one talak then refer, then refer, can not be educated again continue talak two after talak directly to talak it is over, and no talak to 4 basically there is another opportunity unless the woman married first, and no talak to 4 point no more chance unless the woman married first, married and live the household in accordance with the true household then divorced can be married by his ex”
Syam silently listened to Ali's words, but he hesitated to believe Ali's words.
” Is this your intention to take Naina from me?” ketus Syam asked and Ali just smiled.
” Sham, you don't mess around. Religion is not a game, sober lu” scolds Ilham.
” I do not believe, mending I asked ustadz” said Syam and rose from his seat and stepped away leaving Ali and Ilham.
” Ali sorry Ali, Syam is so”
” Yes it is okay, let's talk about our work now because I also have to go again” Ali said while removing his laptop as well as Ilham.
*****
At nightfall, Naina was sitting alone in a cafe for an hour and she ordered a drink and had finished three glasses. Naina looked at her watch, she felt enough and paid for her drink then left to go home soon.
” Huff” Naina wastes a rough breath, she can't yet tell her family if she and Syam are already completely divorced at this time, let alone her father. Her father is ill and Naina is determined to go home for a while and speak directly to her family. Naina kept on stepping and ignoring some of the young men who teased her, Naina continued to step up until she stopped when she saw Ali's car parked near a shady tree and Ali was seen drinking coffee while working.
” She wants what exactly?” Naina whispered, Ali was in the same place all night. Ali returns after delivering Rizal and leaves after dawn. Naina steps closer to Ali's car, and Ali is watching Naina's shop.
” Why isn't the light on, is he out? where's Naina?” Ali was worried and started the engine of his car.
Brak brak brak
” Astaghfirullah thing adzim" Ali was surprised when Naina broke his car glass.” Just make a surprise” said Ali and drank his coffee again.
” Exit mas” exclaimed Naina and continued to pound the windshield, Ali moved her hand to make Naina retreat because she was going out. Ali got out and closed the car door.
” Mas Ali why here?”
” My Emm, is resting yes I am stopping here” looking for excuses.
” So was last night? mas Ali was here last night. I know” said Naina and Ali held back his smile.
” I want to talk for a while, want to accompany me to dinner?” take Ali and Naina to shake their heads.
” I am not hungry” said Naina and stepped up, but her stomach rang until it made Ali chuckle.
” You lied Naina, my stomach also continues to sing from earlier. Maybe the soupy and hot food is suitable for the cold weather after this rain” Ali said and stepped away leaving Naina, Naina patted her forehead at a glance and walked up to Ali.
Upon arrival at a restaurant, Ali orders food that she likes for her and for Naina because Naina is reluctant to choose. The girl was shy about him. After the food arrives, Ali and Naina enjoy a meal together. Naina's two sparkling eyes tasted the delicious fruit and hot food. Ali bit her spoon and noticed Naina eating so voraciously.
” Does he not eat? girls are always like that when upset, torturing yourself” muttered Ali and continued his activities. Naina's voice drinking the sauce from the spoon made Ali smile.
” Do not be noisy if eat” said Ali.
” This will definitely make a sound, just try it yourself” Naina is upset. And Ali did what Naina did and then Naina laughed.
” I was wrong turned” Ali smiled and Naina also smiled.
After dinner, Ali ordered dessert ice cream. Naina is silent and does not look like Ali wants to talk to her about something.
” I met Syamsul this afternoon” said Ali and Naina surprised.
” He makes trouble?”
” He just gripped my shirt”
” I'm really sorry, she is indeed like that”
” No problem, so the good news is that he wants to return to you” Ali's remark this time made Naina speech silent.
” That's impossible, it's already triple talaq" said Naina.
” You can remarry and if divorced you can return with Syam”
” Wedding is not a toy, I don't want to. She has divorced me, there is no best place for disabled people in this world" Naina was sad.
” Don't be sad, now that God gives you a test soon I'm sure happiness will come for you. Patience, the world is not fair anywhere but if we are grateful it will be better and make us feel valuable. Everyone has a shortage” Ali smiled and Naina nodded.
” Mas Ali, I want to ask why also disabled people are always looked down upon?”
” Because they only see with the eyes, not with the heart. Such a person will never be able to see the real beauty” Ali said and lowered his face as Naina looked at him fixedly.
” Also, only special people can see the real beauty. Am I wrong?"
” No, you are very true Naina”
Naina smiled faintly and went back to finishing her ice cream.
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”How do I tell you, if talking to you heals everything in my heart” - Naina Inayah.