Naina(The Same Perfection)
Getting away.
Naina is getting sad because Syam is not willing to talk to her at all. Always avoiding and not wanting to hear the explanation. Naina rubs her face rough, she can already go home now and Naina will go to her shop. Although Ai forbids it but Naina prefers in the store, rather than seeing Syam who deliberately messes with Amira in front of her eyes. Naina knows what her husband's intentions are, but Naina cannot accept. She was very hurt, being treated like that by her husband.
” Bu Naina want to go home?” ask Bu Nurul.
” Yes Mom, I first yes. Assalamualaikum”
” Waalaikumsalam”
Naina came out of the teacher's room, as usual. Rizal always noticed, Rizal did not know what problem Naina was facing until every day her face was so uninspired, not as usual.
” Is it possible to bang Syam hurt Bu Naina? I'm not willing to do this. If Ms. Naina gets divorced with a sham bang, I'm ready to be a good husband and a connecting father for Ms. Naina's son. The crazy model was nothing with Bu Naina" said Rizal as he scratched his head and he retreated, hiding. At the sight of Naina was stepping with both eyes glazed over.
Naina hugs her book on the chest, while waiting for public transport. Naina just looked at the bus, she waved her hand and the bus stopped. Naina goes in and looks for a seat at which time Rizal secretly enters and covers his head with Hoodie's jacket. Naina sat by the window of the bus, she kept stroking her stomach. Baby kicking.
” O Allah, Rahman, only You can strengthen the servant. Give the servant strength, the servant always asks that the husband of the servant can be fair to his two wives, but even so. You are the only place I complain. Strengthen the heart and physique of the servant O Allah, aamiin ya rabbal alamiin.” Naina muttered, asking and praying. That's all he can do. Naina smiled and continued to stroke her stomach. Rizal who saw a man was going to sit next to Naina, he pushed the man then he who was sitting next to Naina.
” Do not know the manners" after the man who finally had to stand, Naina did not care at all about the events around her. He was silent and waiting for her to arrive at his destination.
” Bu” exclaimed Rizal who was bored and Naina turned her head, Naina was surprised and shifted.
” Why are you here?”
” I also want to go home”
” Your home is not passing to this road Rizal”
” Mother tuk tahu”
” Yes you know, I know you are home to Asil. I know Asil”'s house catapulted Naina and got up to go down but Rizal got in the way of using his legs.
” Mending sit, mom seems unwell. I just want to go for a walk, instead of mom going down again mending sit down soon to reach the store mom” pinta Rizal and shifted a little far so that Naina would sit down, he said, Naina finally sat back down and Rizal was silent. After arriving in front of Naina's shop, Naina gets off and Rizal notices her from inside the bus. The bus drove back and Rizal kept watching Naina. Arriving at the door of the store, Naina turned her head and looked at the departure of the bus. Not long after, Naina stepped back and entered her shop.
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Syam was driving a car, heading for Naina's shop. Naina kept sending messages to her husband. Where he went and what ride, for fear of misunderstanding will be even greater. But Syam did not reply to his message at all, did not reply to his words if they were next to each other.
” Down” Syam's word to Amira and Amira confused.
” Still far from home, are you sane to have me here?" Amira's upset.
” I said down” firmly Syam and Amira do not want.
” Amira down!"
The car drove back and Syam did not want to come to the store carrying Amira.
***
At night, Syam was busy working with a laptop, pencil and paper on his lap. Naina was silent, she lay down with her back to her husband. Naina was unable to see Sham who kept quiet and would not speak to him. Syam took care of everything and he put it on the table. Syam lay down and looked at his wife's back. Naina had fallen asleep with wet cheeks and puffy eyes, so tired of crying Naina fell asleep.
” Nai, I'm tired. Pijitin I'm Nai" pinta Syam and Naina did not respond at all.
” Nai” call Syam again and shift then see his wife. Syam combed Naina's hair, Naina had fallen asleep and Syam lifted her head. Move Naina to sleep leaning against her chest. Sham's hands and lips could not remain silent at all. He kissed the whole face and neck of his wife, he was also sad to silence his wife, but it was to make Naina did not dare to try to play behind him, that is how Sham always like to be alone.
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The next day, Naina was chatting with her father on the phone. Naina does not look sad at all and intends to tell anything to her father, her father just knows enough she is fine and happy. That's it, not the other.
” When is your 7 monthly event nak?”
” Yes later date 27 pack"
” Father must have come"
” Are you really healthy? Naina is worried, don't maksain”
” I'm healthy, see you later I'm sure you're getting healthier and happier. Later the father invited Kabir, but could not long” Pak Fahmi so enthusiastic to see his son.
” Yes Naina wait, later Naina also want to talk to Kabir to keep the father on the road" Naina smiled widely.
” Yes, Sham where?”
Naina was silent for a moment to hear her father's question about Sham. Syam who listened to Naina from earlier was also silent.
” Mas Syam again in the room” look on Naina's face looks so sad.
” You're all right, son?"
” Yes Naina is fine”
” If there is anything to say, I do not want my son to be tormented. If Sham is not fair, it cannot be fair to follow Nai's father home. Stay here, mending you away from your husband the same woman” pak Fahmi annoyed.
” Father don't do so, mas Syam fair. Insha Allah is fair to his two wives” Naina tried to calm down even though her tears had dripped.
” Thank goodness, but I'm still not calm. Take care of yourself, son, don't keep giving up. You must be firm and do not let you be the first to be the second” a worried father gives a proposal that makes Naina can only nod, he is not that strong. There was a slight feeling of wanting to give up on everything he was facing right now, and only God could make him strong in the face of Sham from the beginning to the present.