Naina(The Same Perfection)
Divorced
Naina has come home from the hospital, Sham's attitude is increasingly changing to her. Naina holds her phone strong and is confused as to what to say and from where, her family must be disappointed in her like Sham who is disappointed in her. Naina finally ventured but yet she pressed the call, the first incoming call from her father made Naina surprised. Naina even pressed the call accidentally.
” Assalamu'alaikum” pak Fahmi's voice heard.
” Emm wa'alaikumus Salaam” answered Naina softly and sat on the bedside.
” Nai, are you healthy son? father your phone from yesterday but not active” anxiety and strong feeling a father to his son.
” Thank God, father how healthy?” his voice is now so heavy, Mr. Fahmi silently heard Naina's voice like that. His feelings were not calm for days, Syam did not pick up the phone from him nor did Naina.
” Naina, what's up? let's talk to you, father. To be honest, I never taught you to lie” pinta pak Fahmi and Naina's cry broke. Mr. Fahmi silently listened to Naina cry and waited for Naina to be frank. The longer, Fahmi sir the less powerful to hear the sound of Naina's crying. So that her tears also dripped, the sound of crying mixed with small screams, implying that Naina was hiding a lot of trouble. Tortured, and persecuted.
” Nak” call mr Fahmi.
” Naina apologizes, hiks,, I don't have a grandchild, Naina miscarried sir. Nai's been in treatment for a few days, Nai's sorry. Naina can not take care of the content of Naina torch sir,,,, sorry sir,,” Naina continues to cry and Mr. Fahmi rubbed his tears.
” Nothing, it's fate. We can't do anything, you are patient, who are steadfast” as a parent is all that Mr. Fahmi can say, don't want to ask a lot what the cause is because it will make Naina more sad.
Naina stops crying, trying to control herself. Syam came in and saw his wife talking on the phone with no one.
” Mas” Naina surprised when Syam snatched her phone.
” Phone who are you Nai? same Ali? same guy huh?" half shouting. Naina said father without a voice so that her husband understood and stopped shouting, Fahmi sir silently listened to the words of his daughter-in-law who was so rude to his son.” Cheated you? glad we miscarried. Glad you're Naina?”
” Mas the mr” Naina whispers. And tried to grab his phone to end the call immediately.
” Don't lie, you're cheap. You have been like this a few times. Want me to kick you out, Naina? want me to divorce you”
Degs... As soon as it hurt and hurt her heart to hear Syam talk like that and of course Mr. Fahmi heard it, Syam pushed Naina's shoulder to sit down and he put the phone to his ear.
” Hello , Ali” screams.
” It's father, so here's your attitude to my son. Divorced Naina, let me take it home now also” firmly Mr. Fahmi and Syam keep his phone away, in his heart he cursed because Naina really talked to Mr. Fahmi and not with Ali.
” Father, I..” Lirih Syam is confused as to what to talk about now.
” Delilatory”
Tut's... The call was dropped unilaterally by Fahmi and Syam increasingly panicked.
” Nai, mr. matiin phone. How is it?” Syam is confused and Naina snatches her phone. Naina tries to call her father back but is not picked up.
” Yes Allah sir, may you be well Allah” Obey Naina and call Kabir.
” Hello mbak?”
” Kabir where are you?”
” I'm outside, why?"
” Go home now, mbak again same father phone but suddenly his phone died. Please go home now Kabir" Naina said in a panic and Syam noticed.
” The pulse runs out of mbak times, the phone runs out of kali” battery
” You how the hell Kabir, let's go home” Naina is upset and Kabir is silent.
” Yes I go home” Kabir said and snapped the phone.
” Not finished talking why in matiin” growled Naina and typed a message to her sister to call if she reached home. Naina puts her phone rough onto the mattress and Sham grabs her hand but Naina brushes over.
” You have twice talked divorce divorce divorce, be careful you mas.” Strictly Naina is upset and Syam is silent.
” I slipped Nai, I'm sorry”
” But the words divorce is not a toy, even if you are in a state of anger divorce can not be considered trivial mas. Twice you have been like this” stressed Naina even though she is in the puerperium at this time.
” I'm sorry Naina”
” Apologize, useless if you don't want to change”
Yang Naina knows her husband has sinned because his mentality is not holy, some say if the talc is legitimate and some say it is not legal. But Naina could not forgive her husband's remarks, the first talaq also happened when Sham accused her of cheating (indeed not written in the previous chapter, but with Sham's rude attitude and say it indirectly accompanied by the intention in his heart then his talisman is legitimate).
” You do not love me mas?” lirih Naina asked.” Have you ever cursed Amira like this? never is. You're just as rude as me, but just as Amira you care more. You're better and never as rude as Amira, but the same as me. Our marriage wasn't right from the beginning, if you say you're sorry for being married I'm not okay, but you should know I can also be tired and I now want to go home to the store. I want to stay there” said Naina at length and Syam tried to grab her hand but Naina refused.
” We have home why to go to the store, why also to go home. You're here I can't allow you to go home”
Naina is silent and Sham is also silent, both of them stare at each other until Syam hugs Naina tightly and kisses his wife. Hope Naina doesn't leave but Naina doesn't want to live in Amira's shadow anymore. Naina still remembered that if her clothes were greasy, she stepped on the oil, how could cooking oil be on the stairs if not an accident.
” Don't Nai I beg”
” Sorry I want to go, I don't want to stay here”
” Okay, but at home”
” I don't want, I'm afraid of being terrorized again if there”
” Continue if you are in the store you will not be terrorized, it is for your safety and you must stay here the same I”
Syam sat on the floor and hugged his wife's waist.
” I beg you not to go Naina”
Naina is silent and tries to take off her husband's embrace but can't, Syam doesn't want Naina to leave but she also can't change her attitude, even now Naina is confused and worried about her father.
” Nai, I beg you not to go”
” Yes yes” finally Naina relented and Syam let go of his embrace and stood up.
” I'm sorry, I won't repeat it again”
” Please prove it mas” pinta Naina and Syam nodded.” You I have seen never pray now, pray mas no matter what the circumstances. I want my husband a devout husband, because I need to be guided”
” Yes do'ain I Nai”
Sham hugs Naina back but Naina does not return his embrace, Naina shuts her eyes.
*****
One month later, Naina was teaching again as usual she was at home and was bored. The store also closed because Ai had a family event. Naina was lifting the clothes clothes clothes Syifa baby because the cloud looks cloudy will rain. Naina cradles Syifa's clothes and looks at her, if the baby is still there Naina will also buy beautiful clothes for her child.
” Naina” Amira come and snatch her son's shirt being kissed by Naina.” What do you want? you want to use my son, huh Nai? use kiss everything. Watch out for you Naina” threatened Amira.
” I just want the same baby I mbak, sorry. Can I think of Syifa as my own son?” Naina wishes she could carry Syifa but Amira doesn't give her a chance.
” Very good, Syifa my son is Syam you do not deserve anything” ketus Amira. And step away.
” Aunty, laundry take it right now. Do not let my son's clothes in Naina's hands, let's quickly” Amira's word to aunt and Naina stepped away from the balcony. Naina stopped walking when she saw Syifa holding her, Sham turned to her and smiled but Naina passed away ignoring her smile.
” Why else Naina?” gumam Syam's.
Naina cries and gets sadder as her phone keeps ringing, very noisy and annoying.
” Assalamu'alaikum, who?”
” Stupid, I told you to leave Syam. Now that your baby is gone, Sham is getting closer to Amira, and you are like a stranger in that house. You stupid Naina” furious a man, the same man as the man who terrorized Naina.
” Who are you? why should I leave my husband alone. Want you what? the money? did Amira tell you?” firmly Naina and trying to master her fear, who is not afraid to talk to people who have always terrorized so far.
” Accident 10 years ago, which made you lose your normal way of walking, which made you lose your mother. Syam the culprit, do you think there is a husband who is rude and crazy like Syamsul? he just wants to repay his mistake. But she forgot me, to my family” the gentleman and Naina was surprised, both her eyes were rounded and her left hand was holding on to the wall.” I have proof, and I just got out of jail. I was gonna ask you to work together but you married her, stupid.”
” Stop calling me stupid, you must be wrong. My husband couldn't have been like that, he wasn't the one who caused the accident, the irresponsible one. My husband is a good person”
” Don't be stupid Naina, leave Syam or I will make you a target too” stressed the man across there and Naina dropped her phone. The call ends and Naina attempts to restart her phone, after it turns on even with a cracked screen Naina receives an incoming message. And he opened it. Naina is increasingly surprised by the photos of accidents in the past, there are even screenshots of cctv recording the incident but Naina can not get it unless she stay away from Sham.
” I will let you live because you are not wrong, you are a victim like my family. Now go or I'll also target you Naina” Naina's re-entry message receive.
” Impossible” Naina tried to refute it and stepped away to immediately go to the room.
” Dear you why?” sham asked who followed his wife and saw Naina crying. Syam tries to touch Naina but Naina doesn't want to.
” Nai, you why. It's me, baby”
” Do not touch me mas, and we need to talk" said Naina and stared intently at her husband.” If you lie I will do something you never imagined before” asserted Naina.
” Why is your gaze like that Nai, it's not polite you” Sham upset.
” Let's talk, watch out for you if you lie mas” threatened Naina and pulled her husband's hand. Syam stepped in following his wife who was somehow going to take him where. Naina even silences each other with her father, her father is determined to bring Naina home but Naina does not want, her household is already fragile what it would be like if she left, she said, Naina doesn't want to and that's what upset her family.