Nisa For Abi
Peace with yourself and circumstances.
His wife woke Nisa. He looked directly at Abi who was wiping his tears, then sat down to come.
"Hey, why? Dreams again? Rere?" ask her, so gently. Grab Abi's shoulder and rub it.
"Sorry, he's back. In fact, it feels so real. Smiles, laughter. I can never avoid."
Nisa grabbed Abi's head, pulling him in a warm embrace. Abi leaned back, with a few breaths. So heavy, and still imagined just now.
"Udah, don't be sad. The sign, Rere just wanted to say hello. Not a nightmare, is it?" nisa asked, and Abi shook her head. And it was only realized, if Rere had rarely approached him and scared him, lately.
"We can't prevent when the dream will come. How, and about what. It's not a nightmare, it's okay. Just pray, Rere is in such a happy state." rub Nisa in her husband's black hair. Every now and then, brush off the bangs and kiss the forehead warmly.
" You, didn't ask me to forget?" abi asked, still with unstable breath.
" Rere, not to be forgotten. If there hadn't been a Rere in the past, there wouldn't be a Nisa at this time, with Mas. No, don't forget."
"But the trauma is still haunting. Tightness, pain, and pain. The shadow that always comes, is scary."
Nisa raised Abi's face. Take him to look at each other intensely, and to see each other at this time.
"We heal together?"
"How is it? I tried everything, but...."
"The way is, take it all. Not forgetting, but making peace with the situation. Make peace with yourself, that there is nothing to blame for this. Not Mas, not anyone."
"Then?" asked Abi, who slightly looked down at her.
"Now sleep first, Nisa sleepy. Tomorrow we think again, yuk.." invited Nisa, who returned to lay down and raised her blanket. Abi also entered the blanket, and leaned his head on the nape of Nisa comfortably.
Nisa smiled, then rubbed her face to close her eyes again.
The next morning, Nisa had prepared all Abi needed to leave. However, not his uniform to the office, but rather a complete black cocoa with his peci. He looked at Nisa who came out of the bathroom, choosing a long-sleeved shirt and her black shawl.
"Sina?" call Abi, a little confused.
"Yes, Mom?" Nisa approaching.
"Where are you going?" ask Abi, flat.
"Ehmmmm, can't you? But don't be mad."
"Yes?"
"To Rere's grave, yuk?" pinta Nisa gently, slipped her hand into Abi's waist which was only wrapped in a towel.
Abi was silent. Staring blankly at Nisa, not answering a word from her.
"Mass? Can't do it, huh?"
"You're entitled. Yeah, you deserve to know, because you're my wife." Abi replied. He was silent for a while.
Nisa extended her smile. In spirit, immediately help Abi with her clothes. Seeming increasingly handsome, with a complete aura gritting the soul. He immediately ran and took care of himself. Until then brought Abi down for breakfast and asked Mama Sofi's permission.
"You guys serious?" surprised by Mama, it looked so tense. "Abi?" take it to the son.
"Serious nisa, Ma. Nisa wants to go there," he persuaded her.
"Mama didn't want to ban it. But... Mama was just scared, when Abi came back ringing. Okay, Mama's sure because there's Nisa. But... It's a public place, baby."
"Mama's afraid, if anyone sees?" ask Nisa. Replied a weak nod of Mama to him. Moreover, Abi's face already looked tense at this moment.