Nisa For Abi
I'm a man with depression.
"Bi, you want to forget me, Bi?"
The voice again whispered in Abi's ear, as his eyes began to shut and alone. Her hands gently slipped into Abi's waist, and long-long hugged her so tightly. Abi began to fidget again, his body trembling again with cold sweat on his forehead. His breathing is so fast. Trying to shake off all the shadows that feel very real.
"No, Re. Nah! I'll never forget you, Re. I'm sorry." he said softly, with a stingy breath.
"Then, why is he here, Bi? It's so close to you. He's gonna replace me?" he whispered again, gently so close in abi's ear. The breath, felt so real make Abi's body creep amused.
"Don't look for your replacement. Forget about you, I can't do it, Re."
"You lied, Abi!" the hand went up, clutching right at Abi's neck to make her jerk and tight. Abi could only remain silent, with her tears falling back involuntarily, and with increasingly restricted breathing.
"I, never forget you, Re." sob Abi, remained closed to the darkened room.
Nisa was still unable to close her eyes. It took a few days for him to get used to the new atmosphere in his room. In silence, she heard a voice from the room of the future husband. Abi groaned, and cried so sorely. Nisa could feel the pain at that time.
"Mas Abi, why?" Nisa opened the blanket, and woke up by tying her hair. He immediately went out to Abi's room.
"The door's closed. Is it okay, if I come in? Afraid that there will be misunderstandings." doubt Nisa. However, Abi sounded more and more miserable inside there. Nisa was even more heartless, until finally desperate to open the unlocked door.
"Mas Abi?" call him. Only the sleeping lights were on, but Nisa was still able to see clearly there. Abi curled up and cried, his eyes closed as if so scared to see something.
"Mas Abi's. Why why?" Nisa approached, trying to resuscitate Abi from her hallucinations. "Mas, this is Nisa." whispered softly.
Abi slowly opened his eyes. He immediately turned his head, and looked at Nisa with a bit of surprise. He also wiped his tears.
"Mas why? Are the nights like this crying? Anything on?"
"You hear that?" look at Abi sharply. Nisa doesn't feel strange, or even afraid of her like that.
"Where not to cry? Nisa is next door. Obstructed by the doang wall," Nisa gave a glass of water in the nightstand to Abi. Abi drank it, though not too much.
"Take my medicine, I forgot to take it. I've always been like this, if I sleep without the help of the drug." asked Abi, pointing at the drawer.
Nisa according. Open the drawer and look for the medicine bottle. Just one, no other cure. And Nisa knows what medicine it is.
" The Depresan queue?" ogre.
" Nisa, where?" call Abi.
Nisa hesitantly stepped her foot on Abi. He took one of the drugs and gave it to drink immediately.
"Since when, did Mas Abi take this medicine?" asked Nisa, a little awkward. Moreover, Abi who returned looked at him sharply.
"You know what medicine that is?"
"Yes, Nisa knows. Usually used for...."
"Yes, I'm depressed. It's been five years that my soul has been stuck in the past. Actually, my body's been dead since that day. Only, my body was not buried in the ground, but buried in a sense of trauma that never went extinct." replied Abi, again covering his body with a thick blanket.