Nisa For Abi
I'm tired, God!
Nisa was riding her bike so fast. Feeling tired and upset as if fading so quickly, changed into a very anxious feeling.
"Otherwise? What else is going to happen to my absurd life? I can't wait, waiting for another strange surprise." his raved as the road, grumbling again with all his life that felt so nauseous.
Specially? He had no parents, did not go to college, and had to support his stubborn grandmother. And when relieved after getting a job, he must again accept his strange destiny. Abi is one of them.
"Aaaaarrrghhh! Hate it! Hate bangeeeet!" strangled all the way. She can't even cry anymore for now.
Arrive at the hospital. Nisa immediately ran and entered the IGD room.
"Sir Adhim, which grandmother?" he asked one of the people he knew there.
"Grandmother? Grandma in ICU. He's critical, Sa. His kidneys are getting worse, and surgery should be taken immediately. Lucky if there is a donor kidney. Otherwise, somehow grandma survives with one kidney, later." he explained.
"God. Why is it like this?" Nisa was frustrated. Where did he get the money for his grandmother's expenses. He also just got into the company in a matter of days. No way, they will give loans, especially in large quantities.
Nisa leaves Adhim. Walk with gontai towards the room where his grandmother was treated. He also stared at the old body, lying with various tools on his body. Although it has not been detailed, but Nisa has an idea, how big the cost that he must spend later.
"I should how? I should what? It all feels so fast. In fact, I can't think well right now." he murmured inwardly.
Nisa herself. Totally alone at the moment. Without friends, relatives, or even someone who just rubbed his shoulders to spread his. He can only sit weakly, with an empty head that is even difficult to think about.
"You want to get fired? Leave without permission, no more. No respect for you, same boss."
"Oh, sorry, I...."
"The last ultimatum from me. If you're still like this, I'm really firing you!" Dita also immediately closed their chat, without listening to the explanation from Nisa.
The girl's tears finally broke. Crying so hard hugging both of her legs. Sitting on the floor, without a pedestal at all, in the hallway of the deserted hospital. There was no sound, just the sound of tools from the room that the grandmother used there.
"Small, God. What is this again? Isn't there a way to be happy? Just a little, don't ask for much." he lamented with all the tears flowing.
He never complained too much. He was used to all the hardships and sufferings that he experienced. But this time it hurt a lot. Sicker than usual.
The day is heading towards midnight. Nisa is getting ready to go home. He has to work tomorrow, because he needs money to pay for his grandmother's expenses. Although, the money was far from enough for him
"Where do you look for more after this?"
Nisa stops at a red light. Look at the end of the street, and see the dark world at the end. Desperate a dirty mind, when He has to work and earn money in a fast way. No matter what the risk.