Nisa For Abi

Nisa For Abi
I'm ready, be your wife.


Abi took her back to that place. Nisa picked up the bike, and immediately went home with Abi behind her.


"Re, sorry. I'll never forget us."


Abi has arrived at his home. Tonight, he is free from any interference. It felt so peaceful despite still having to argue with the strange girl. Yes, that strange girl who will soon be his wife soon.


At home, Mama Sofi was already so anxious. Sitting in front of the terrace while continuing to play his HP. However, the anxiety changed into a relieved smile when her son came and walked into their courtyard.


"Oh Allah, Abi. Where the hell have you been? Mama is worried about waiting for you. You're not papa, are you, son?" ask Mama Sofi.


"Abi ngga papa's. Sorry, it's late from the usual hours. Abi, there's a little business." he replied. He walked away from his mother. His steps seemed tired, rising up with many stairs that He had to go through. And stopped for a moment in the middle of the road, turning back to the mother.


" Ma? "


" Yes, honey? "


" Prepare for Abi's wedding, this week. No need to be too fancy, which is important legitimate. Nisa, also doesn't have so many families." she asked. He turned back and climbed the remains of his last ladder.


Mama Sofi. He tried to digest once again, what his son had just said. He immediately shouted hysterically, when he managed to interpret all the words Abi had written to him.


"Yahoooooo! I'll have a daughter-in-law! My son is getting married!"


Bibik came out, amazed by the Mistress who looked very happy. Asking why, he didn't answer. Precisely his hand was grabbed and invited him to prance dance together.


"Mrs why?" ask her, for the umpteenth time.


My aunt looked so happy to hear it. Though, sometimes it's between all the questions in his mind."Married for love, or just want to cover up the rumors? Although Bibik knows, if Mas Abi is normal."


However, he could not ruin the happiness from Mama Sofi's face. Just trying to pray for the best for Abi who is still so difficult to forget the trauma of his past.


Meanwhile, Abi was in the room. Reflect on listening to the joy of the Mother with the Bibik. His head felt heavy, until he finally threw his body on his spacious bed. Closed his eyes, and curled up hugging his knees tightly.


A hand hugged him from behind. It felt so soft, with breath blowing at the nape of his neck.


"Re, sorry. It's for mom, and the company. I have to brush off all the sloping news" he said softly.


"You forgot me, Bi. You betrayed me. I'm not willing, Bi. Forever will not be willing." whispered the figure to him.


Abi could only cry at this moment. His tears came out so hard, without him being able to open his eyes. Enjoying every hug and gentle swab on his body. Sometimes he is also afraid of such circumstances.


Abi is deliberately not reaching for the cure at this time. Abi intentionally, just shut up with all that fear. He just wanted to sleep with Rere's hug all night. Even though He was aware, if it was just a hallucination that He should have driven away.


"You'll still be mine, Bi. You belong to me." whispered again.


**


Nisa's not going to the hospital tonight. He went home, and immediately laid down his little bed. Small, stuffy, narrow, and not tender at all. The mattress is dead, there's no more foam in there. For years, he slept on that hard bed, burying all his fatigue there.


"I'm going to go. I don't know when I won't come back, I don't know or even never come back."