Nisa For Abi
I'm here, Re.
"Here" Abi said, stopping his car. In a tomb, where Rere slept soundly. Not to forget, buy a bouquet of Rere's favorite flowers and bring them in.
"Can Nisa bring it?" bargained for. Abi gave it to her with a slight smile. So beautiful, seen in the eyes of a Nisa.
Abi held her hand. He walked towards Rere's tomb which looked beautiful and well-preserved. He took Nisa, rested on the tombstone and occasionally rubbed it with a glazed netra. Nisa placed the bouquet, and rubbed Abi's shoulders gently. Then, put his chin there.
"I'm here, Re. And I brought him. I married her, more than a month ago. And if you ask about love, I can't answer it yet. Obviously, I need it. He could be my opponent, Re. Calm down all my worries about you. When everyone gives me medicine and forces me to sleep forget about you. He hugged me, made me realize you'd never come back."
Just this time, Nisa heard Abi speak so long. Her tears were flowing, omens were indeed all the feelings from her innermost heart. So sincere, and deep.
Nisa was even confused, not knowing what to do about this. It was heartless, but Abi had to make peace with the situation.
"Not forgetting, Mom. But you have to make peace with your heart" she whispered, so soft in Abi's ear.
Nisa touched Abi's chest, rubbed it gently there. Abi could only cry, occasionally massaging his forehead. Nisa did not forbid it, instead letting Abi release all the feelings in her heart at that time
"Crying... Cry if it makes you light. It was fine, if Nisa could only wipe away Mas Abi's tears at this moment. That's Nisa's job."
Abi took a breath so long. He tried to stop her crying. His grip was strong, as strong as he tried to cover his grief. Yes, behind the coldness of an Abi, there is a chunk of ice that is so fragile, which at any time can be destroyed.
" Home home?" ask Nisa.
"You want to play."
"His eyes were swollen," he looked spoiled at Abi, then rubbed the tears once more.
"Nisa never forbid to remember the past. Because basically, without it it is difficult to come the future. But, make peace with the situation. Rere doesn't exist. And this...." Nisa placed Abi's palm on her chest. "It's Nisa..."
"Sorry" hugged Abi to his wife. A little while, let go of all the feelings in his stifled heart.
The two of them stood up, leaving the bouquet there. Walking away from the tomb area, to immediately go home to rest for a moment.
"How does it feel, have introduced the same ex-wife? Uh, not the ex." anyway."
"Still the same. I haven't found a word of relief. However, it feels lighter."
"There's more...."
"What?" face Abi.
"But don't get angry?"
Nisa is now holding Abi's hand. A little slow, because the hand was still a little sore.
Arriving home, Nisa immediately took Abi to their room.
"Hey, not to the office?" asked Mama Sofi, who was still sitting casually on her porch.
"Engga, Mother.... There's business" Nisa replied, dragging Abi's arm aggressively. Mama immediately glared, with her tainted mind, again and again.
"It's still noon, baby.." muttered the mother.
Nisa opened the room door. Taking Abi sat down sweetly, and pulled out something in his closet. A, which is lined with a shoe box on the outside. Mama Sofi did not find it despite trying to find it with all her might.
"When did you find him?" abi asked, instantly silent for a moment.
"Old time, anyway. Nisa join, so clean up the room. Not angry?"
"I promised you not to get angry. But...."
"Why?"
"Please, don't throw it away. That, my only memory, is with Rere. I don't have any more." Pinta Abi. With trembling hands, take a photo containing all the memories with Rere. Even Dita and Alex were there. "Please... At least not now."
"Yes, Nisa's not going to throw it away right now. Later, if Mas is ready, then Mas himself will do it."
Nisa put the box back in its place. Only the box, as some of the others, has been cleaned by Mama Sofi and Dita. Their intentions may be good, for Abi to forget immediately. But their actions were wrong. That, all of these things are not the right thing if you have to be forced.
Nisa chose a casual dress for Abi. She just wanted to spend the day, afternoon and even night with her husband. Even at home, they are not just the two of us. There are Mama and Bibik, who can always ruin their moment.
"Where are you going?"
"Where to go at home, spending time together. Can't you?"
"Not going anywhere, sure?"
"He'em.." nodding Nisa.
"That is... I want to obey you, spend some time this afternoon. But....."
"Eh, would. Want, want, want. Come on, let's go for a walk. Dating right?" Nisa looked up at her head.