No. Without you
TiTan 155's.
Anin did not know what to do after knowing the truth that Akmal had just spoken.
His heart and mind are out of sync...
"Please love me again,Anin.we start all over again.Give my love a second chance, to rejoice in your heart again...let me prove that the love that ever existed between us is never wrong.the wrong thing is only the circumstances and the time we met first.." pinta Akmal by again reaching for Anin's hand.
"No.. This is all not true ! And I. I hate you !! I don't love you anymore !! My feelings of love have been eroded away...! Yes ! That's how I feel right now towards you Doctor ! I don't need mercy from you ! I don't need your help ! I don't need your collisions !" Anin moved from the chair while continuing to issue words of rejection to Akmal...
"Anne...Wait !" exclaiming Akmal saw Anin who with his footsteps passed by leaving him and the dishes on the table.
Akmal did not stay silent.after pocketing the black card on the table.he followed Anin's departure.
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Somewhere else....
"Have not cried.do not keep crying.I get confused nich..must how..." ayang said to his best friend who half an hour ago came to his house with tears telling the problem he was facing at this time.
''Now gini..kamu honest with me..gimana how do you really feel to him until this second ?" ask Ayang.
"I.I hate.I hate it.I hate it so much...on myself..because until this moment I actually still put a taste..." the word of Ayang's friend who is none other than Anindya.
"When I was pierced my heart was broken.it was destroyed.because of his actions.but in fact it was so difficult to remove him from his place in my heart...in fact, I can't open my heart to another one as his replacement.." Anin continued.
"So therefore, even the charm of a doctor Barra was not able to shake you.." said Ayang who already knew all about Anin and Barra.
"Thank me this is stupid.I am a colot.I am a hick...who only loves him...even though I have been hurt.but the more I betray this feeling..I feel sick, the more...!" anin's confession again.
"It took me 4 years to erode the taste..and before the taste was completely exhausted.destiny even brought us back together.." Anin's heart was still interrupted by crying.
"But I am also still very angry.sebal..exasperated...to him.it is not that easy I can forgive him..although I just found out the truth that we are still the lawful husband and wife..." keep Anin.
"Okeey.gimana now it feels after you say all the feelings..uneg-uneg that you have been trying to deny ?" ask Ayang.
"Alhamdulillaah is much more plong.." said Anin still with the rest of his tears.
"Good.nih drink first.biar added plong.." Ayang offered a cup of warm tea to Anin.
"Now let's discuss the other first.which is more emergency nih..soal Mr. Teguh.." said Ayang opened a new topic.
"Why with Mr Teguh ? I have asked for a koq deadline.for 1 month.and he is willing to wait.." said Anin who immediately connected the direction of Ayang's conversation.
"That's the problem, Anin.kemarin he came to tell me that he needs money immediately.if we can not afford to buy his building that we have been renting for the clinic...he was forced to sell it to other parties..many are willing and ready to buy it immediately he said.gimana,dong ?" story Ayang.
Anindya just kept quiet and just sighed deeply.
"Your loan to the bank is already in ACC ?" ask Ayang again.
"Not yet.survey.." said Anin.
"On this.please don't tell Kak Barra...!" wanti-wanti Anin to Ayang.
"Yachh..telat you talk about it.I've told him to help find a solution.." said Ayang lirih afraid Anin angry.
"Astsghfirullooh, whoa...!" exclaim Anin with a voice pressed.
"Yes maaaff.." said Ayang.
And in fact Ayang and Anin's conversation was heard from someone outside the door frame of Ayang's house.
Making his determination more and more unanimous to take back the heart of the wife....
A moment later he took the hp in his pants pocket and made a call on someone.
"Hallo..I need your help.meet me in 1 hour in the lobby of the hotel where I'm staying.."he's none other than Akmal who's calling someone.
Akmal had decided to follow where Anin went.he was worried that something unwanted happened to Anin.
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His afternoon...
Anin arrived at his house.
After saying hello...Mbah Rasni exits the room welcoming Anin's arrival.
"Koq deserted,Mbah ? Rafa's sleeping ?" ask Anin.
"Rafa has been brought home just as he was this afternoon...Omnya afraid Rafa is fussy again does not want to go home if he sees you, Anin.." said Mbah Rasni.
"Oohh.." said Anin in a disappointed tone.
"It's..." Mbah Rasni thrust something at Anin.
Anin received it and then he had something handed over Mbah just now.It turns out that the black card that was last day he returned to Akmal.
Anin looked at Mbah with a questionable look, but she could bear to ask.
"Son Akmal who nitip to Mbah.did tell you.and he has told everything to Mbah.." Mbah Rasni explained.
Anin's gaze immediately bowed lethargic.
'Basic not clear.tadi aja beg-please.now even go no part..but meningan gituhih.biar I do not waver...' Anin was in his mind.
"Nak Akmal has to send Rafa home first...The papa in fact until now is still busy with work.pity Rafa will be left far behind home scoolingnya he said.." continued Mbah Rasni.
Mbah seemed to know the hardness of his grandson's heart just that wayang.
"Nwoof...Mbah knows your heart still hurts.but it is not good to continue to deny your conscience...Mbah hope from now on you seng legowo.eliminate the grudge in your heart.remember one thing.both of you are both victims.The victims of our dishonesty parents...Mbah also feels a little bit guilty, Nduk.." continued Mbah again.
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Five days had passed since Akmal's selfless departure of Anindya.
Anindya concluded that Akmal's speech was merely bullshit.
Anindya's days are getting busy in office affairs and clinic affairs...he also had to find a way to buy the building and land he had rented for a private practice with Ayang and some of his other colleagues.
And suddenly Mr. Teguh today wants to meet with Anin as the main person in charge of the rental of his building.
They are currently in the clinic office.
"This.please accept, Miss Anindya.." said Mr. Teguh thrust a stopmap to Anindya.
Anin checked the contents and she was so shocked by what she was holding right now.
"What does this mean, sir ? What is this certificate ?" Anin failed to understand.
"Certificate of your clinic.Have been behind the name on your behalf as well, Miss Anindya.." said Mr. Teguh Sumringah.
"Miss Anindya.listen to me first...You do not need to be dizzy anymore.everything is fine.and this...You only just receive the results.Certificate of land + clinic building that you have been renting, from this moment it is legal to be Your property...On Your behalf as well.." long width Mr. Teguh.
"But..ba-how can it be ?" anin asked confusedly.
"Your relatives have bought it from me." said Mr. Teguh.
"Cabateurs ? Who ?" Anin is getting confused..Where does she have any relatives in this city ?
"Assistant your relatives who take care of all this." continued Mr. Teguh.
"The words of his assistant he works as a doctor..name.." the words of Mr. Teguh did not continue.as if collecting his memory to remember the name of Anin's relatives.
"Astaghfirullooh...! I only understand now." Anin interrupted the words of Mr. Teguh.
"This must be all Barra's work...!" exclaimed Anin with an amazed expression at the person she already considered the older brother.
"My brother that one is indeed reliable.." Anin's monologue was still moved by Barra's actions.
'Barre ?' batin Pak Teguh by linking his two eyebrows.
'Ahh..bodo very much about the name.the important thing is that his business with me has been resolved.' continued Mr. Teguh in his mind.
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Her night...
After trying to contact Barra but can not yet.kareana position Barra is now in LN....Anin decided to relax her body after a day of activity.
Netra Anindya is indeed closed.but her heart and mind are wandering in an uncertain direction.
Although the problem of purchasing land + clinic building has been resolved by Barra ...but now Anin thinks he should immediately replace the nominal money is indeed not a little of it on Barra.
Of course Anin would not want if he only received help from anyone including Barra for free.
'Indeed Barra's brother was not like the restless doctor.what the heck...kayak jalangkung aja he...come not picked up..the home is not saying goodbye...no news until today.basis omdo..!' monologue Anin in a resentful tone.
'Ehh...why am I thinking about him ? Not for bangett...!' he continued to monologue.
"Oh yes.he said every month he routinely transfers to the black card account that he gave to me...try tomorrow I peek how much the balance ?' curious Anin.
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Two days later in Jatim...
Akmal suddenly received an incoming phone on his phone.
Hp at his desk.apparently from his brother, Devan...
"Hallo ? Assalamu'alaikum, Sis..?" say Akmal.datar.
"Wa'alaikum...Akmal...do you know the latest news about the earthquake natural disaster near the location of Mr Dirga factory ?" devan's tone of voice sounded panicked and worried.
"No ? When did it happen ?" ask Akmal again.
"Half an hour ago." Devan said.
"Try to make sure the condition of Ani and Mbah Rasni, Akmal.." continued Devan.
Akmal immediately limped for a moment and ended the call from Devan.
Then Akmal began to make calls to other numbers.the call was not welcome..try it several times...
Akmal paused for a moment.Then immediately grabbed his doctor's white coat and his bag.
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At the same time in a different place....
The atmosphere looked chaotic.he heard a yell everywhere.man then groaned irregularly with a frightened expression.
Not a few who appear injured his body.Fresh red melts are seen in various places..There are also those that are sprawled.either unconsciously...the survivors all tried to walk half-run to save themselves...
Among the many people who pass by.ternyata Anindya is one of them.even he seemed to memapah a woman of his age who was two-bodied.
"Come ! Save yourself !" shouted someone while half running out of the office building affected by the earthquake.
Mr. Dirga's office where Anindya worked was apparently affected by a fairly serious earthquake.
"Anin ! I'm scared ..!! Don't leave me. I beg you !" pinta the woman Anindya was married to.
"You don't worry ! We're going out together...! Go !" exclaim Anin who certainly can not walk fast like the others because he had to memapah his partner who was pregnant big.
While the situation around them is increasingly worrisome.Office buildings began to shake quite tight.so that it can be felt everyone and the ruins arise here and there.
Until the moment of descent of the emergency stairs....Anin faithfully continued to greet his partner.
But fate..his female colleagues who were pregnant was big almost slipped..Fortunately with sprightly Anin held him.so that his partner did not fall....
But it was Anin who mired her feet to the sidelines of the emergency stairs.so she sat grimacing with pain.
"Auch...!" exclaimed Anin while holding onto her mired leg.
"Anin !" exclaimed partner.
"You're not papa, are you ?" he asked Anin's condition.
"My legs seem to be sprained." Anin tried to pull her legs but could not.
"Astaghfirullooh.forgive me,Anin..you saved me even you yourself are wretched.." regretted the colleague.
"It's okay.more importantly the safety of you and your baby." said Anin grimacing with pain in his ankle.
"You quickly get out of here.it's close to the exit.don't mind me..!" tell Anin then.
"Where can it be like that.I will wait for you.ayo.
"Can't..my leg is pinned.you're the only one who came out..save yourself and your baby..It's better one life is lost than 3 lives that must be lost....!" keep Anin.
"If indeed I am still destined to live.there must be someone who came to give me help.quickly get out..before this building is increasingly fragile due to the earthquake,Riris..!" Anin half encouraged his colleague named Riris to come out immediately.
"Anin.I'm sorry.I'll ask you for help...!" riris said then with an unbearable step leaving Anindya who looked smiling with a nod.trying to convince her colleague that she was okay to be left behind.
Stay Anindya alone trapped.by sitting on the stairs while trying to pull out his legs...
And now it is only the miracle of the Almighty that he asks in prayer in his mind...