No. Without you

No. Without you
Anindya Starts to Speak Up.


"It's your fault you didn't ask for this other family number..." Akmal said his secret covered his nervousness.


"What am I always wrong ? And Mr. Doctor is always right." Anin said.


"You are...!" Akmal progressively advanced to Anin's position without the two of them noticing.


"Obviously it's wrong...! The nights of wandering.the same bonds that are not mukhrim...! You failed to get a cup of honey.A mouthful of water you also took too...!" akmal


He made a parable of himself and Barra with a cup of honey and a mouthful of water...


Which Anindya immediately understood.


"Hhhh..! If I could choose.I would prefer a mouthful of water over a cup of honey.because a mouthful of water can quench my thirst.and at any time I need that mouthful of water....sweet but stuck in the esophagus and even make thirst...!" said Anin flat.


"And what did you say ? I'm talking to non-mukhrim ? Helloww !! You should reflect before you speak ! You are clearly making out with women who are not mukhrim..in the elevator..in the car..I witness..I do not complain..!" anindya.


"Why ? You're jealous huh ?" akmal asked haughtily as he drew closer to Anindya's face.


"Jealous ? Do I have a right to be jealous ? Who am I. I'm just a status wife to you." said Anin trying to back away from Akmal.


"But one thing you need to know Mr. Doctor...! If you are observant..I was shaking with sideways position.to keep my grip so as not to touch the skin with the opposite sex that is not mukhrim...and keep the sanctity of my marriage now.even if it was forced marriage.." at length Anin.


"Not there.felt in public by hand and with head and shoulders...!" ungkit Anindya's.


"So you secretly mengepoin I'm the same Rika yaa.." said Akmal pulled Anindya's body to face him.


But one of Anindya's legs was tucked and staggered onto the sofa...


"Eh uh uh....!" anin's body collapsed.


Akmal, who pulled his body, collapsed on the sofa.


In Akmal's position over Anin's body.


They are silent for a moment.Sense electric current as before.


"The reality is like that.everyone knows." said Anin by trying to regulate his breathing.


Akmal still remained silent.stickily looked at Anindya's face with a breath that was also rushed...


"While the other reality that I can not deny is.only with the Master who incidentally is my mukhrim... when touching the skin.. " anin said softly and revealed honesty to Akmal.


Then he suddenly regained his senses and removed Akmal's hand that was holding him.


Akmal also realized that he was trying to get up and stand in the initial position.


"That's just your feeling.I'm so ordinary !" akmal said he did not acknowledge the truth.


After that, there was no more debate...


Akmal turned his body and climbed into his bed and saw Anin lying on the sofa on his back....


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The next day...


Anindya did not want to be with Akmal to leave the house.


He asked Mbak ojol his subscription came directly in front of the gate of the Wirawan family home.


"Lho...Anine...! Why not be with Akmal like always ?" ask her mother-in-law.


"Sorry Ma. I am more comfortable riding ajol aja.." replied frankly Anin.


She had no qualms about rejecting her in-laws' request to leave with Akmal like the other day.


"Why ?" ask Madame Mira.


"Mr Doctor had to pick up someone else.I'm afraid to interfere.." replied Anindya.


Akmal heard that.he did not expect Anin to dare to say that...


' Oo.so he started to speak up.basasal ngadu...!' akmal said in his heart.


He said goodbye to his parents-in-law and went out the main door of the house and into the gate...


There's an ojol's already parked at the security guard post.


While Akmal must receive a spiritual flush first from Papa and Mama.


"Tell you Anindya !" gerutu Akmal is alone.


Consequently...Akmal is prohibited from seeing Rika by Papa and his mother other than at the Hospital.


Arriving Anin at RS...


He's been waiting for Barra in the parking lot...


"Anin.." call Barra to Anindya.


"Yes Doctor..kok you're here ?" ask Anindya.


"It just so happens to be morning.There's something I want to talk to you about." said Barra.


"We talk back garden only.let's be freer.." invite Barra.


Anin nodded.and followed Barra's footsteps to where they were headed.


' I can't seem to hide this truth anymore from Doctor Barra...Although heavy.because I do not want to lose the figure of Doctor Barra who has been good to me. Only he is my only protector...I must be willing to lose him and his kindness...' Anin said in her heart.


And they're both in the park behind the hospital now.


Just plants and colorful flowers all around them.


They then sit on a long bench next to each other but still apart.


Barra's attitude is beyond doubt...


Anindya always felt safe and calm even if only alone with Barra.


"I asked for an answer to my feelings for you the other day.I think there's enough time for you to think and take the answer..." Barra to the point.


It is undeniable Anindya if now her heart is so dag dig drug not because...


But he tried to neutralize it as much as possible.


"I feel like you're covering up something big from me. I feel like there's something unusual going on in your day these days." guessed Barra.


Anindya was silent and only a small smile heard her.


"So what's your answer ?" ask Barra.


"The same answer you first asked the other day, Doctor." said Anin.


"But this time, I will say a big reason why I reject the statement of the Doctor's feelings to me." continued Anin.


"I'm waiting" said Barra, looking impatient.


"Because I'm married." said Anidya.


The successful one made Barra widen his eyeballs...


"A..What ?" tanya Barra stamped.


"Yes Doctor.the length of the story." said Anin.


Then he began to tell the beginning of his forced marriage.


Barra has heard all the truth now.


He just kept quiet and didn't know what was on his mind right now.


"You already know everything.now it's up to you.I mean I'm willing to accept the fact that your kindness to me all along will be gone...I'd be willing to lose your brother and protector." said Anindya.


Barra did not budge.in his mind and heart was still trying to digest the reality he had just found.