No. Without you
The Beginning of Hatred The aftermath of the Deal.

"We made a deal before handing over the evidence Anin had to the court." he said.

"Hhh..Anin filed a condition before handing over the evidence she had to Papa so ?" Akmal tried to digest his Papa's words.

Anin broke out in cold sweat even though the room was AC. Her face flushed trying hard so as not to cry at this time.

"So this woman came the other day to blackmail Papa ? So ?" Akmal looked at Anindya cynically and hatefully.

Anin, who had just looked down, looked up at Akmal's words...

He looked at Akmal who was being ignited by his emotions at this time.

"Not blackmailing.but making a mutual agreement." said his father.

"Just like Pa...what are not enough costs that we bear for Mbah Rasni treatment ? Is not enough also the position of medical secretary that he is holding now." Akmal said severed.

"It will not be enough, Mr. Doctor." Anin interrupted who was also emotionally heard Akmal's words were so sharp.

"With the risk of a black list that your hospital faces.with fines that you must bear is 200 billion if you lose in court.with your family's good name tarnished...the cost of Mbah's treatment and the position of medical secretary is nothing." Anin said in a distressed voice and tried to hold back her tears.

"I did not expect.it turns out you are not as innocent as I thought.you are really a cunning woman." said Akmal who squirted in Anin's chest...it made him feel short of breath and his reddened face held in anger.

"Nothing is free in this world, Mr. Doctor, and everything must be paid accordingly." said Anin defending himself who had been greatly humiliated in Akmal's eyes.

"Oh I know..this is all you do because you can't snare that young doctor right ? so you're replacing your target hunt under the pretext of being a hero savior ? " Akmal was getting more and more harshly speechless while pointing towards Anin.

"But why are Papa and Mama so obedient to this cunning woman anyway ?" akmal protests instead looked at his parents who seemed resigned.

"It's just a cunning woman's engineering Pa, Ma..!" yelling Akmal getting emotional.

"Do you also plan the sabotage and the complaint ? yes ?" Akmal grew increasingly violent while looking at Anin full of disgust and hate.

Anin did not respond.he just looked back at Akmal with a flat gaze and made as calm as possible.

And his heart was so cut with Akmal's words.

"Ngaco you ! Where it might be like that.Our opponent in the court at that time was not from among ordinary people...Anin is not as big as it is his strength to manage them all.it is pure their personal competition, Akmal.." defend his Papa to Anin.

"Mama hope you are legowo, Son.for the hospital that your grandfather left for us." continued his father.

"But.what is this Ma..all this does not make Akmal sense.like marriage is just a game." Akmal said still difficult to accept.

"Who says marriage is a game...Papa wants you to have this marriage really.." snapped his father.

"But Akmal doesn't love Anin, Pa..Akmal already has Rika.how is the fate of our relationship for the last 4 years ?" akmal protest again.

Anindya just silently stared.

"Sacrifice for our family, Akmal.." refer to Mama again.

"What kind of sacrifice is this, Ma ? It's dead life and Akmal's future !" yelling Akmal is still protesting.

"Just Papa's decision has been unanimous and you can't refuse ! If you do not want to obey Papa's decision.all assets you have will Papa take over and you will coret Papa as heir to the Wirawan family...let's see if it's like that does your boyfriend Rika still want you to date, huh ?" threaten Mr. Wirawan.

Akmal was silent for a moment.The words of his father had just become a separate consideration for him.It is true, if he already has no assets and is not the heir of the Wirawan family...because of Rika's background who is a spoiled woman and comes from an affluent family and is an only child.

"Well.oke.oke..Akmal will obey the will of Papa and Mama.but Akmal also has requirements in this marriage." said Akmal finally who managed to sing a smile on the lips of his parents because he felt relieved.

"This marriage must be confidential.sufficiently our family knows it.no one else should know.." Akmal said.

"How is Anindya ?" Mr. Wirawan asked Anin's opinion.

"Why not ?" short Anin response.

"I also ask that I can still work in the hospital as usual" said Anin again.

"OK.why not.." replied Akmal.

"Alright if you have agreed all.we will hold your marriage in 3 days." concluded Papa.

'Yes Alloh.dream what you last night Akmal.' rfor Akmal in heart and look at Anin with hate.

' This is all because of this cunning woman in front of me.' he said again in his heart.

Anin also realized Akmal's view on him that.but as hard as he could he tried to be relaxed..

' Yes Alloh...You are All-Knowing.all these servants do for the sake of Mbah.' Anin said inwardly as well.

Flash back when Mr and Mrs Wirawan drove Anin to the hospital after returning home from court...

"No Mbah..Why is Mbah like this ? Mbah's attitude is not like Mbah that Anin knew during this..."

"What's wrong Nduuk.it's your right to ask for compensation for your services to save a large asset and the good name of the Wirawan family." said Mbah Rasni.

"No Mbah.for Anin the recovery Mbah is much more important than anything in this world.and they have facilitated it all..and Anin's position in the hospital also rose to become a medical secretary..." anin's Explanation.

"But Mbah wants your future guaranteed...Insyaalloh it will be realized if you marry Nak Akmal." said Mbah Rasni who is still lying in a hospital bed.

"Anin promises to work hard for the happiness of both of us, Mbah.." Anin tried to convince Mbah.

"This will not be with you forever in this world..Mbah wants someone to take care of you.after Mbah later.." Mbah said while holding back a cry.

"Don't say that, Mbah..." Anin who was sitting on the side of the bed cried and dropped her head on Mbah Rasni's hand.

"That's our nature as human beings" Mbah said again.

Mr and Mrs Wirawan simply watched the scene in silence from the sofa.

"But we don't love each other Mbah." said Anin again.

"Witing tresno jalaran soko kulino, Nduuk." said Mbah while rubbing the head of his favorite grandson.

"That Rasni is right Anin.if you are indeed a match before God.no one will be able to separate you later.but if you are not a match...no matter how hard our minds attempt to unite you, it will surely be in vain as well." explained Mr. Wirawan.

"Just lived Anin first.The rest we attach to the destiny of God." continued Madam Mira.

"No sir, the Lady, I am very hard-hearted about all this...Anin won't, Mbah.." whine Anin.

"If you will not obey your words...Mbah will also not want to be operated on.." threatening Mbah remained with his weak voice.

"Why did Mbah get so stubborn this way anyway." Anin protested.

"Bah love you Nduuk.ini for your good." said Mbah Rasni.

"Good but not happiness...Anin wants to marry the man that Anin loves and loves Anin for who she is, Mbah.." Anin complained

"Insyalloh you will find it all." replied Mbah while continuing to stroke the head of his grandson.

"When you refuse...Mbah also refused surgery..!" Repeating his threat.

"What will the doctor's opinion on this matter.he will definitely hate Anin, Mbah." said Anin again.

"Hate of man will lose to qodo' and qodar Gusti Alloh, Nduuk..mau ya Nduuk...married to Nak Akmal ?" talk about Mbah again.

"Anin does not want Mbah.but Anin was forced because for the sake of Mbah to be operated on...all this Anin did only for the sake of Mbah.." concluded Anin who was forced to agree Mbah Rasni's request.

Mbah Rasni, Mrs Wirawan and Mrs Mira finally smiled with relief.

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"I've guessed.he's not as innocent as we've seen.." he continued.

"Then what is the fate of our relationship, dear ?" rengek Rika.they were at a restaurant at this time.

"We will continue our relationship without the knowledge of Papa and my mother." Akmal said while writing Rika in.

"I'll teach that sly Anindya a lesson !" rika said grumpily.

"Believe me. I will find a way for him to raise the white flag for the wedding he wants." Akmal said full of hatred.

"I keep your promise." said Rika while holding Akmal's fingers.

Akmal just looked ahead while nodding his head slowly.

It seemed like she had a myriad of plans to make Anin feel deterred and sorry for her decision to marry him.

Three days later, Akmal and Anin's wedding ceremony was held at the residence of Mr. Wirawan.but only the nuclear family of Akmal and Anin only attended.

Mbah Rasni appears to be accompanying Anin..Anin wears white kebaya and gold prodo batik array, her hair is carried simple and covered with a white bridal veil with natural makeup.

"Where is this the bride ? please be ready to sit here soon." said the leader.

"Mama, Papa, Devan and Tania whispered to each other softly and looked at each other

"Devan.you call your sister in her room.hurry up.Penghulu is waiting..!" mr. Wirawan's orders.

Devan moved from his seat up the stairs to his sister's room.

"Tok tock...Akmals...! Come on quickly down..! Everyone is waiting for you..!" exclaim Devan in front of Akmal's room.

"Accl...!" call him again but there's no reply.

Devan began to worry and think..The door to Akmal's room was unlocked.

"Akmal.don't joke you yaa.." said Devan as he creeped in.

He scanned around the room.There was no Akmal there..

Then he took the initiative to see the bathroom.

"Jeez Akmal.

Last time he looked at the balcony..

"Akmal ! Why are you staying there ? sought after from earlier also !" exclaim Devan happy to interfere annoyed to find Akmal who was looking for from earlier.

Akmal still hasn't budged..

Devan patted his only brother's shoulder..

"Don't say you want to jump off the balcony..!" cananda Devan's.

"Udah deh Kak..don't even make me bete.." said Akmal lirih but full of frustration in it.

"Of Bro..no way Papa and Mama plunged his children.they must have had careful consideration before have you married Mbah Rasni's grandson.." entertain Devan.

"What kind of a balance ?" akmal said frustrated.

"I heard she's smart, hard-working, stupid and I think she's pretty you know." Devan said.

"She is not as innocent as it seems sister.she is cunning and ambitious..What is the use of beautiful but cunning ?" akmal Refute.

"Come Bro.you are a boy.if later he macem-macem..kamu stay aja.lumayan already split duren.toh he himself later the loss...we men are free to find another. yuk down ! Prove that you are in power not him.If you do not descend the effect you are afraid.." persuaded Devan.

Akmal only shook his head to hear his brother's statement.Entah because he did not agree with his brother or because he was confused and did not want to go down to carry out the marriage contract.

While under...Anindya Haya can squeeze the array she uses to cover her nervousness.Reporta Anin wants to stand and run from where she is now.Anin Banar - really embarrassed, frustrated and upset...as if she was a worthless woman because she was left to wait too long alone in front of the ruler...Mbah Rasni who was sitting in a wheelchair behind her could only look at her grandson.

'Forgive this selfish Mbah 'Nduuk...Mbah knows you must be tormented in dealing with situations like this, but Mbah always pray that Mbah is not wrong in taking this decision...Mbah just wants you to be happy.may you be strong Nduuk..' Mbah Rasni said in her heart and the corners of her eyes were watering.

Mr. Wirawan has lost his patience and will follow Akmal himself to his room.

At once Mr. Wirawan stood up...Devan seemed to be coming down the stairs alone..

All looked disappointed, but a moment later Akmal followed behind him with lazy steps.

Akmal was wearing a black suit, with a white shirt interior and a black peach.

Mr. Wirawan immediately approached Akmal whose position was already behind the chair ijab qobul.He pulled the youngest child.then sat him next to Anindya.

For a moment Akmal and Anin's eyes met with a glance.The two looked equally upset.

"Well.since the bridegroom is already present.can we start reading his qobulu ijab ?" ask penghulu.

Anindya reversed the judge because her father no longer existed.although Anindya himself did not know the truth.

The qobulpun ijab is carried out.and even with a heavy heart.but Akmal recites it in one breath.

"Well.."

The word was heard from the witnesses, the magistrate and the ruler.

"Alhamdulillaah." said the family and all those present.

Do not forget Devan also captured the moment in his camera shot.

But for Akmal and Anin this moment is the worst moment of their lives.

They speak a thousand languages...

Anin moved from her seat to Mbah Rasni..

"Congratulations, Nduuk.may you always be happy." said Mbah Rasni.

' What kind of happiness, Mbah ? ' said Anin inwardly by sticking her cheek on the shoulder of Mbah Rasni who was sitting in a wheelchair.

" So ask for your blessing to your in-laws, Nduuk.." Mbah ordered Anin.

Anin slightly awkwardly approached towards the family of Mr. Wirawan.

Anin shook Mr. Wirawan's hand and kissed the back of his palm.

While Akmal remained silent in the chair of the implementation of ijab qobul.

Mbah Rasni approached him.then spread out her wheelchair right next to Akmal.

"Son Akmal." call Mbah Rasni while looking at Akmal

"Yes, Mbah.." replied Akmal still looks disinclined at the older but still looks anger in it without looking at Mbah Rasni.

" Mbah knows you are disappointed.but know that Anin did not actually want this to happen.Sometimes what we see and feel.still keep the secret of reality..which later if you know the truth you will realize why all this you have to live...Anin's an orphan...Hold him Nak Akmal.jaga he.do not waste him.Take this Mbah request to you.." said Mbah Rasni.

"Yes,Mba.."

only that word was thrown from Akmal's mouth.He was not aware of the implied message from Mbah Rasni.