No. Without you
The TiTan 159

"Mas ?!?" exclaimed Anin for not believing her sight and hearing.

Akmal only commented a thin smile on his pale face.

"I'm thirsty." lamented Akmal with his voice.

"E-i-iya.I'll get you a drink..." Anin stepped furiously towards the sofa table where there was a bottle of mineral water there.then put a straw and immediately thrust it right into Akmal's lips.

Akmal only drank a little.just wet his throat that feels dry.

"I'll call the doctor first..." Anin stepped out of the room in a hurry.

Though if he can see.Akmal's hand stalling trying to prevent him out.But it seems Akmal's movement is just aware of his coma, lose a crushing step with Anin covered in panic.

Soon Anin returned with a doctor and a nurse.

"This, doctor.please check the situation.." said Anin gusar.

While Akmal.

After the doctor and nurse perform a series of examinations....

"The current state of the patient is more stable.and now only recovery.and it seems my diagnosis is right.The attention and support system of the patient's loved ones motivate the patient to wake up from a coma..." doctor said.

"Alhamdulillaah.thank you doctor.." said Anindya was relieved.

Then the doctor and the nurse excused themselves from the ward.Leaving Anin and Akmal who without them knowing, they could not see each other from that moment.

The atmosphere was silent and both of them looked awkward...

"Oh yes.I forgot.I want to tell Kak Devan first." said Anin distract.

"Ohhh...!" yelling Akmal suddenly complained of pain while linking his two eyebrows.

"Why ? What is sick ?" anin's response panicked while summarizing the face interspersed with touching the forehead of the man who actually could not replace the place in his heart.

Akmal is treated like that don't be asked how he feels right now.

Silent for a moment.in the position of each other intense and eroded the distance between the two.

"I'm sorry." said that again that slid from Akmal's lips.representing his feelings and thoughts that were still filled with guilt in the woman before him at this time.

The mist of sadness was also caught clearly by Anin.on Akmal's still pale face.

"Yes." replied Short Anin while taking her hand off Akmal's face.

But lost quickly with the movement of Akmal's hand that held Anin's hand.now both Anin's hands are in Akmal's grasp, precisely in front of Akmal's chest.

"So many words I want to say to express my apology to you.so it feels like I'm willing to live my life as the keeper.." still with the voice of the people.

"Sstt...!! Don't just talk.." Anin replied in a half-whispering voice but full of emphasis.

"Did you hear all my words during your coma ?" tanya Anin wanted to make sure.

Akmal nodded definitely with a faint smile on his lips.

"You know Anin ? In my subconscious mind, I just keep running.with still the guilt dominating in my heart." Akmal said.

"Until I hear the voices of some people calling me. Mama, Kak Devan, Papa and also you. I feel you all embrace me and invite me back....but strangely my body feels very weak and my eyes have not been able to open.when I have tried my hardest to open my eyes and move this body." said Akmal, still holding Anin's hand in his hand.

"I'm so grateful that I can still hear the voices of all of you here.I realize one thing that Mama, Papa, Kak Devan loves me very much.and you..." akmal said it did not continue.

"Your words and physical contact with you make me gradually feel there is strength in my body.so that the reason you wipe my thighs earlier.I feel amused.." continued Akmal make Anin salting...he pulled his hand from Akmal's.

"So you complained of pain..Which part is sick,Mas ?" tanya Anin who tried to divert the conversation.but instead made Akmal feel floated because so happy.

"My body feels all the pain.especially the left leg, neck and right shoulder back.." complained Akmal as it is and wanted to indulge in his wife.

"Patience yes.let me lift the vault a little supanya position you can sit a little." said Anin while circling Akmal looking for automatic button regulator gurney.

"Where ? Better yet ?" asked Anin after changing the gurney backrest.

Replied with a nod of the head by Akmal.

"Where are you going ?" tanya Akmal looked at Anin's movements that were about to move away from his side.

"Ambilin something for you to eat.you haven't eaten anything from yesterday.." replied Anin.

"I'm not hungry yet.I only want one thing, Anin.." said Akmal still with his voice.

"What ? Say.." asked Anin enthusiastically.

"You are always near me." said Akmal grabbing Anin's hand to get back in his grip.

"Issh.kirain whatan.." said Anindya who did not refuse his hand back to hold Akmal.

"Udaahh..do not talk continuously.You must rest a lot, Mas.so quickly recover as usual..." said Anindya who actually beat her heart is not okay at this time because it is not unusual to receive the kebucinan Akmal.

"Please don't tell me to rest again, Anin.I've had a lot of rest.I have to talk to you a lot, Anin.I don't want to waste the opportunity God has given me..I don't want to regret it a second time." Akmal said as he stared intensely at Anindya.

While Anindya is currently so misbehaved not knowing what to do at this time.

"Anin..can I ask you something ?" ask Akmal later.

"Say.." answered Anin briefly.

"Right now, I want to hear the words you said during my coma that you have forgiven me" Akmal said.

"Yeah.." Anin replied awkwardly.

"Yes what ?" sue Akmal in a half-whispering voice while softly squeezing Anin's hand in his grasp.

And it was successful in making Anindya's body crumble to feel a strange sensation.

"Yes, as you heard in the coma.I have decided to forgive you.because I realize you are also a victim here.and you have also suffered for the past 5 years...this is all just a misunderstanding and miss of communication." Anin explained.

"Thank you, my dear." said Akmal with a bright smile on his face.

"You need to know one thing, Anin.if what Brother Devan says is true...at that time I told you to leave because I was very disappointed.my anger overflowed because I felt betrayed by you.the person I love very much." Akmal said.

"And the matter that you confided to Ayang at that time is it true ? If you still love me to this day ?" search Akmal again.

"Basic nguper !! I know a lot...!" sulk Anin hid his shame.

Akmal chuckled to find the expression of Anin whose face already resembled a boiled crab.

After 5 years.it was for the first time they stared at each other intensely covered happily...

"Now you have to eat something first to fill the stomach, Mas.after that I will call Kak Devan, to assess your current condition.." said Anin to Akmal.

"As you will, my dear.you keep me here.." spoiled Akmal with his voice.

Afterwards Anin fed Akmal apples and oranges that he had previously peeled and diced.of course Akmal voraciously ate them.because he did not want to waste his moment of togetherness with Anin.

And now Anin justifies Akmal's position to be more comfortable to sleep.after previously he did a VC with Devan as well as Papa and Mama-in-law to tell Akmal news now.

And they said they would go to the hospital in the morning only.of course their consideration is so that Anin and Akmal can quality time tonight.

"Now you rest yes, Mas.." said Anin while fixing the position of Akmal's pillow.

"You also sleep here, yes.as long as I.' Akmal's pinta is a little hard.

"But I'm not sleepy.I want you to lean on my shoulder like you did when I was in a coma." Pinta Akmal stretched out her hand so Anin would welcome her and would go up to the gurney.

"Hhhh.." Anin's subtle snort.

"Well, I will accompany you until you fall asleep.after that I will sleep on the sofa.." said Anin while riding the Akmal gurney.

Both of them are now lying in one bed....Anin timidly obeyed Akmal's willingness to lean on his shoulder...Anin who was tired of watching all the time when Akmal was in a coma.Eventually fell asleep on Aknal's shoulder.Sedang Akmal, could not sleep until dawn...because his heart is so happy to have the opportunity to look at the face of ayu nan shady belongs to his woman.

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After a week of being treated at the Hospital, where at all times and every time Akmal requested that Anin accompany him.Today Akmal's condition is much better....cast and neck brace can be removed.but still he uses a buffer for his walker.

And today also Akmal insisted to get out of the hospital..

"You sure you want to go home today, Akmal ?" ask Mr. Wirawan whose attitude to Akmal was as warm as before Akmal left the house.And apparently it had a huge impact on the personal health of Mr. Wirawan himself, he currently looks much healthier and more vibrant, he looks a lot more,without using the help of a wheelchair, aura her face was already shining brightly.

"Very sure, Pa.' Akmal replied reassuring his Papa.

At this time the Wirawan family was gathered in the nursery of Akmal, Nyonya Mira and Anindya also seemed to be in order to prepare to go home.

And like the previous agreement Anindya and Akmal were quite difficult initially.they decided to return to Java Tumur...also at this time the company where Anin worked is being renovated after the earthquake.

While Anin's house in Jakarta, handed over to Budhe Ruroh to occupy and care for him.

While the Anindya practice clinic is entrusted to Ayang assisted Barra as his main responsibility.

Before leaving Jakarta, they all visited the tomb of Johan's father, to make a pilgrimage as well as say goodbye.

Later when arriving in East Java, they will process the pronunciation of ijab qobul.

Akmal actually wanted to throw a massive party to announce their marriage.

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Arriving at Jatim.after previously traveling by air with a private plane Wirawan family....Anin, Akmal and Mbah Rasni joined Wirawan's residence for a while.until Akmal's health fully recovered.as they searched for a house whose location was cultivated not far from Wirawan's residence.

"Tanteens.! Ooom...!" rafa's voice rushed to greet their arrival with joy in the family room.

Tania also saw her gaze fixed on Anindya with a difficult view to interpret.

Anindya welcomed Rafa's embrace warmly.

Tania looked closer.and without cue, she immediately hugged Anindya tightly.

After a while...Tania released her embrace on Anindya.

All the attention of the person in the living room was on Tania and Anindya.

"Hopefully you will forgive all my mistakes to you, Anin.and.thank you so much you have healed Rafa," said Tania who looked sincere with a thin smile and blind glazed.

"Yes, sister.sama-sama," Anin briefly replied, because she was still examining Tania's attitude to her at this time.

"Already,Tania.biar Anindya rest first.later continued to chat." said Devan.

"Let's Rafa.before Om Akmal's hand...Om you have not recovered properly..later fell how ?" devan continued, which is now addressed to Rafa, because from that time it was spoiled in the hands of Omnya.

Rafa seemed to puckered his mouth as a sign of his protest.

"Om take a break, yeah...Om promise to invite Rafa to play later, Okay ?" talk Akmal to Rafa.

"Truly yes,Om.." said Rafa hopeful...maklumkan..bokah it has been living separately with Akmal.Akmal's return to the Wirawan residence is something he has been waiting for all this time,especially with Anindya and Mbah Rasni.

"You can take the stairs, Akmal ?" ask Mr. Wirawan to worry.

"InsyaAlloh can, Pa.." replied Akmal as his gaze led to Anindya.

Anindya who was still speechless and rowdy from earlier suddenly immediately lowered her head.because she knew Akmal's desire behind her sight.

Especially if you do not want Anin to accompany him up to his room on the 2nd floor.

"The company of Nak Akmal to his room,Nduk.kasian he will still have difficulty walking.." said Mbah Rasni seolag know the code Akmal on Anin earlier.

"But,Mba..." Anin looked embarrassed and objected.

"If not you, who else will accompany Akmal,Anin Iang ! After all you are still legally in the marriage bond.." Madam Mira chimed.

"Loof,kan...Same with Mama..." Akmal looked back at Anin with his mischievous gaze.

"Basic !! Is that what you want ?" tease Devan.

Akmal blinked his eyes while smilingly responding to him.

Mr. Wirawan only mesem see the behavior of his youngest child was.do not want to comment for fear Anin increasingly embarrassed.

Anindya also finally memapah Akmal up the stairs to their room first.

Arriving in front of the room....Anindya seemed to rumble his chest.can not be denied..His feelings are jumbled at this time.Smatches of events 5 years ago in the room began to wander in his memory.

From Akmal's cold demeanor at the beginning of their roomroom to Akmal's bucolic demeanor as the two begin to realize their feelings of love first.

'CEKK'S'

Akmal opened the door of the room, and he noticed Anin's tense face.

"I'm sorry, honey.I can't really erode your bad memory in this room.but I promise.I'll start carving your sweet memory in this room too..." Akmal felt very bad in Anindya's eyes at the moment.

Anindya took a deep breath.

Again his knowledge as a psychologist greatly helped him overcome his current feelings.

"Like my previous commitment, I have forgiven you, Mas..kita open a new page.." said Anindya reassured himself and also Akmal.

Akmal smiled at hearing it.

Anindya's hand, clasped and kissed gently full of love.

"Thank you, honey." said Akmal.

Anin who is actually not used to receiving sweet and bucin treatment from Akmal.yang Akmal often showed a week ago, when Anin was keeping Akmal in the hospital....still wrong and clumsy to respond to it.

"Now you rest, gih..I want to take a bath duly..after that I prepared medicine for you to drink.kan had already eaten on the plane..." Anin diverted the conversation covering her nervousness.

"All right if so." chirped Akmal.

"I mean ?" ask Anin not.

"I haven't had a bath in a week, I'm..tendya already very sultry.kan said you were going to take a shower.all bathing same as me.." said Akmal without guilt or any hesitation.

"Whatt ?!?" exclaimed Anin was in disbelief at what she had just heard.