No. Without you

No. Without you
Where Does This Relationship Come to ?


'I have been stupid all this time too late in my anger and hatred for you..If I could reveal.if ever since I know you..you have started to steal my attention,your toughness and intelligence become a plus for your personality.besides.your natural ayu face of course.but when I have to find out the fact that I was forced to marry you in return for your services to RS...instantly I was very angry and hated you.and now after knowing the truth revealed by Papa. I regret Anin...but unfortunately it is not allowed Papa to express it to you.When you now want to end our marriage..my heart and mind are not willing, Anin...because on the other side there is also Rika who has filled my heart before....I don't know.it's going to boil down to where our relationship is.' Akmal monologue in the heart.


Making her smile suddenly fade away and looking at Anin with a sad look.


'Is this Anindya ? Keep your heart so as not to soften up against men who in fact are only your forced husband....Remember ! He just had to marry you...Remember ! She already had Sister Rika in her heart...Do not let you fall asleep with his sweet attitude so that later you are not too disappointed if you have divorced from him...You have decided to give up fighting to maintain this forced marriage status.so set your heart..get aside and get out of the way...' the monologue Anin inwardly bowed his head helplessly looking at Akmal who was in front of him.


Anin had emptied the contents of her plate.then she stood up to wash the dirty dishes in the kitchen.


Akmal just looked at him in silence.While thinking about what other plans he could do to persuade Anin to return to the Wirawan residence.


"So when can we go home ?" ask Akmal gamang.


"Which house ? This is my home and my world." replied Anin.


"Rumah Wirawan...or do you want me to buy a house for both of us ?" tanya Akmal gave an option to Anin.


"For what ? After all our marriage was only forced.there is no future in it. I have also decided to give up fighting for it.." said Anin while busy washing dishes in the kitchen.


And Anin was aghast when Akmal was suddenly behind him and pulled his shoulder to face Akmal.


But unfortunately Akmal was even exposed to a splash of soap from Anin's hands that spontaneously fluttered.


"Ouch ! Whaith !" sambat Akmal rubbed his eyes.


"Astaghfirullooh home..Mr Doctor ! Just be surprised, right ! So the reflex is shaking hands." said Anin who hurriedly rinsed her hands with clean water.


"What are my eyes, dong ?" Akmal rubbed his eyes.


"Don't be rubbed ! Here let me wash with clean water.." said Anin then take clean water from the sink.then he used to wash Akmal's eyes.


Akmal seemed resigned to receiving Anin's treatment on him.


As a result, Anin and Akmal had to scrape the distance between them.


Gently and slowly rubbed Akmal's eyes with a tissue moistened with clean water.


"That's enough." Akmal said, stopping Anin's hand.


Apparently Akmal no longer felt pain in his eyes anymore.


"Why ? Why give up ?" akmal asked while holding Anin's hand and looking at her interns.


"Yeah...because I don't want to go deeper feeling hurt...I am self-conscious....What else am I fighting myself for ? Who am I..whatever my status..It means nothing in your eyes ?" anin said in a raucous voice.


"If I ask you to stay in this marriage how ?" akmal asked half a whisper.


Stay in their previous position.


"For what ? There is no bond of heart between us.it is from my side.but I have decided it immediately.." Anin replied.


"The heart will not break that easily.let me prove it.." said Akmal.


Then suddenly pulled the nape of Anindya forward.until both of their lips touched gently.


Anin spontaneously widened her eyes to such treatment from Akmal.


He quickly pushed Akmal's body back...


"Sorry..I just want to know what you and I feel if we're close together like that ?" Akmal scratched his nape which instantly brushed.


"I'm sorry I was too selfish all this time to admit that the taste is there...the unique taste seems to be an interesting attraction around the electric field." said Akmal.


"Until now the taste remains, Anin..and that's proof that my heart is bound to you..How about you ?" ask Akmal.


Anin immediately brushed off Akmal's body and walked out of the kitchen without saying anything.


"Already Mr...do not discuss again..no use...do not want to take where our relationship ? Can you answer it ? Recall...You've got Sister Rika." said Anin.


"Don't be greedy ! I've ignored all the flavors.that I have on you.we're each way alone.." Anin's decision.


It seems that Anin's decision has been unanimous and can not be disturbed anymore....


Akmal did not dwell...because he did not have an answer to Anin's question.want to be taken where their relationship will be ? Of course he could not ignore the existence of Rika who had filled his heart for the past 4 years.


Although if I can be honest, his relationship with Rika has no plans to step into a more serious level...Akmal is still doubtful with respect to the habits that Rika has..


"Already Mister...You don't have an answer to my question ? Now go home.I can do it myself.." said Anin Lirih trying as hard as possible.


"All right.I'm going home.but tomorrow.all go to the hospital.." Akmal seems to have given up.


After the conversation...Akmal and Anin were silent...Anin is more in the room, while Akmal is more often on the terrace and in the living room.


Only occasionally go in for prayers and take drinking water.


When dinner time comes...Akmal knocked on Anin's room door.


"Anin..When is dinner...what do you want to eat ? Let me order or do you want to have dinner outside with me ?" ask Akmal.


There's no answer...Akmal passed from the front of Anin's room, sitting back in the living room chair while playing his phone.


And something beyond Akmal's expectations happened...Anin came out of the room wearing a navy long skirt and dusty shirt with her sling bag.


Simple and simple but does not reduce the aura of natural beauty Anindya.


Akmal was surprised to see Anin in front of him.


"Where are you going ?" ask Akmal clumsy.


"She wanted to eat outside." replied Anin.


"Oukehh..!" akmal replied steadily.and he did not change his clothes again.do not want Anin to speak his mind because of waiting too long.


Akmal wears chino khakhi trousers and black polo shirts


Cuss they immediately set off in Akmal's car...


Just this time Akmal felt so happy one car with Anindya...


'Yes Allooh.your servant is a dzolim creature.forgive your servant Ya Robb.' Akmal said in his heart as he looked at the woman now sitting beside him at this time.


"Yes, this heart is difficult to insist on rejecting him.he...the man whose husband is forced to servant.the mind of the servant says.maybe this is the last time we spend time together....protect the servant from the evils of the lust of the servant.Give the best way out according to You,Yaa Robb.' Anin monologue in heart.


As her net glared, she looked out the side window of Akmal's car.