Not Winnings
Besmirched

''Life always goes on its path. Sometimes how hard we try to change it, it just goes back on its way. Therefore life is not an option, but a necessity,''

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''Are you looking for me?''

Bryan then showed Natasha some photos.

''Oh, you finally know,''

''What does this mean Natasha? Panji said you were pregnant. Is that true?''

''Really, haven't you seen it too,''

''Natasha, what have you been thinking of me all this time?''

''What do you think! I assume you don't you already know for yourself.''

''Natasha why are you like this? Answer honestly who is the father of the child you bear?''

But Natasha laughed hysterically looking at Bryan.

''Bryan all this time you keep pretending to be hypocritical. I always try to approach you but you never want to respond to me. Of course I seek warmth from other men. Am I wrong?''

Bryan threw his breath away.

''Then why did Panji say that it was my son, when you clearly knew I never touched you?''

''So you met him? Are you guys stupid! Pitting each other sheep,''

Bryan really didn't think. Why the Natasha he knew so far was not the same as the Natasha he saw now. All his behavior was completely exposed in Bryan's eyes. Why all this time he only realized that the good nature that Natasha had been displaying was just a mere mask.

''Natasha, you're completely changed now,''

''Changed? Hello Bryan, I really hate your innocence. I hate those of you who are never sensitive to my feelings. You are always afraid of your mother. You know the style of dating today, but what do you do? Your dating style is so old-fashioned that it's even out of date.

''Anything must be fiancee first, must be married first, even just handrails you always say we can't this not yet it. We should get married first. Bullshits! I don't like people like you who are always in the name of ethics and also religious norms. What era is this? It's modern, it's no longer ancient times in your mama's day. You are always afraid of him when you are living, not him!''

''Enough Natasha! How do you I already know enough clearly.'' Bryan.

''Then, what does this have to do with me? haven't we broken up? So don't bother my life anymore Natasha said.

Bryan nodded his head.

''All right, I'll make sure. I'll never interrupt your life again.'' Bryan.

''Ok, then get out of my house! Because for me now I've found a better man than you, a more competent man. Even more loving and richer than you, said Natasha who then went into the house slamming the door.

Bryan's mind grew increasingly confused. He went back to the club and drank late into the night.

Raka's been looking for him everywhere like crazy. But I haven't found it yet. It turns out Bryan was aware of the presence of GPS that Raka installed on his phone. Bryan deliberately turned it off so that Raka did not disturb him.

While Raka was still dizzy looking for Bryan's whereabouts, Bryan had even reached home with a severe hangover.

''Bryan! What are you doing?'' Rossa said as she watched her son stagger while holding a bottle of drink.

''Natasha... Why did you betray me so much? Nana your promise first?'' he said in an unconscious state.

''What happened to Bryan Bu? Why is Bryan drunk again?''

''Stop Rena. Quickly you call Raka just tell Raka quickly back,''

''Good ma'am, '' said Rena. But before Rena stepped her feet, suddenly her hand was pulled by Bryan.

''You're! Basic women are not self-aware, women are ******. How dare you betray me. Even pregnant with other men!''

Plaac!!!

A slap floated right on Rena's cheek.

Miss Rossa screamed hysterically seeing Rena get a slap from the son.

''What are you doing Bryan!'' Miss Rosa slapped Bryan.

Rena held the pain in her cheek, but she could do nothing. Because his hand was still held tightly by Bryan.

Miss Rossa tried to get up to help Rena.

''Let go of Rena Bryan. Be aware! She's not Natasha, but Rena!''

But Bryan just silently stared at Rena. In her mind, Rena's face changed. Sometimes being Natasha sometimes becomes Rena. Bryan tried to sharpen his gaze. But it seems that because the lust has been in the crown, he also pulled Rena and locked her in the room.

Rena slammed on the bed to make him scream in pain. Because his wrist hit the edge of the mattress.

''Mas, what are you going to do? Please let go of me. I'm not Natasha, I'm Rena! Maid Mother Rossa. Please wake up!'' Rena said as she pleaded she tried to reach for the doorknob.

But Bryan immediately took the key before Rena managed to get the key.

''You will never be able to run Natasha again! Wait, this? Natasha?''

Bryan was still trying to rub his eyes. Rena's face continues to change and without caring anymore Bryan immediately grabbed Rena's body and launched the action. Bryan then kissed Rena ferociously making Rena cry in fear.

''Please release me Mas,'' please Rena while trying to escape from Bryan's confinement. But his voice seemed to be stuck in the throat, because Bryan's other hand while strangling Rena's neck.

Rena can't do anything anymore. That night his body was completely crushed. Not only his body, even his heart was also broken. He had been touched by the son of his own master who was drunk and not aware of his actions.

Rena could only endure the crying and pain, as Bryan played very rough. This time Bryan's actions are really out of bounds. Even he did not hesitate to tie the two hands of Rena who is now helpless. Until finally, Rena was unconscious.

Miss Rossa was still waiting for her at the door crying hysterically listening to every scream and plea of Rena.

''Bryan....Mama please let go of Rena, please. If you hurt her, Mama make sure Mama will never forgive you Bryan,''

Tok.dok...

Miss Rossa kept knocking on Bryan's door. But Bryan did not pay attention to the call from the mother.

Until the morning.... Rena woke up from her stupor. He saw Bryan still sleeping behind him. Rena saw her body that was now stained. She cried again, remembering what had happened. His body and heart are now more broken and full of red marks due to Bryan's actions.

He slowly picked up his clothes on the floor and put them on. Empty views. He turned back to Bryan.

''I hate you so much, I hate you!'' he said it was full of emphasis.