Not Winnings
Conscious

...''What is the farthest distance between humans when we miss someone we cannot possibly see again in this world.''_ Rena....

...''The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death. But the furthest distance is when I stand before you, but you do not know that I love you....

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It has been three days since Rossa and Bryan took care of Raka or Rena in the hospital. Rena has been conscious since after not last night moved in the treatment room.

While Raka, Raka until now has not been self-conscious.

Ever since Rena was sober, Bryan did not dare to appear directly in front of her. Bryan asks the nurse or Miss Rossa who replaced him to take care of Rena. At most he could only look at her in silence.

Rena was shocked when she found out that her eyes could no longer see the beautiful colors of the world. Fortunately Miss Rossa with painstaking and maternal soul can give understanding and strengthen the heart of Rena.

But Rossa's heart was also made unpleasant when the Rena family suddenly contacted him.

''Hello good night,''

''Night, sorry who is this?'' Miss Rossa said when suddenly a no goes into her phone.

''Sorry to interrupt mom, my sister mbak Rena. This mom and dad want to talk to mbak Rena. Is Rena busy?''

Degs....

Miss Rossa's heart was shocked for a moment. But immediately he tried to calm himself so as not to make the Rena family worried.

''Rena's mother is accompanying my son to buy monthly necessities. Please convey to the father and mother mbak Rena yes,''

''Ooh... Okay mom. okay. I will tell my mother and father later,''

''Yes, my son is moving house. So these few days things are very busy.''

''Yes.thank you ma'am. And sorry for interrupting mom's time,''

''Oh, that's okay. Don't hesitate like that.''

And their conversation is over. Miss Rossa dropped down on the chair beside the bed where Raka was lying. Suddenly he felt very guilty with the Rena family.

The flashback

Slowly, Rena's fingers started to move. Bryan who saw that immediately stood up and smiled happily.

''Elena! You finally realized, but he immediately closed his mouth using both hands.

He ran out to find doctors and nurses to check on Rena.

''How's he doing doc?'' Bryan whispered next to the doctor after he finished checking on Rena.

''His condition is starting to improve. You should not be forced to open your eyes first. Because he just finished surgery, so for a while we closed both eyes first so as not to be exposed to bacteria or irritation due to being too forced to open, said the doctor explained the situation Rena, and Bryan listened to it carefully.

Rena sits her body in the aid of a nurse.

''Why my eyes? Why are my eyes closed like this?'' He said after he was completely conscious.

The nurse told him that his eyes had been hit by broken glass so that he could no longer see the world.

Rena is crying hysterically.

''O Lord, what more trials have you given me? Why do the trials that You gave me in a row happen to me? Do you see me that strong? Where did you see him?'' He said on the sidelines of his crying.

Bryan did not fast to hear Rena's words. He then ran out looking for his mother.

''Ah, please, please. Please calm Rena. Rena is hysterical,''

''No mah, Rena just realized. Then he asked about his eyes and the nurse explained. Rena was devastated when she learned the truth that she could not see anymore, Bryan explained it to her mother.Even her hands seemed to tremble and her eyes reddened. It is clear that Bryan was sad to see the state of Rena.

''Okay son, you wait here. Watch brother. Mama will be there to see Rena.''

''Well mah, then please tell Bryan if there's anything,''

Miss Rossa nodded her head and rubbed the top of Bryan's head. His resolute steps walked towards Rena's room.

There the nurse was calming Rena down. Even inject a sedative so that Rena does not return histeries and force open the bandage that covers both eyes.

''My dear, you are well aware, Miss Rosa is sitting next to Rena holding Rena's hand.

''Mom, I can't see anymore. Rena will be a disabled person, Rena blind Bu, he said weakly because the sedative has started to work.

''No dear, for the time being Rena's eyes are being treated. Rena calm down first, baby, whisper Miss Rossa in Rena's ear.

And slowly Rena fell asleep again because of the effects of sedatives.

''Doctor, is there another way for my daughter to see?''

''Yesterday we explained it to Mr. Bryan. Miss Rena can look back, when getting an eye donor, said the doctor.

Miss Rossa nodded her head.

''I understand doc, thank you doc. For a while please give strict supervision to this daughter of mine. At least ask one nurse to be a personal nurse for my daughter, Ms. Rossa said.

The doctor nodded and left Rena's room. Now all that's left is Rena and Miss Rossa.

Miss Rossa kissed Rena's forehead.

''Rest first, my dear. Mama wants to take care of Raka first. Mama will come here again, he whispered in Rena's ear. Then slowly left Rena's room and returned to her son's room.

''How mah? How is Rena doing right now?'' Bryan immediately asked questions when he saw his mother enter the room where his sister was in care.

''Rena is under the influence of a sedative. For a while, my mother also asked the doctor to provide a private nurse to take care of Rena. So you can go back to her side first. He still sleeps.'' Said Miss Rossa.

Bryan will also step back his legs to go to Rena's room. But his steps stopped when his mother called......

''Bryan....''

''Yes mah?'' Bryan turned back to his mother.

''Bryan, what if if...'' bu Rossa speech restrained as if he refused to let out. But he had thought carefully that he wanted to tell his eldest son.

''What is Mah? Is there anything that bothers my mind?''

''Bryan, if your sister can't come back later, are we better to give her eyes to Rena,''

Hearing that Bryan immediately shook his head.

''No mah, Bryan is sure Raka will definitely recover. Raka will definitely be healed. I believe in Bryan. Raka is my most powerful sister. Bryan was sure that God loved him very much. Mama knows Raka is a good boy, God can't take it for granted. Mama don't say that again. We pray that Raka will wake up quickly and recover quickly,''

Rossa's mother's cries spilled on Bryan's arms, considering his son was still in such a state. Even the doctor has given an ultimatum if one week Raka can not be aware, the possibility of Raka really can not be saved.

In that cry, Raka slowly opened her two eyes. Hearing the sobs from the Mama, Raka tried her hardest to move her fingers. Then his mouth began to say....

''Mama, don't cry,''

Miss Rossa and Bryan were immediately shocked to hear a very familiar voice in her ear. They both turned their heads towards Raka.

''My dear people,''