Not Winnings
Rena

...''Physical injuries can be seen. But the next day the physical wound will probably dry up and heal. But the wound in the heart, although invisible to the eye but the pain can make a person continue to feel it even though it has been many years.''...

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Bryan slowly stepped forward towards Rena. But the more Bryan added to his steps, the more nervous Rena's heart grew.

Cold sweat began to wet Rena's forehead. Both of his hands clenched tightly, to the point that his nails injured his palms.

Bryan could not bear to see Rena's expression. His mother forced him to round up his courage in order to quickly talk to Rena. But seeing Rena's situation closely like this increasingly makes Bryan's heart sick and sad.

So deep is the wound he inflicted. Creating a deep trauma for the woman currently standing before him.

Bryan raised both hands.

''Calm down, Ren, I won't hurt you. I promise, ah no. I swear to God I'll never hurt you again or do anything out of bounds again. Calm down, Bryan tried to calm the psychic Rena.

But instead of being calm, when he saw Bryan raised both hands instead made Rena scream in fear.

''Aaaaaa!'' Rena immediately crouched down to hide her head behind the folds of her hands.

Raka who had gone quite a distance while pushing her mother's wheelchair. Hearing the sound of Rena's scream instantly made her stop her steps and turn to look at Rena. Raka immediately ran over to Rena.

"Relax..calm down...." Raka took Rena into her arms. slowly rubbed her shoulders and tried to calm Rena down.

Bryan didn't know what else to do. He decided to go to his mother and bring her home.

POV Rena

Today Mas Raka took me to accompany her to deliver her mother to do physiotherapy. I am very happy, said Mas Raka the condition of Missa has started to improve.

Guilt began to envelop the recesses of my heart. If it wasn't for me, maybe Miss Rosa would still be healthy and well.

Some time ago mas Raka invited me to speak so that I began to rise again and try to forgive the past. I know what Mas Raka means, which is to forgive his brother. But I really don't know what to do.

If I remember that night, it really scares me even more and reminds me how ruined my life is. My tears are slowly wetting my cheeks. I remember my mother in the village. I miss my family. I want to go home and hug them.

For a few months, I was only able to call or make video calls. But none of that can cure my longing for my family. I also know Raka mas still often send money to my family as a form of salary as I used to when I was working at Missa's house.

But I'm also not good if it goes on like this. The problem is I don't work at my house, Miss Rossa. And at this time I just became unemployed and hitchhiking live in the house mas Raka. My job is just eating sleep, sleeping, and walking.

Raka was very good at treating me. I know Raka loves me very much. Especially after he told me his feelings at the time. But I feel like this kind of me really doesn't deserve her. How else do I explain it. I don't want to be a burden to Raka. But I also don't want to hurt Raka.

After a long thought I decided I would try to love Mas Raka. I will try to repay Raka's love even though I know I shouldn't have done this.

"What are you doing?"

I saw Raka leaning against the door and came to greet me. I just smiled in response to Raka's question.

It feels like it has become a habit. Every time I finished taking a shower and sat at the dresser, Raka always came to comb my hair. It feels very comfortable. I have never felt anything like this either.

When I was with my ex-husband, I've never been treated this well. I looked up to see his expression on his handsome face. The calm and peaceful face was always smiling every time it was beside me. My heart hurts more and more thinking about it.

"Let's come with me to take Mama to do physiotherapy" he said, looking at me with a smile that he did not forget to always give me.

I also nodded in agreement with Raka's request. After all, I also want to know the current state of Miss Rossa.

But when we were about to step into the car, suddenly Mas Raka held my hand.

"Miss,"

Just a word that said my name in her soft voice, then took me into her arms.

This aroma was a distinctive scent that could always calm my mind, which could always make me comfortable and seemed to want to sleep in his arms.

"I don't know what my mom's up to. But maybe you'll meet my brother later,"

When Mas Raka mentioned her brother's name, the feeling began to re-emerge. Anxiety, fear, anxiety seemed to mix into one. My hands started sweating again. I held onto the edge of my shirt tightly and tried to calm my heart.

"If my brother wants to talk to you later, can you talk to him? It seems like my brother is really sorry and wants to apologize to you. There may be a lot of talk about other things as well. I hope you're willing yes, to meet my brother," he asked me.

I can't bear to refuse Raka's request. Especially during this time He who always takes care and takes care of me sincerely. I don't hate Bryan, but I hated what he did that night. I hate Mas Bryen because he vented the failure of his love for me.

It's not my fault. Wasn't his fiancee betraying him! Why did he ruin my life. I also slowly nodded in agreement with Raka's request.

"Well, when you meet my brother, you try to calm your emotions, remember! I will always take care of you. I will always be by your side. Don't worry if he does anything out of bounds, yelling at me. I'll just beat him up for you" said Mas Raka, who tried to persuade me.

I smiled and nodded slowly.

We went to the hospital where Ms. Rossa was doing physiotherapy. Arriving there I saw Miss Rossa alone and just practiced moving her body accompanied by a doctor.

Mas Raka smiled at me. Then slowly took my hand and led me to her mother.

"Mama!"

Physiotherapy is over, we intend to take Miss Rossa home. But unexpectedly it turns out Bryan also arrived there.

Earlier, Rossa said that Mas Bryan was busy. My heart also felt calm. I think our meeting will be delayed a while. Until the moment Mas Bryan actually stood before me. I really can't control my emotions anymore.

Mas Raka and Miss Rossa asked me to talk to Bryan. But when I saw him getting closer, it scared me more and I didn't know what was going on.

POV Rena finished