Not Winnings
Traumatizing

''The more you experience, the less you want to talk. What you say others don't care. What others say you don't understand. Thousands of things are destiny. One little cannot be controlled by another. In this adult world. Pain without words, smile without speech. Slowly learn not to like to talk. And learn to explain. All the problems were ultimately borne quietly.''

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Rena came out of that godforsaken room. And when he opened the door, Miss Rossa was shocked because her body almost toppled over. Because at that time Miss Rossa continued to be in front of the door of her son's room until she fell asleep while leaning on the door.

''Rena... Rena, forgive mom. Mom can't do anything. Forgive me, said Miss Rossa begging for forgiveness while hugging Rena's body.

Rena just kept quiet and didn't respond to anything. He then slowly released Miss Rossa's embrace.

''Rena, where are you going, son?'' Miss Rossa tried to hold one of Rena's hands, as Rena was about to walk away.

''Mom promised, I'll beat Bryan right now. Please don't act rashly, baby. I'll have Bryan take responsibility for what he did,''

Miss Rossa then immediately went into the room and tried to wake Bryan up. But Rena doesn't care about it anymore. He packed his things and left Miss Rossa's house.

Rena continued walking down the street until she reached the highway. He did not look back one bit. His eyes continued to stare blankly at the street, carrying his bag. Until he arrived at a high bridge. Rena stopped silent, then looked down at the bridge under which the river flowed deep and swift.

He then crouched down and wept lamenting his fate now. How not? If he returned to the village, there would be many questions from his family. He also did not want to humiliate his family, with his current condition. It was enough for him the insults and insults they had received long ago.

"I don't know why You chose me O God as one of the people who lived with this harsh destiny. I don't know from which side you see my toughness and ability to get through all this. Even every day this self has to pretend to look okay in front of everyone. Resisting the feeling of complaining, the feeling of being destroyed, the feeling of being angry and everything I have to endure alone. How can You give me such a weak test. And how can You believe so much that I am able to face this severe test, while myself doubt," said Rena in her tears.

On the other hand Raka had already returned home. He looked surprised to see his house was quiet, even the front door was wide open.

''What is this? Why does the house look so quiet?'' Raka said.

Raka immediately rushed in. I don't know why it doesn't taste so good.

''Mama! Mah.. The mama? Where's mama?"

Raka kept calling her mother, but did not sound authentic from her mother. Suddenly Raka heard voices coming from her sister's room.

While in the room, Bryan was being scolded all out by Miss Rossa.

"Bryan! you are truly a savage human! Mama really didn't expect, mama could raise a son like you! Mama never taught you to do things like that Bryan. My mom never taught me to hurt anyone! Mama is really hurt to see how you behave Bryan!'' said Miss Rossa who is now crying while holding her chest that increasingly feels tight.

''Since childhood Mama tried hard to finance you from childhood, guiding you to educate you. Mama always does it carefully so that you become a good child to be a useful human being! Not even to ruin people's children! Do you know how hurt Mama felt when she heard Rena begging you to let go!''

"Well, I'm sorry Bryan mah. Bryan is truly a khilaf. Bryan had no idea what Bryan was doing. Forgive Bryan," Bryan begged his mother to apologize even to prostrate at his mother's feet.

"Better now you find Rena. He just came out!'' Said Miss Rossa.

Raka was listening behind the door. He then approached his brother and hit him.

Buk....

''What have you done to Rena Bangsat! What are you doing yell!'' Shouted Raka who directly hit her brother.

BRAK!....

Miss Rossa fell unconscious.

"Mama!''

Raka immediately carried her mother and put her on the bed. After enveloping her mother, Raka only realized the condition of her brother's room is disheveled.

"What happened?'' Raka asked who was looking intently at Bryan.

"I've raped Rena" Bryan replied with his head lowered.

Bugs....

One fist floated back in Bryan's stomach.

"You're a real fucking Bryan guy. I really didn't expect to have a sister like you! Now where's Rena?"

"I don't know. When I woke up there was no one, and my mom came to scold me,"

"You deserve to be scolded. Not just scolded, you should be in jail!"

Raka then took her car keys back and drove off.

"Where should I look for you? If anything happens to Rena, I'll never forgive you Bryan!" Monologue Raka.

Raka looked left and right. He was confused to find Rena where else.

"Did Rena go back to the village? No way, it seems like Mama had said that just Rena out of the house. I need to find him right away,"

Raka occasionally wondered to the people on the street. And fortunately there were some people who had seen Rena go towards the highway.

And sure enough, not far from where he asked, Raka saw Rena standing on the bridge.

"What will he do?''

Raka looks anxious to see Rena standing on the bridge.

Raka immediately parked her car and ran towards Rena quickly. Without hesitation Raka immediately hugged Rena from behind.

"What are you gonna do? Please don't do anything stupid" Raka said.

It looks like Rena is very scared and it looks like Rena is experiencing a very heavy trauma. In Raka's arms, Rena was crying hysterically. Raka also cried, seeing the condition of Rena.

Whether the feeling grew from when, but the joy in his heart increasingly convinced him that he seemed to have fallen for the assistant of the Mama's household.