Not Winnings
Sincerity love Raka

''Accepting the situation is not because he really lives it. Because he has no other choice. Being an adult is not an option. Although it was very painful,''

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Raka hugged Rena tightly and led her into the car.

But suddenly, Rena was hysterical.

''Don't touch me! I beg you, I beg you!'' Shouted Rena.

"Calm down. It's I'm Raka, take a good look.''

Raka held onto both of Rena's cheeks and tried to calm Rena down. Until finally Rena suddenly fell asleep in her arms.

"I have to bring Rena back soon. No, I can't take Rena back to mom's house. If he sees Bryan, I'm afraid Rena's condition will get worse.

Raka decided to take Rena directly to her own home.

Raka slowly carried Rena who was currently still asleep. Then take her upstairs and place her in her room.

Slowly his hand grabbed onto Rena's haircut and tidied it up.

''Forgive my family. From now on, I will be responsible to you, Raka said.

Rena rubbed both her eyes. Slowly the net adapts to the surrounding situation.

''Where is this? I'm like a stranger to this place" Rena looked around there. Until his eyes are imprinted on the photo of Raka, Miss Rossa and Bryan are displayed on the bedside nightstand.

When Rena saw Bryan's face, suddenly Rena cried hysterically again. Rena covered both her ears and hid covering her face with a blanket.

Raka who heard Rena's scream, he immediately ran upstairs, because at that time he was cooking food for Rena and himself.

"Rena.. Rena?" Raka tries to call out to Rena, but Rena keeps her face hidden under the covers.

Raka slowly grabbed the blanket and opened it.

"Calm down, it's me. Relax yeah... Calm down," said Raka hugging Rena while stroking her shoulders.

Rena raised her head to look at the two eyes of Raka who now joined in crying hugged her.

"Mas Raka, my life has been destroyed" said Rena on the sidelines of her cries.

"No, please don't talk like that. My brother is a jerk, my brother is a bastard. Take it easy there is me, my brother has done things beyond limits against you. From now on I will take charge and marry you" Raka said.

Rena shook her head.

"No, it's not Raka's fault. It has nothing to do with Raka's mas."

"Then, do I need to force Bryan to take responsibility and marry you?"

"Not really. I don't want a mas. Bryan loves Miss Natasha very much. He did that because he was disappointed with non Natasha. Maybe in Mas Bryan's heart there's only a Non Natasha,"

"I'm okay, mas. Perhaps this was already my destiny," Rena rubbed her wet eyes.

"Thank you because Mas Raka's been good with Rena, all along,"

"Rena, don't say that. What are you gonna do? Please don't do anything rash,"

"Will not mas, I will not do anything stupid that will only harm myself again. Maybe I'll go home to Mas village,"

"Go home? Then, are you going to explain it to your family about all this?"

Rena shook her head.

"Just remember, Rena won't complain to my family. I'll take it myself,"

''No, I don't allow it. I've decided that I'll marry you soon,''

''Please don't do that, I don't want to be pitied. I do not want Mas Raka to marry me, because Mas Raka feels guilty for the actions of Bryan who raped me.''

''This isn't Bryan's problem or about the incident. I will marry you because I do love you, Raka said sincerely.

Rena shook her head. Her tears fell down her cheeks.Now even her voice began to falter due to the sobbing of her cries.

''No. no. No. mas. I don't deserve Mas Raka. I am a widow who was married. And I was just an uneducated maid. I too have been stained. I'm not a good woman Mas Raka. Mas Raka is a good and well educated person. Mas Raka also has a bright future. Mas Raka deserves a better woman than me,''

''This is neither a matter of being highly educated nor a matter of being responsible. But because I really love you Rena. Please don't reject me. I'm sorry for just expressing my feelings. Actually, my feelings have arisen since the first time we met.''

Rena still shook her head. His hand shuts his mouth. He really did not expect when his fate fell down like this. There are still men who love him. But she doesn't want to be a selfish woman. If Raka marries her, what will people say.

''Please don't reject me. Please give me a chance to prove my love. I don't want to promise you anything first. But I will try to prove that my love is truly sincere to you. I really want to take care of you, spend the rest of my life with you until the end of life separates us, Raka said as she hugged Rena tightly.

Rena's cry further broke in Raka's embrace. He was not able to say anything more.

''You don't have to answer now. Let's just go ahead first, yes, I won't force you to directly comply with my request. I will faithfully wait for you until you are truly willing to accept me. Allow me to pursue you, allow me to try to get your love and open your heart back, Raka said.

On the other hand, Miss Rossa is still unconscious. Bryan was pacing back and forth from earlier waiting for his mother to regain consciousness. He has called the doctor.

The doctor is currently examining Ms. Rossa.

''How's my mom doing doc?''

''It looks like Miss Rossa is exhausted and exposed to hypothermia. Why is Miss Rosa cold like this? What really happened?'' Said the doctor.

Bryan could not answer anything. Because all this did not escape his mistake.

Bryan cried while kissing his mother's hand. He repeatedly apologized and repeatedly begged his mother to open her eyes. Soon after, Miss Rossa opened her eyes.

But his eyes were blank staring at the surroundings. Even when he saw the son, he was silent and spoke nothing.

''Mama, please say something. Mama can use me, Mama can beat me up. If you need, my mom can kill me. Bryan please, mama don't shut me up like this. Please say something, said Bryan who was still holding one of Ms. Rossa's hands.