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EPISODE 149 LOVES WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE ANYTHING

The woman sat back to the door, with a head that had no hair there. Slippery like a shell.

In the deserted temple of Sunyen he contemplated all the journeys of his life, trying to repeat every inch of his memory, scavenging for awareness of the mistakes he had made.

Her clothes of ordinary cotton, with a plain light blue color, look very contrasted with her well-groomed tight skin just looks pale white.

The queen mother served the sentence given to her, not the death penalty or the imprisonment, but she was sent to the temple of Sunyen to contemplate her sins, just like Jiu Fei who had been sent by him to this place.

Empress Yi and Her Majesty had agreed not to let the queen mother have to lose her honor in order to see Zhao Juren, the son who loved her.

But all his life he was exiled in the temple of Sunyen, not to go out without the supervision of his guards.

"The appropriate punishment for the queen mother is to pray for the rest of her life in a quiet and peaceful place, so that if one day she dies then she will not be ashamed to meet the ancestors of Yanzhi."Xiao Yi said that to His Majesty, when considering what punishment the Queen mother deserved.

A young man in a soft purple robe and long unraveling hair, entered slowly, his steps barely heard.

He stood there for so long looking at the mother's back, before then he raised his voice,

"Mother..."

The queen mother who no longer had hair turned her back. He looked at who was coming.

The Queen Mother looked like she was seeing a ghost.

Really, all day and night he just always prayed for this boy, hoping God would change his life to keep Zhao Juren alive.

"Juren..." His raucous voice sounded surprised, staring at the purple-robed man standing behind him.

"Are you still alive?" He asked, even though he was still in a sitting position.

"I won't die before I meet my mother." Zhao Juren replied with no way to hide the look of his face that was as cloudy as the sky in the rainy season.

He did not expect that the child he had made to suffer would come to him after what he had done.

"Mom, do you miss me? " That question felt heartbreaking as it came out of Zhao Juren's lips.

"Juren..." The queen mother stood from her feet, her pale yellow cotton robe to the ground.

Zhao Juren could barely hold back her tears, looking at the state of the mother.

She used to see the queen mother in luxurious silk clothes, her long black hair would be neatly curled and tucked in various beautiful hair ornaments of gold, silver, jade and pearls. Her face would definitely be given this kind of pale innocent makeup, which made her years older.

Now seeing what was in front of him, this scene suddenly became extremely strange.

"Are you okay?" All of Zhao Juren's consecutive questions could not be answered, except for her tears that fell could not be contained.

"Why did you come here?" The queen asked tremblingly. He felt ashamed to realize his state was so pitiful to look at.

"I came to see Mom." Zhao Juren replied hoarsely.

The Queen Mother shook her head, taking a step back.

"Have you come to mock me?"

Zhao Juren was flabbergasted when she heard her mother ask so.

"I'll never mock you..." Sadness Sahut.

"Look, what can I do for you now?" The Queen Mother laughed hoarsely, while laughing at her.

"I don't need anything else, mom. I don't need anything." Zhao Juren cut the sentence of the queen mother while shaking her head.

"But..."

"I don't want any mother, I just want to see mom stay alive." Zhao Juren advanced forward slowly, then in her grief she bent her body and rested at the mother's feet.

"Juren..." The taste of haru gushed, making the queen mother tremble in her place standing.

His biological son, whom he had always called his nephew, kissed his feet now as a son who longed for his mother.

The surging sinful feeling hit his deepest chest, how not, should this child hate him and lose respect for him due to all his deeds to Zhao Juren.

But, what he received now, how was the opposite. Humblely the boy was now resting at his feet.

"I stabbed you, Juren. I almost killed you." His frown, as if he was reminding himself of what he had done.

"Don't remember it anymore, mom. It's just a mistake that's not worth remembering."

Zhao Juren's reply made the mother's legs feel weak, her legs as if unable to support her own body.

The Queen Mother sat down in front of her struggling son.

"I'm sorry if as a child I embarrassed my mother.I'm sorry if I had to make my mother suffer when I saw her." Zhao Juren said with her lips paled.

"Don't say that." The Queen Mother let her tears collapse in front of Zhao Juren. Both of his hands held onto Zhao Juren's shoulders with trembling hands.

"I've been very sinful to you, Juren. I have made you lose your status and identity. I've made you lose half your life and all your happiness."

"I don't blame you." Zhao Juren replied as she swallowed her saliva which felt almost choking her.

"But I should have given you a proper position."

"I love you, mother. I love you without having to make you suffer thinking of me.

I just want you to hold me..." Zhao Juren lowered her face, in front of the person she respected so much from then on.

The Queen Mother grabbed the gallant body, hugging it with a trembling body. He did not know what his son's heart was made of, so he forgave him without worrying about how he suffered all this time because of the evil mother's actions.

The child who has been disappointed in such a way forgives him without a single grudge.

The Queen Mother cried out in tears, hugging Zhao Juren. A mother's longing embrace, a mother's embrace of losing half her life neglects a child in such a heartless manner, a mother's embrace filled with all sorts of regrets.

"I love you my son Juren, I love you.I just don't know how." His mother's sobs, he felt lost in his own life due to the hatred, envy and envy that filled his chest cavity, filling his heart even flowing in his blood.

Zhao Juren returned her mother's embrace tightly, she couldn't speak anymore.

This was really the only thing she wanted, to get the affection of the person who gave birth to her.

He does not need a position or position, he does not want a throne or a kingdom.

Zhao Juren only wanted sincere love from the mother who confessed it without ignoring her anymore.

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