
"Who's got you pregnant?" Ask Mom at her sobs.
Deg.
"Answer Va! Who's got you?" Mom said crying while tugging at my collar, and I cried too.
"Ma-af Ma'am." I stammered.
"Once again I ask, who impregnated you? He should be in charge of you and your baby Va." Say Mother.
"It can't be Mom." Say it while crying.
"Why? Is that man the man's husband? O Allah Va, why is your fate like this!" Mother said as she cried roaring.
"Ma-af is Eva Ma'am! Eva can't take good care of herself, like I said. Eva dirty Mom, Eva disgusted with Eva's body! Forgive Eva Ma." Say me, and then I sit at Mom's feet.
"Wake Nak! Wake up! Don't be like this, fuck your baby son." Said Mom trying to help me sit on the bed and wipe my tears.
"I'm sorry Eva Ma'am! Eva's wrong! Eva's embarrassed about Mom! Eva's leaving here, Mom, Eva's not going to put me in the neighbor's bunk, but Eva please forgive Eva ma'am." I said and then Mom hugged me.
"How did this happen, son?" Ask Mom.
"I'm d-i per-ko-sa Ma'am." I stammered with tears coming out.
"Allah, O Allah, who has raped you? We have to hold him accountable." Say Mother.
"Can't be Mom." My speech.
"Why? Is it because he's the man's husband? He must remain in charge, son! How will this boy be?" Say Mother.
"He did want to be responsible, but 2 months ago he had an accident and he forgot his memory. All he remembers is what happened 5 years ago, which means he doesn't remember the fateful incident, ma'am." Say it while crying.
"We can meet his family, yes! We need to see his family, they can help us." Say Mother sure.
"I don't have any proof ma'am, how will they believe it?" My speech.
"Oh my God, son! It's too bad your fate." Mom said and hugged me.
"I'm sorry Eva Ma'am! Eva please forgive Eva!" Say it while pleading.
"Have Son! Already!" Mother said as she cupped my face, and wiped away my tears.
"Mother was disappointed, but the rice had become porridge. We should be able to go through with it, son, take care of your baby lovingly. He's innocent, he's the most beautiful gift God has ever given." Said Mom while gently stroking my stomach.
"Look! Perhaps this is a rebuke from God, so that we further increase our piety and destiny that we must sincerely live. I'm sure one day you'll find your happiness, with this child." Say mother with affection.
"Thank you so much, Mom, for forgiving Eva!" Say me sad.
"Now you clean up and rest! We will pray together and ask God to forgive us." Mom said while stroking my hair.
"Yes, Mom." My mother and I came out of my room.
And the night passed, Mom and I tried to behave as usual. Until we told her how when Mom was pregnant with me first, and how bothered her father when he obeyed her cravings request first.
It's 02:00 but these eyes haven't closed yet, and I'm starting to feel hungry. Because my mother and I ate only a little, because our mixed feelings made us not tasteful to eat.
I came out of the room and slipped out of the house, when I was outside I was confused what I wanted to eat. So I walked and looked left and right, to find a food vendor. I also found a fried rice wagon that was still open, I then approached it.
"Aren't there?" Ask me.
"There's Neng, would you like to pack or eat here?" Ask the fried rice seller.
"Eat here sir! I want fried rice mixed in kwetiau 1 weeks yes sir! Don't forget to use vegetables, the eggs in the block sir! If there's a leek, sir! But if there's nothing either." Say it while smiling.
"Neng is craving again, right?" Ask the fried rice seller.
"Yes Sir!" I said a cry.
"Let's! Yes, let Neng sit first, you make it first Neng." Say fried rice seller.
"Yes sir." I took a chair and sat down and played the phone, before long my order came.
"Please enjoy Neng, hopefully according to Neng's wishes." Said the fried rice seller, while keeping 2 dishes in front and side of me.
"Thank you very much Sir." My words then began to eat my order voraciously, really according to my expectations very tasty just not spicy.
"Sir!" Call me.
"Why Neng?" Ask seller.
"I was the spicy pesen sir! This is not spicy sir?" My complaint.
"Sorry Neng! Neng's husband said it shouldn't be spicy, so I don't love Neng much. Then if you'll excuse me, Neng, someone bought it again." Said the salesman, which astonished me.
"Pregnant women should not eat too spicy." Said someone and I glanced next to me, how surprised I was to see the person who was busy eating my order on another plate.
"Ka-k Na-than." I was shocked and he just nodded.
"Eat." His words and no matter why I did so, I continued eating me greedily without caring for the whereabouts of Brother Nathan beside me.
When I turned my head, Nathan was gone, and I just shrugged my shoulders no matter what. I approached the fried rice seller to pay for my order.
"How much is everything, sir?" Ask me.
"Is it over, Neng? It has been paid for everything with Neng's husband, thank you Neng! If you just want to come here again." Say Friendly fried rice seller.
"His husband? Oh yes sir! Then excuse me." Saying, again Brother Nathan plays my husband and I just let out a long sigh.
"Lake in." Said Brother Nathan who was waiting for me, because he did not want to make a scene and I was afraid to go home alone. Finally I got into Nathan's car, along the way we kept quiet until we got to the front of my house.
"Thank you very much, brother." Said me while getting out of the car and before long Kak Nathan's car left the house, I also re-entered by sneaking.