
A few days after I learned of my pregnancy, my health declined. Mom was daydreaming and had no appetite, making me feel even more guilty.
Haus. . . Haus. . . Haus. . .
"Mom eat yuk!" Take me.
Kolkata. . .
"You eat first, son, I'm not hungry yet." Say something after opening the room door.
"Mother's sick? Mom's face is pale, we're going to the Doctor!" Say I'm worried.
"Mom is fine, son! You don't have to worry, it's been eating." Say Mother.
"Wouldn't want to, anyway want to eat with Mom. Come on, dong ma'am!" My whine.
"You're like a child, come on!" Said Mom and I immediately took Mom's hand to the dining table.
"Mom ate a lot! Let me be healthy, don't eat late Mom. Mom's face is pale, we go to the doctor after eating. Eva is sad to see the rich mother gini, sorry Eva is Mom." Say me while looking down.
"No need, son! You are not wrong, son! I'm fine, I'm sorry I couldn't give you a good life. So you experience something like this, but you have to know. Every exam, there must be the best way out. Believe that God has prepared something beautiful for you later, do not give up easily. Live all sincerely and patiently, loving your child wholeheartedly. She'll be the one to protect you, from everyone." Mother said softly and made me shed tears hearing her.
"Yes Ma'am, Eva will love this child with all her heart. Like a mother who loves Eva, you have to be healthy! Help Eva take care of it!" Say it with a forced smile.
"While I can't help you take care of it, I'm sure you can be a great mom. Remember never despair in the face of life, son! You will always be in your heart, and you will always be in your prayers." Said mom while stroking my hair.
"The mother must be healthy, so that she can help Eva take care of her later. Eva's going crazy if you don't exist! Mom is everything to Eva! Eva loves Mom! Anyway, I have to keep going with Eva!" I then hugged my mother tightly.
"You can't talk like that! Our dead lives are arranged by God! We can only wait and receive it, remember Yes, all Mom's messages!" Say Mom with a smile.
"Yes Mom! Eva promised, I won't talk that way again. Eva will sincerely go through everything and will not be easily discouraged, like a mother who is always strong through everything." My speech.
"Already! It's already! Come on now at the meal, you have to eat a lot so that your baby is healthy. Eating can't be weird, it must be healthy so that the baby is also healthy." Say Mother.
"Each commander." I said and we laughed together and enjoyed our dinner.
The next day. . .
As usual I woke up before dawn, and I rushed to the kitchen. The kitchen is still dark, marked Mother is not awake. I also started making various cakes as usual, until the dawn of the adhan reverberated. Mother had not left the room at all, after everything was finished and I went to Mom's room.
Haus. . . Haus. . . Haus. . .
"Room. . . Wake up, it's dawn." I said after knocking on the door, but there was no sound.
Because I was worried that I would open the door to Mom's room, lucky not to be locked by Mom. I also approached Mother who was lying with a pale face, and held Mother's forehead which turned out to be warm.
"Room. . . Mother. . ." I said while holding Mom's hand and stroking her, slowly her eyes opened.
"What's up, son? Sorry I woke up late, didn't I?" Mom said and smiled weakly.
"No need son, mom's fine. Like today we have a holiday sale first, son, I haven't prepared anything." Say Mother.
"I've been selling today, ma'am, but it's not as complete as usual. Sorry, Mom!" I said sorry.
"It's okay, son, so is Alhamdulillah. We can still sell, then let Mother take care in front. You must be tired of making cakes, so you'll just take a break!" Say Mother.
"No need Mom, I'm not tired! Now Mom rest first yes, I want to make breakfast first for Mom. We'll have breakfast together!" I forced a smile.
"You just buy it, son! No need to make anything for Mom, buy food for you. Your baby's kasian must be hungry, if you have to cook later you're soybean." Said Mom giving advice.
"Yes, I went out first! Mom, wait a minute, do you want a drink or go to the bathroom before I stay, Mom?" Ask me.
"No Son! I don't want anything, go kasian your baby must be starving in the stomach." Say Mom with a smile.
"Yes I've been out for a while yes Mom, this is the phone Mother holds with Mother do not go far nyimpennya. If there's anything on the phone, ma'am, Eva's gone for a second. Assalamualaikum." Say it to me, then get out of Mom's room to prepare a sale and buy some breakfast for Mom.
I slowly fed Mom with the chicken porridge I bought, and I ate very little. He said his mouth was bitter, after taking care of my mother I went to the stall to open my stall.
"Assalamualaikum Eva's son." Mother Speak RW.
"Wa'alaikum hail Bu RW, how can I help you?" Ask me kindly.
"Yes gini Nak Eva, at home mommy wants no arisan. Nah! Mom wants to buy her cookies, just I forgot yesterday had not ordered to her Mom Nak Eva. Can I buy all the cookies?" Ask Mrs RW.
"Alhamdulillah, really Ma'am? Please ma'am want whichever one, just choose it first. I'm sorry that there's just this, because I just made it. I'm not well, Mom." Say it while I start opening the cookie containers.
"So this is also enough ko Nak Eva, yes I've taken everything. But I borrowed the container first can not? Later in the afternoon I'll give it back." Said Mrs RW.
"By Mom, go ahead. Later Eva anterin aja ma'am, kasian mother heavy carry." Say it while closing the cake.
"No need, son! That's mom's got a car, happens to be out of the market. Ask for help in putting it in the car, son." Said Mrs RW.
"Good Mom." I answered and then we started hauling the cookies into the car.
"Thank you so much, Eva. So how much is it all?" Ask Mrs RW.
"Together Mother, it's a cake of 2,000 there are 50 cakes, of which 3,500 there are 40 cakes the same of which 5,000 there are 40 cakes as well, the total being 440,000 Mum." Say me and then RW's mom gives me money.
"So soon Mom, I'll get you the change first." Say me, and I immediately turn around to take it back inside the stall.
"No need, son! The return is for you, then I say yes son!" Said Mrs RW.
"Thank you very much, ma'am." My speech.
"Sama-sama, son, then I say yes. Assalamualaikum." Said Mrs Rw.
"Yes Ma'am, hail wa'alaikum. Careful, ma'am." Said me and I rushed back to close the stall, then entered the house. The plan was to take Mom to the doctor, even if I didn't want to.