
I couldn't sleep and thought about a lot of things. Especially regarding that night, I really don't want to talk about that fateful night anymore.
I decided to meet Nathan, and talk to him after I went to college. We met at a Siap Saji Restaurant not far from my campus.
"Sorry to wait a long time." Say someone who sits next to me.
"It's okay." My words trembled slightly, but I tried my hardest not to look weak in front of him.
"So how? Are you willing to marry me?" Ask Nathan to the point.
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"What's? Married married?" I was surprised, because I never imagined those words coming from Nathan's mouth.
"Really! I'll take responsibility for what happened that night and we'll get married." Her speech was flat.
"No." I said refuse.
"What's the reason?" Nathan said in wonder.
"That marriage wasn't kidding Ka, so easily Big Brother talked like that?" Said I didn't believe it.
"Want you think I'm a man who's gonna get out of responsibility?" Her speech was flat.
"Don't you think Ka, doesn't Big Brother have a girlfriend? What if my boyfriend gets angry?" I said nervously.
"That's none of your business, which obviously we're getting married!" Her speech.
"Nothing else will be discussed, right? Excuse me, prepare yourself. The day after tomorrow I'll be at your house." His words then left me.
'Not the wedding I want, but why is it like this?' say me in my heart.
Long enough I was pensive, until finally I went home and acted normal, like nothing happened. I also did not speak to Mother anything about what happened to me and about the words of Brother Nathan who will come to the House the day after tomorrow.
Time passed, I did my usual activities and today is the day that Brother Nathan promised me. From the morning I dig so I don't focus on what I'm doing. So even when the course began, lucky at this time just to prepare for the submission of thesis title.
"We go for a walk!" Neysa said after Lecturer dropped out of class.
"Where?" Ask Ega.
"Where to the Mall? We wash our eyes." Neysa said as she giggled.
"May I." Ega Sayings.
"Where's Va? You're coming, right?" Neysa asked while glancing at me.
"I'll let Mom go first." Say it, then call Mom and ask for permission.
"I'm coming, Mom's letting me go." I said smile.
"Let's go now." Neysa said excitedly, while pulling our hands together.
Along the way, you joke around with laughter. It did not feel like we reached the Mall that we were headed to and walked together.
"That's so sweet! Today can see your smile again Va." Neysa said happily.
"Yes, you have been moody for a few days. Like there's a problem, if there's anything it's dong's story to us. Who knows if we can help, or not reduce your burden a little." Soft Ega speech.
"Sad you know, watch you moody. Don't worry about us, if there's any story, okay!" Neysa.
'What will the next time you know everything, you'll stay like this to me?' Say me in my heart.
"Just from now on you don't be sad anymore yes, there are we who will always be with you." Neysa hugged me.
"Right, right, right. We'll always be together forever." Said Ega who was hugging me and we were like Teletubbies hugging.
"Thank you! You guys are the best." My words moved while returning their embrace.
"Now it's time for us to be happy, let's go." Neysa said, pulling our hands and we laughed as we became the center of attention of people around.
We walked around the mall and ended up in the food court. That's what we always do if we go to the Mall, just around looking around and eating in a place that is affordable for us.
We ordered food and paid for each of them, that's what we were. Who never wanted to take advantage of anyone, and buy anything we could, except for Neysa. Hehe. . .
"Mrs. . . Ney. . ." Ega said as she shook Neysa's hand slowly.
"Eh. . . Yes what?" Neysa asked confusedly.
"You why Ney? Ko bengong aja?" Ask me wonder.
"Yes ikh! I'm talking in cuekin!" Ega said annoyedly.
"Hehehe. . . Sorry, sorry sorry! I was rich seeing my brother there." Neysa said regretfully while pointing at the place earlier she saw Brother Nathan.
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'Sister Nathan is here?' I said in my heart, and my feelings became erratic.
"Then anyway? Ko I didn't see? Saw you wrong?" Said Ega who was looking in the direction where Brother Nathan was.
"That's really it! I saw Brother Nathan with his girlfriend, whom I told you about." Neysa.
"Yes, that's it! Let's leave! It's a public place, naturally dong they're here." Say Ega relax.
"But I don't really like the girlfriend of Brother Nathan, hopefully they just broke up." Do'a Neysa really meant it.
"It's so rich." Ega shook his head.
"Ikh you don't know what his girlfriend is, surely you will say the same thing with me." Neysa was upset.
"It's another dumb switch, woy!! Va. . . Va. . ." Ega's words awakened me from the reverie.
"I don't bengong ko, I just want to be diem aja." Say it while drinking the sweet iced tea I bought.
"Thuh. . . Tuh. . . That's them." Neysa said as she pointed towards one of the boutiques not far from where we ate.
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A very stifling sight, just a few days ago Brother Nathan said he would be responsible and would marry me. But the day she promised she would come to my house, she took her boyfriend in her arms.
"SISTER NATHAN. . . BROTHER. . ." Shouted Neysa calling Brother Nathan and approaching him.
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We met by accident, and Nathan immediately let go of his girlfriend's hand. He kept staring at me, while walking towards us. While I immediately threw away my face, not wanting to look at him.
Seeing their togetherness made me realize. That I was just a mistake, which I don't need to defend. Try to be strong and patient with everything. Hope nothing will happen again, just surrender to the almighty.