
It has been a few days since Prima and Faya started their honeymoon tour. Faya was really enthusiastic on this trip.
On the way, they take turns to drive each other. They stopped in every city they visited. Overnight in beautiful tourist attractions. It was a really fun trip.
this afternoon, Prima and Faya were on their way to Solo after two days in Jogja. They were resting in Kalasan for lunch.
After that, they continued their journey back to Solo.
In Solo, the two stopped by Klewer Market to look around while buying solo batik clothes. There also they buy a lot of delicious snacks but cheap festive.
“Cobain this.” Prima fed a jenang cottage to his wife.
“Hmm. Tasty. Sweetness is not excessive. So no eneg.”
“Abis this where are we?”
“Ke Garden Tirtonadi.” Jawan Faya is spontaneous. Because all of their trips have been carefully planned.
Even the day before they started the journey, Faya and Prima were busy to set the schedule. Organize the cities and places they will visit. Maybe the job as Prima's secretary has penetrated and ingrained in Faya's body so that he arranged it carefully and neatly. All aspects are considered. Even with the smallest thing, Faya planned carefully.
By late afternoon, they had reached Tirtonadi Park. Park located on the edge of the river*** which then empties into the river bengawan solo this looks crowded visitors. Most of them are small families and young people who want to spend their time relaxing.
“Sit here, Mas?”
Faya sat on one of the chairs facing right towards the river. What an amazing sight to refresh the brain.
“You want ice cream, no?” prima Tawal.
“Bby.” Faya. This afternoon the weather was very hot.
“Wait here for a minute. I buy first.”
Faya just nodded her head while looking at her husband who was moving away from her. After that he again focused on responding to the flow of the river presented in front of him.
“Can I sit here?” a voice made Faya immediately look to the side.
How surprised Faya was when she found Soraya standing next to her. I really didn't expect to see that woman here.
Soraya's appearance was still the same. Still beautiful as before. He is basically good at taking care of himself. Nothing had changed from him other than his stomach which seemed to be slightly enlarged.
I don't know what made Faya's gaze instantly fixed on Soraya's stomach. So that makes the woman immediately close her cardigans with a face that feels bad.
“Sit aja.” Faya.
Gaining approval, Soraya takes a seat at the former Prima earlier. For a moment, the two were silent. Both are confused with each other's thoughts. The gazes of the two continued to stare straight at the river water ripples blocked by the iron guardrail.
“Congratulations on your marriage with Mr. Prima.” finally Soraya who started to speak.
“Em. Thanks.” Faya answered him coldly.
While Soraya, the woman seemed confused about where to start her sentence from. He was afraid that Faya misinterpreted his words.
“I'm sorry, Fay.”
The sentence that was beyond expectations Faya managed to make Faya turn to Soraya. His forehead wrinkled as if astonished by Soraya's attitude. His voice was shaking and he sounded heavy. There was sadness that Faya could feel from the woman's voice.
“This time I'm really sincerely sorry to you. Now I realize that my actions were wrong. You think I'm a brother, but I hurt you. I'm sorry, Fay. Please forgive me. I'm tormented if I remember about you, Fay.”
Faya gaped and hunga fell silent. His forehead was still wrinkled in wonder. Did ya?
Is Soraya really apologizing to him right now? Did he hear wrong or what? It was very unlikely that a Soraya, who with her arrogance, would apologize to him. Faya could hardly believe it.
Butbut wait.
Is Soraya crying?
Yes, Soraya is really crying. His shoulders were shaken and he sobbed.
“I used to not believe in karma at all, Fay. But after I hit myself, I was really hit. I am sorry because I hurt you. I'm sorry, why only now do I realize, if you are sincerely friends with me. I'm stupid, Fay. I'm a fool already nyia-nyiain temen as good as you.”
Soraya continued to say while sobbing. Occasionally he rubbed his tears with the back of his hand or with the tip of his cardigans.
“I think, all this time I've had a lot of friends. But, when I fell down like this, it turned out that no one wanted to be beside me. Immediately I was thrown out. Not considered anymore. Moreover, my dirty situation like this, everyone so far away. Now I just realized, if you're the only one who really sincerely befriends me. Why can't I see that a long time ago.” Soraya's getting sobbing.
Faya was silent. He doesn't know how to respond.
“You still can't forgive me, Fay? If you want, I can kneel with you right now.” Suddenly Soraya knelt in front of Faya. Make Faya immediately get up and ask Soraya to get up.
“Please stop, mbak Sora. Don't think gini. Ma'am wants me at what value are people?” Faya became upset. At once moved by Soraya's sincerity and determination to ask for forgiveness from him.
Faya led Soraya back to sit on the chair. He sounded heavy breathing.
“But I need your apologies, Fay.”
I don't know, Faya's heart is still half-hearted. Half he was still angry with the woman, and half he felt he could not bear to see her and wanted to forgive her. It seemed like Soraya was really hit.
“I'm sorry about Sora. “ Faya finally chose to surrender and persuade her heart to forgive Soraya. After all, it is not good to hold a grudge in the heart. Because it would only hurt himself.it made him feel uneasy.
Forgiving people who have inflicted wounds on our hearts is very difficult. We are not a God of Forgiveness. We are but a lump of flesh given life with all the shortcomings that surround it.
The feelings we have will be reluctant to forgive people easily. But, in hindsight, holding a grudge is completely pointless.
If forgiveness makes the heart calm, why choose to grudge?
Yes, Faya had indeed been upon herself when she said she had forgiven Soraya. Indeed, if you remember, the pain given by Soraya is very large and has an impact on him. His heart became unkempt. It was all because he trusted Soraya too much. And give sincerity to their friendship.