
Ever since Faya resigned, and ever since the girl left with no strings attached, Prima's heart was completely broken. He was angry at himself. Disappointed because of his slow attitude to realize the situation.
For three days, Prima lived in her parents' house. He was lazy to go back to the apartment because it would remind him of Faya.
Geck.
Geck.
Geck.
Prima's room door is knocked.
“Prim? Can mama come in?” ask Zinnia. He stood at the door of his son's room. It was noon but the man did not come out of his room. For a few days, his son did not go to the office.
Zinnia knows that Prima is in trouble. Ariga told her husband and Ren told her. He knew that Faya had resigned from the company. And he also knew the reason Prima behaved like this.
It's just that since yesterday Zinnia just let it go. He wanted to give his son space to make peace with himself first. Only then can they speak from heart to heart.
“Log in, Ma. Not in lock.” Answer Prima from within. He was sitting on the sofa looking at his cell phone. More precisely the wallpaper of the phone featuring Faya when on the beach Parangtritis first.
At that time, Prima took a photo of Faya secretly. Then some days he made the photo as wallpaper on his phone. Call it to treat his longing to the girl.
Slowly Zinnia came in and took a seat in front of his son.
“Udah to eat?” ask Zinnia back.
“Later, Ma. Not hungry yet.”
“From morning you haven't eaten. Eat there first. It'll hurt anyway. How to find Faya if you are sick.”
The words from his mother managed to distract Prima from the phone. Slowly his forehead creased to look at his mother.
“Mama knows everything. About Faya, and about your feelings.”
Again, Prima was stunned to hear it. He thought, if his mother only realized his feelings for Faya, then why did the girl never realize his feelings. In fact, he always gave more attention to the girl so that at least Faya knew, if Prima had a taste that was more than a superior.
“So, tell me Mama. Why did Faya get angry and leave the office?” only one thing Zinnia had yet to understand. That's why Faya did this. Just leave without saying goodbye first. He was sure, there must be a strong reason so that the girl chose to leave in a bad way like this.
“Prima is late, Ma. Prima is late to apologize to Faya.” Honest Prima's.
“About?”
“About that night. Prima's late, tell her that night nothing happened. At first Prima just wanted to see her anxious face because according to Prima, her face was very funny. Prima did not know, if it turns out he was in pain because of that thought. Until the rumors came up in the office. I don't know who started it, they said Faya was pregnant out of wedlock.”
“Yes geez. Who would have to spread such gossip?”
“Prima doesn't know either, Ma. Although there is no one to take Prima's name. When Prima explained everything was the same, he was even angry with Prima, Ma. He looks very disappointed with Prima, Ma.”
Yes, Prima never forgot how the eyes look Faya at that time. Highlight eyes full of disappointment and hatred. Prima was afraid that Faya really hated her. No, he didn't want Faya to hate him. He has pleaded guilty to his stupidity. One thing he hoped for, namely forgiveness from the girl he loved.
If he could repeat time, he would definitely not do something stupid like this.
But what's the point of regretting? When all has happened because of lack of attention to the consequences that can be caused in the future. All you can do is fix what is wrong.
Not everything can be done to joke. That not everyone will accept our jokes. It could be, our intentions are just joking but have unknowingly hurt the hearts of others.
“You know her sister's house Faya?”
Prima. Stupidly he, never asked that to Faya.
“If friend? Maybe someone knows where he is.”
Ah, why doesn't Prima think about getting there? Oh gosh. His mind was too messed up just to find a way. His brain was filled with useless regret.
“Son, now is not the time for you to settle for your attitude. Now it's time for you to find Faya and apologize to her. There's no point in it as well as you're kayak gini. Can Faya see your regrets? No, right? So let's eat first. That Abis, find a way to find him. Mama is sure there will be a way later. Come.” Force Zinnia.
Prima was like getting ammunition from the mother.true said his mother. What use is he regretting now? He must find Faya and apologize to the girl. That's what he's got to do now. Yep.
Prima smiled faintly then got up from her seat. Following her mother out of the room. After this he plans to meet Soraya. After Prima, their relationship was very close. So Soraya must know where Faya's going.
After eating, Prima drove her car to the office. Not to work, but to meet Soraya to find out where Faya went.
Some people seem surprised by the sudden arrival of Prima to the HRD room. The man paid no heed to the polite nod of his employees. He just circulated his gaze to look for Soraya's figure.
“Pak Prime? need something, Sir?” ask an employee.
“Where is Soraya?” prima asked without looking at the interlocutor.
“Mbak Soraya, I think it was to the cafeteria, Sir.”
Immediately Prima turned around and left just like that. Makes them wonder.
The news of Faya's resignation has spread throughout the office. And that's still warm news to talk about.
Indeed, the most fun story to be cherished in the world is, telling the disgrace of people. The employees are still talking about Faya's pregnancy. Faya's departure actually makes the news even more. They said Faya had lost her shame of becoming pregnant, so she resigned before being fired.
That was what Prima heard as she walked towards the canteen. Some employees are talking about Faya. Making Prima suddenly slow down in order to hear the story.
Guilt continued to soar high in his chest. It's all because of him. Because of himself so that Faya arrived at words like this.
For some reason, it hurt her heart to hear Faya being ugly by someone else. It was caused by his dirir.
Prima continued to follow the employee behind them. They also went to the cafeteria.
“But by the way, who the hell leaked this news initially? Very curious about me.”
“Mbak Soraya, please. Who else. He's the same deket Faya. Sora Mbak said, Faya herself the same story he.”
indeed, when the mouth of the person is so enthusiastic about telling the ugliness of others, and our ears also feel enthusiastic to listen.so the choice, does the story stop at you, or will it continue?