
While inside the house, Faya and Soraya were already preparing to go to sleep. Soraya did not feel awkward because he had stayed there several times.
Soraya was sitting in front of the dressing table while putting on a face mask. Sometimes he peeked at Faya who was already curled up behind a blanket on the bed.
“Truly done, Fay?” ask Soraya.
“Udah, Mbak.”
“You need something? Let me get you.”
“No need, Ma'am. Sora's mother must be sleepy too. We sleep only.”
What Faya really felt was, she was in doubt. His heart tells him that he has to tell Soraya about what happened with Prima that night. Who knew Soraya had a solution she had never thought of. But, his mind seemed to reject with various kinds of considerations that appeared.
He was afraid that after he told the story, Soraya would see him differently. He is not ready if it must be avoided by Soraya because it is thought to be a woman who has seduced her own boss. will Soraya judge him like that? As he feared it?
The bed beside Faya moved. Soraya was already lying next to him and preparing to wrap herself in a blanket. He has no intention of going to sleep. Just lie down while waiting for the mask to dry by playing his phone.
Faya's heart is agitated. He kept urging his mind to ventured into exchanging thoughts with Soraya. Because it was only Soraya who was close to him in the office. And all this time, Soraya has been able to act as an older brother to Faya.
Slowly, Faya shifted her body position towards Soraya.
“Mbak,,,” Overt Faya.
“Hem? You haven't slept? I thought you were sleeping.”
Faya shook her head slowly. His face clearly showed that he was agitated. And Soraya noticed that.
“Why you? His face is so agitated?”
Faya did not answer. I heard heavy breathing from the girl.
“You have a problem? Just a story, Fay. Maybe I can help. Even if I can't help, at least you're relieved to be able to share the same problem I.”
“Mbak, I.... sleep... same Mr. Prima.” finally the sentence escaped also from the throat of Faya. After escaping, his chest felt a little more relieved.
“Hah? Meaning?” it turned out that Soraya did not understand what Faya was talking about.
“It seems, I have done it the same Mr. Prima.”
“Nwhat gelakuin? By the way, Fay.”
“I think I'm pregnant with his son Mr. Prima.” Faya said so while closing her eyes tightly.
For a moment there was no sound. Even Soraya could only blink her eyes. His mouth gaped in disbelief at what he had just heard from Faya.
Getting pregnant? Meanin?
“Do not digress, Fay.”
“I did not digress, Ma'am.that night, Mr. Prima was drunk after returning from the club. Abis took Mr. Prima to his room, I was suddenly unconscious and as soon as I woke up, I slept next to Mr. Prima. I was sure that we had done it. how am I supposed to? I'm scared.”
Soraya said nothing. It just pulled Faya into his arms and stroked the girl's back. The girl he had looked at as his own sister.
“You're sure you guys already committed it?” ask Soraya lirih.
Faya nodded in Soraya's arms.
“Udah test pack?”
Faya shakes. “I'm afraid to test pack, mbak. I'm afraid that I'm really pregnant how?”
“Pak Prima how?”
“He even forgot the incident that night. I also do not dare to ask directly to him.”
“Fay, wherever you are, your position is the most at a disadvantage here. You better ask directly to Mr. Prima. look for answers as clearly as he. Especially if you are pregnant, and Mr. Prima the father of the baby, you must tell him.”
Faya did not know, if in Soraya's heart was burning violently due to his confession. But the great Soraya, he still be wise to Faya. Not just judge him. He knew, this must also not be easy for Faya to bear everything alone.
“You must be strong, Fay.” Soraya's hissing calms Faya down. He stroked Faya's back gently.
Soraya's treatment made Faya feel more sad and relieved at the same time. He felt lucky to have Soraya by his side. It would not be wrong if he told Soraya.
Faya's tears kept flowing. Even until Soraya let go of her embrace, Faya still continued to cry.
“It's not your fault, Fay. I know you don't want this to happen either. Anyway you should speak as clearly as Mr. Prima. Know?” press Soraya again.
Faya wiped her tears. Then he nodded slowly.
“Now sleeping. You're sick again.”
And again, Faya nodded obediently to Soraya. He lifted his body up and looked at the ceiling with his eyes. His heart was half relieved. He thanked Soraya. It turns out what it is
fear, if Soraya will judge him, it is not true.
Slowly, Faya tries to close her eyes and enter the dreamland.
Soraya wakes up and goes to the bathroom. Arriving in the bathroom, he held his chest that felt very tight until he found it very difficult to breathe. It was as if he was being shattered by the wishful thinking he had built himself.
Knowing that Faya was pregnant with a child from Prima, the man she had always admired, made Soraya's heart feel very sick. He wanted to cry but he tried to hold it. He did not want to look fragile in front of Faya.
Faya's problem is much more difficult than his. His heartache was not comparable to the pain that Faya was experiencing.
In hindsight, he seemed to be able to read the strange gurgle of Prima. the man was too attentive to Faya. And that attention, it seems like more than just a boss. Prima's gaze too, another. Especially when Faya was approached by Harvey, Prima openly showed dislike toward Harvey.
A conclusion came to Soraya's mind. Perhaps, Prima did not not not remember about the events of that night. Perhaps the man remembered it clearly and just waited for time to act? Really so?
Soraya dissolved in his own mind, until without feeling, his tears almost spilled. He hastily washed his face with water. Thanks to the face mask that he was wearing earlier so that Faya did not read the change in her expression when Faya told her. In fact, it feels very painful.
After being convinced that his face was no problem, Faya returned to the room and followed Faya to sleep. This time, he slept with his back to Faya. He was still unable if Faya would catch his red face. He tried to close his eyes to expel the tightness in his heart.