
The pain of being betrayed and uncared for, made Faya's heart like it was in a prick. It was as if there was no place to share his pain.
There was no way he would complain to his brother while his brother was like that. He did not want to increase his burden.
Faya didn't realize that a pair of legs were stepping closer to her. The leg stopped right in front of him.
Feeling that someone was watching, Faya raised her head. He could see Prima reaching out to him. The man's gaze was so shady. But no, Faya does not want to be fooled by Prima's deception back.
“Ayo.” Prima's voice sounded soft.
Faya did not touch Prima's hand, he immediately stood up and looked at the man full of anger.
“Fay, i..”.
“Mr don't say anything if you don't want me to slam.” Firmly Faya and stepped up just like that leaving the perfect Prima agape. He was ashamed of himself because his attention was not at all seen by the girl.
“Fay! Wait!” Prima blocked Faya's wrist just as the girl was about to open the door. “Dengerin I want to talk.”
Faya looked pensively at Prima. then he jerked his hand until it slipped out of Prima's cheque. No matter what Prima, the girl turned around and was about to leave again.
“You're not pregnant, Fay.”
And the speech managed to make Faya's steps stop. He stared with a hand that had opened the door in half.
“You are not pregnant. That night nothing happened to you. I'm not talking about you, Faya.”
The next sentence, was able to make Faya turn to Prima. staring at the man full of question marks.
“What do you mean by Father?”
“That night we did nothing, Faya. Nothing happened to you. You are not pregnant.”
I don't know. What is clear is that there is relief that flows through Faya's heart. But his anger was greater than the relief itself.His emotions suddenly peaked and he tried to keep it in check.
“Sorry me. I shouldn't have thought you were like gini.”
This time, Prima's attitude has indeed gone too far against Faya. Does he not know how much Faya was so afraid to imagine that she was really pregnant due to that one night? What Prima did not think, if his attitude really hurt Faya. Not to mention the judgment of those who at will accuse him mercilessly. Realizing that, Faya becomes very angry with Prima.
“Is this fun for Father?” lirih Faya's. His voice trembled with an expressionless cold face. Not because he was crying again. But because his anger towards Prima has reached its peak.
“Hah?”
“This must be very pleasant for Father. Seeing me suffer like this, you must be satisfied half dead. Congratulations, Sir. You succeeded with the plan Mr.”
“Fay, i..”.
“Father outrageous.” Faya's eyes just water.
How he was not angry and disappointed with Prima. The man did not know, how much Faya had to spend every second with a great feeling of fear. And now, with ease, Prima said that night nothing happened.
Why after all the painful things Faya experienced, Prima just explained it to her? Where has Prima been all this time? He had plenty of time to tell Faya the truth. Not waiting for things to get more complicated like this.
There has been so much going on in Faya over the last few days. At the trial by Prima's extended family, rumored to be pregnant out of wedlock, betrayed by the man she trusted, and now, useless confessions from Prima are overdue and useless. Although, in his heart he still felt relieved because it turns out they did not do anything forbidden that night.
Others might say, just explain it. But it's not that easy. People's judgments are not easy to change. They will seek justification for themselves.
Let time prove it. If not, pregnancy will not be proven.
Nope, no. They will return to the tongue. They'll definitely say Faya has dropped the contents. So and the like. That judgment will never escape Faya.
Faya's disappointed eyes continued to be fixed on Prima. he clenched his hands tightly. Turning around and about to leave Prima, however, Prima had already taken her shoulder first, preventing her from leaving.
“Fay, sorry I...”.
Bruk!
Prima felt her body hover for a few seconds before finally landing perfectly on the floor carpet. Faya just slammed the boss. Spreading his already unstoppable emotions.
Prima slowly stirred while holding her waist that felt like breaking. He tried to get up to pursue Faya who had come out of the meeting room. Faya left with a mountain of anger.
“Fay! Wait!” Prima tries to scream to chase after Faya. His steps were paused but he kept trying.
While Faya, he was consumed by anger. Of the series of problems that hit him, Primalah began the problem. The man who had ignited the fire unwilling to frankly tell the truth long ago. The man allowed the misunderstanding to continue until the problem was this big.
Faya's angry. He was half dead. His heart also felt very sick. He felt stupid because it was so easy to be played by Prima, he was stupid because he had fully believed in Soraya. And he's a fool already in love with Prima.
Yes, in silence, he had already fallen in love with a Prima. The boss was so complete with a million staggering attitudes that it had slowly been able to fill the space of the heart.
Initially, Faya tried to deny the thump in her heart. Little attention from Prima when the man was ‘waras’ has been able to disturb his feelings. His regret had just let the taste continue to grow by itself. Though Faya knows clearly, if there is a very far boundary between himself and Prima.
At that time he thought, it's okay to keep all these feelings alone. Prima does not need to know because he does not want to be considered unprofessional at work. Therefore, he only kept it to himself without ever showing it.
This is what makes Faya feel so much more hurt. Half he was angry at his heart for insisting. Half he was angry with Prima too. I don't know. Why can't he sort out his anger.
Faya arrived at her desk. He immediately tidied up his things and then left without permission. He chose to climb the stairs so as not to meet Prima on the road. And fortunately he managed to get out of the office without meeting Prima, although some people looked at him with a strange look when he passed the lobby.