
Faya's feelings are mixed up. She is upset by Prima's response as if her pregnancy was not
big thing.
It's not just self-esteem that's broken. But a lifetime of shame will continue to cling to her if she becomes pregnant out of wedlock. Not to mention the scorn from the people out there who would certainly hurt him a lot every time.
Married to Prima? certainly not a bad thing. But the journey that got them married was the worst road in the world. After all, if the news spread it would definitely make the reputation of Prima and even her family very bad.
There are so many consequences that he must face if they get married because of the wrong thing. True Faya has little interest in her boss. But it wasn't enough to make her sure she married the man. Ah, I don't know. Faya really wants to cry now.
“Kok is even diem? What do you want me to do?” prima's sentence woke him from the daydream.
Tests.
Tests.
Some of Faya's tear spheres began to fall on her lap. The girl still did not want to raise her face.
Seeing that, there was a sense of unbearability in Prima's heart. wanted to stop just raving Faya. He felt that it turned out that his jokes were a little too late anyway.
“Fay?”
“Do not know!” Faya shouted while getting up from her chair and went straight into the room. Locking the door from the inside and he walked up to the bed, threw himself on the bed with his face down, then cried as he pleased. He covered his head with a pillow. Embarrassed if the sound of crying was heard by Prima from outside.
“Fay! Open door!” prima's scream was not even heard by Faya. It was already late in the sadness. Increasingly clenched in his head.
“Fay!!” Prima knocked on Faya's room door.
“Map is home! I want a break!” drive Faya away blatantly.
Prima seemed to be sighing softly in front of the door of Faya's room. Lowering hands that had perched on the door handle. He wanted to apologize, but Faya didn't want to come out. To cry out for forgiveness, it doesn't feel good. He had to apologize to Faya directly.
Prima complies with Faya's request. He then left Faya's house and went into his own house.
While Faya, still continues to shed tears in the pillow bolster. I don't know why it's so hard to talk seriously to Prima. Heart hurts. As if someone was squeezing it.
He did not understand why Prima was so difficult to understand his fear. It hurt to see the man acting as if nothing had happened.
Prima could probably be that relaxed. But not with him. Prima won't leave any marks. But herself? Ahh, it hurts to imagine it.
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Faya has three days off. Until he really felt recovered he returned to work. And today, he was ready to wait for Prima to leave for the office.
Faya's face was gloomy. Even he was instantly glared as Prima threw a smile at him. His attitude was so cold with no expression. He was really so tired of facing Prima's attitude.not his silly and ignorant attitude. But the man's indifference to the problems he was facing.
Faya felt that her pride had been trampled by Prima. her boss was completely indifferent to the pain, shame, and fear she was feeling.
Faya works as usual. Managing the increasingly crowded Prima schedule. Only, he was much more silent than usual. For several nights he had trouble sleeping and made dark circles around his eyes.
While Prima, she plans to let Faya go until the girl feels calm and she will explain. He felt that now was not the right time. Given the girl's emotions are being sensitive lately.
Faya's eyes get heavier at work. He decided to buy coffee at the cafe in front of the office. He got off by elevator.
“Fay, are you sick? How do you think it's so lemes?” ask Rika. One of the employees in the marketing department.
“Iya, less healthy aja.”
“Denger-denger you're pregnant, huh, Fay? His face is like that. My sister is also pregnant. His face is exactly like yours. Hahahahahaha.” Canda Rica.
Deg.
“What should you say, Rika? Where are you from?” Faya wanted to make sure of her hearing.
“So you're really pregnant? His face was swollen and lethargic.”
Suddenly Faya's knee squeezed for a moment. Hands shaking. He gripped his pants very firmly.
His fear made Faya could not deny or just avoid Rika's words. The more he wanted to open his mouth, the more his voice would not come out and he trembled.
“Kok diem, Fay? Are you really pregnant? Are you married? Same who? How come we don't hear you're getting married, anyway?” Rika really doesn't know how to stop.
Ting!
As the elevator door opened, Faya hurriedly walked out.
“I first yes.” He said without daring to look directly into Rika's eyes.
His attitude increasingly made his office friends suspicious. And within minutes, news of Faya's pregnancy had spread throughout the office. In fact, Faya has not even emptied her coffee glass.
Faya felt something strange as she returned from the cafe. As soon as he entered the lobby, all eyes were on him. Stare sharply and intimidatingly. It cringes. Think about what he did until he felt everyone was judging him.
While passing three employees who were talking, he got a sharp look from them. The situation made Faya think, he had to find out. They must be talking about him. And the only place to scrape the infosmation clearly is the ladies' bathroom.
Soon Faya went to the bathroom on the first floor which is usually always crowded. He waited in one of the rooms and stayed there. Sitting on top of the closet.
“Gak nyangka ya, it turns out Faya modelan so. Until you dare to sell yourself all. Is the salary of the company not enough until he is willing to do it?” sounds like someone's talking about it. Faya sharpened her ears even though her heart hurt like a prick.
“Kalem Only outside aja. it turns out inside the breingas as well.”
“Don't suudzon. Who knows if he really is married.”
“Mana may. Sora said Faya is not married yet. Sora's brother is the same as Faya. People said Ms. Sora Faya was pregnant out of wedlock kok.”
Deg.
Sister Sora?
Faya tries to get rid of the bad thoughts that suddenly strike her head about Soraya. There was no way Soraya would do such a thing. Soraya was a good woman who always helped her. So there's no way Soraya would spread her disgrace like that.
Nope, no. It couldn't have been Soraya.
Faya closed her eyes tightly inside the toilet. Smothering his own mouth so that the sound of crying is not heard until it comes out.
Sunguh, however he denies, but his brain trusts the people's talk about Soraya more.