
Shanum shouted loudly and hysterically inside the 1x2 square meter bathroom, while lighting the water faucet so that his muffled voice was not clearly heard outwards.
Shanum squeezed firmly into his stomach who wanted to take out his own baby candidate who was only two months old. He even beat his stomach so angry, dizzy, stressed and not out of thought if he would get pregnant. Only once did they meet and do it over and over again.
Moreover, Arion at that time did not use safety as he often did along with other women who warmed his bed.
"I'm sorry Shanum, Papa Sha has been wrong and sinful to you, it's all obviously my own fault that has caused my life to be ruined, if this is what kind of man will marry me! The answer is of course there will no longer be."
His tears were dripping down his cheeks, he had a breath of powerless sorrow over the regret of the consequences of his own actions.
His eyes reddened, his nose swollen and puffy, his voice was hoarse so much so that he cried while sitting on a public bathroom toilet in one of the Pertamina SPBU he visited.
"What's my woman doing in there, why is she taking so long? What exactly happened to her?"
I'd better check the condition myself, because it's been a little more in there, but it hasn't come out.
God, I hope nothing happens to her. But the first time I realized that she was Shanum the girl that made me crazy about her.
Until I couldn't look at another woman wearing a covered dress, somehow my heart was so adorable and serene to see her dressed in a covered dress.
Moreover, covering his head so that other men were unable to see him directly like they used to.
Arion today initially only plans to seek the wind, for a day in the office struggling with laptops, computers, piles of paper with writing that makes his eyes tired.
However, accidentally seeing a woman wearing a hijab made him interested. Until the corner of his lips lifted up immediately knowing who the hijab woman was.
Tookk..
The sound of knocking on the door made Shanum Inshira immediately wipe his tears and try as soon as possible to neutralize his feelings so as not to be caught if he was crying.
Took…
"Who's inside! Why so long!?" Shouted Arion who wanted to make sure that the woman he was looking for and seeing was Shanum.
"Wait on!! Be patient as to why, this is not your public toilet!"
Shanum's grunt immediately packed all the items he had used into his handbag.
Arion was only able to smile and breathe a sigh of relief from hearing Shanun's familiar voice.
"Thank God he's okay, but I was worried about his condition,"
Arion immediately moved a few steps from the front of the door. He did not want his presence in that place to make Shanum angry at him. Arion immediately hid behind the wall, so as not to be discovered if the first follow Sahnum.
Shanum walked outwards while occasionally still hearing a hiccuping sound from his tiny lips. He looked around the public bathroom. Because no one wants to know him in a bad state like today.
"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim I hope I managed to abort this child without anyone else knowing it" Shanum said.
Arion whose position was not too far from where he stood. Moreover, his hearing was sharp enough that what Shanum said as small as his voice could still be heard clearly.
"What! Aborting the womb, who is the child that Shanum wants to abort? But if I knew that child what not-don't be mine," guessed Arion.
Shanum rushed to his car and without hesitation immediately drove his car to one of the hospitals he knew could help him abort his womb.
Like some of her college friends who got pregnant out of wedlock, while they were not ready to get pregnant or men who impregnated them did not want to be responsible.
"Fortunately used to often accompany friends here to aaa boor sii so that I can experience to ease my steps, I used to be very opposed to the decision of friends who chose shortcuts like this, he said, but today I just realized like this is what they used to experience, frustrated because pregnant without a husband while the man did not expect a fetus would be their own baby,"
The pace of his vehicle is getting faster, Shanum is afraid if he is late to carry it out so that his parents know the ugliness.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim, I may have sinned greatly to abort my future son, but I have no other choice, O God, I still want to go to college, I haven't returned the kindness my parents gave me in my life, so sorry Mama son maybe this is the fate path that Mama has to live on" Shanum stroked her still flat stomach.
"I have to ascertain who the biological father of that child is in his womb, if my son I will not allow him to commit an illegal act that will harm himself, it's a pity that the child has not yet been born into this world already has to face death threats from his own biological mother,"
Arion further increased the speed of his car, he was afraid to lose track of Shanum. Arion does not want because he is a second late the life of the child will be threatened including the life of the mother.
Until Shanum's car stopped in front of one of the maternity clinics that turned out to often perform illegal actions that are strictly prohibited by state law. The gaze of the eyes looked towards Sahnun who was observing Shanum from head to toe.
"Astaughfirullahaladzim why a young woman who wears a hijab-covered garment like her should be in a place like this, what lest she would," guess some people who saw Shanum who quickly caught will do strange things.
"I have to hurry, you stupid woman, why would you kill her future son's own flesh and blood. Though out there a lot of kok who gave birth and raised their children with single parent status," he muttered Arion who parked his car with just origin.
Arion smiled looking at Shanum who was sitting on one of those white long chairs.
"Luckily I'm not late, this shouldn't be left alone! Otherwise Shanum will run into big trouble,"
Arion initially only walked slowly but, slowly accelerating his pace. Occasionally smiling his body collided with someone who happened to walk hand in hand and cross paths with him.
"I'm sorry, sir, I didn't mean it" Arion said.
Arion did not care about the eye gazes of the people who happened to be around the location of the clinic. Until he was standing in front of Shanum. His breathing was boring and hunting because from the moment the car engine stopped, he continued to run.
Shanum who had just lowered his head because he saw a pair of shoes that were quite shiny in front of him. So that he raised his head and set his gaze upward right at the tall and steadfast body that was smiling looking at him.
Shanum spontaneously moved towards the back until his back stumbled onto the back of the long iron chair. Both pairs of eyes widened perfectly so surprised to see the face of the man.
"Oh Allah, are you not that man that night?" Shows Shanum who is surprised not play see Arion.
Shanum who started to fear, his body trembled so afraid he saw the man who had taken everything from him. The man who took his crown.
The one who had ruined his life was almost desperate. It once crossed his mind to end his life.
"Truely I am a man as well as a baby candidate that you carry," said Arion who immediately without further ado.
Shanum is getting more frightened because Arion himself clearly said that he was the man who had impregnated him.
"Go!! Please don't come near me again!! I don't want to see you again?!" Shanum's Shrieks.
Shanum's phone that had been vibrating and ringing was completely unconcerned by him. What was in his mind and mind was why the evil man was standing before him.