Patience of a Sakinah
106. Not too!!

" Not really!!" Raymond was trying to be indifferent towards Vivian because he did not want his pride to fall in the presence of an arrogant and also arrogant woman like Vivian.

Vivian could only smile obliquely and shake her head looking at the arogantian of a Raymond who was not also willing to admit his own anger.

" I'll go to the office first. Oh yeah you don't have to wait for me to come home because tonight I'm going to fly to Austria for a vacation there!" Vivian Waving both hands to Raymond who was immediately shocked was not a bitch.

" Wey!! It's as if you said you were going on vacation to Austria. You should have taken me too. So that our family does not suspect our fake marriage!" Raymond chased after Vivian who was currently getting into her car so carelessly.

Vivian simply waved her hand to leave their occupied residence as long as they were still husband and wife.

" The base vile woman who is really so cruel she really doesn't think of me as her husband!" Raymond was really upset to see Vivian's behavior really minus and did not appreciate her as her husband at all.

" Your Raymond clearly knows that he never wanted your marriage. Then why are you so angry?" Raymond eventually suffocated himself with the questions and also the answers he got himself.

" Raymond is stupid!" finally Raymond instead cursed himself who was very upset with his weakness that could not really be firm to Vivian who clearly humbled himself as a man.

Meanwhile Vivian who is currently in his office asked his secretary to immediately prepare tickets and all accommodations for him to be able to vacation in Austria.

Vivian just wanted to calm herself down and wanted to forget all the fatigue in her heart.

" I hope that after my return from Austria Raymond will have a lover and ask to divorce me!" vivian's monologue while flipping through the files he had in his hand at the moment.

Vivian had already lost interest in continuing her work because right now all she had in her heart was wanting to immediately fly to Austria and forget everything.

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Fic is currently happy at the birth of his first son. Fic now decided to return to Jakarta and re-execute his activities as before getting acquainted and meeting with Vivian. Agnes just followed whatever Fic decided.

Agnes knew everything. But he kept saying that he knew nothing. Especially based on the detective she hired now her husband has never been in contact with Vivian again.

Agnes felt that it was all over and she forgot about the matter. Agnes did not want to ruin her happiness for a single indigo and forgot so much happiness she had gone through with Fic in their marriage.

" Dear!! Where are you?" ask Fic when he just got home from work.

" I'm in the kitchen. Why me?" asked Agnes was astonished by her husband who was screaming like that.

Fic searches for the whereabouts of Agnes who turns out to be cooking in the kitchen.

" Sweetie just got Mr. Stanley. Our big boss gave us a package for a vacation to Austria. Do you want to come with me?" fic asked with such enthusiasm and happiness.

" I'm sorry, honey, don't you know that Mark is a kid right now and can't travel very far." Agnes seemed so sorry about the fact.

Fic who initially felt happy with the vacation package was finally seen to be limp instantly.

The experience that has been. When he travels alone. He will definitely do something wrong and he will regret it for the rest of his life and he will not repeat it again.

" It's a pity forget I'll return this package to Mr. Stanley so it can be given to someone else!" Fic eventually went straight into their room and chose to take a shower instead.

However, Fic does not want to force Agnes to obey his wishes. Fic knew that Agnes was exhausted to take care of her son and their household.

" Come, baby!! I don't care if you go alone!" Agnes believes that her husband can keep her trust.

However, Fic has convinced his heart to reject the holiday package.

" I'll get that package if you want to come with me! If you don't come with me. I better not accept it. Just let it be given to another partner who will definitely feel happy and happy! Now for me to be with you and with our son, much more beautiful!" Fic hugged Agnes lovingly.

Agnes could feel that Fic loved her very much and also loved her very much. Yep! Agnes had truly forgiven Fic for making mistakes in the past.

" All right, baby. Tomorrow I'll check Mark's condition with his doctor first. Whether he is ready to make a long flight or not. Doctor Mark is allowed to make long flights. Then we'll both come with you to Austria!" Fic was very happy to get such a decision from Agnes.

" all right. Now let's get some rest!" the two of them then went to Mark's room resting in his room accompanied by Baby Sister who was always ready with him 24 hours.

" Mark's been sleeping well we're sleeping too?" Fic is so happy that all the storms can finally pass and his home life is now back to normal as it used to be. Like the time before Vivian came into their lives.

Agnez was currently watching Fic who was sound asleep. Agnez seemed to shed her tears.

' I know Mas that you're still scared of your past with that woman. Therefore you always insist on always coming with you wherever you go. Is that woman so important in your heart? So you're so hard to let go and forget him?' the monologue Agnes in her heart while continuing to pay attention to her husband's face that was so peaceful in his sleep.

The heart of a woman who had been betrayed by her husband must have felt tremendous pain. It is very difficult to let go of such an event.

' O Allah forgive me who even today still feels the same pain. The incident has been over for almost 1 year. But somehow it still feels so painful!' bathin Agnes who seeks to strengthen her own soul and mind.

Meanwhile the real Fic doesn't really sleep. He could listen and feel that right now his wife was crying in silence.

' Oh God, don't tell me. If actually Agnes knew about my affair first. Did the overconfident me assume that I had managed to cover up the incident so that I could freely forget about it?' bathin Fic suddenly felt insecure about herself.

" O God, I beg of you! Help me to forget the incident so that I can forgive my husband completely and not feel pain anymore. My husband has changed and is trying to be a good husband for me and a good father for our son. I beg you God! Always protect our household in goodness and always be on your straight path!" agnes prayed sobbing and tried her hardest not to cry. However, still the heart of a woman who is weak, unable to stem the tears that continue to flow without permission.

That night Agnes cried in silence and Fic was 100% sure that Agnes had found out what she was doing behind her wife a few years ago.

' O Allah is still great a woman who can hide the pain of her heart! all this time I was too confident that my wife had no idea of my treachery behind her back. Fake smiles and laughter have been so perfect that I did not realize from his heart that it was so deep because of my past actions!' Fic began to feel sadness as well as an unsettled sleep.

The calm created in his household all this time. It turned out to be just a pseudo tranquility that Agnes had hidden within her fake smile.

' O Allah may this calmness not be the beginning of a storm that will destroy my House!' fic's prayer was in despair and also in the hope of his heart.