Patience of a Sakinah
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Arriving at his grandmother's house. Sakinah went straight into her Grandma's house which was never occupied again for almost 5 years.

The house was entrusted by Sakinah to the maid who had been taking care of her for so long.

Renaldi never knew the address of the house. Sakinah decides to run away to her grandmother who died a long time ago.

When he arrived at his grandmother's house. Sakinah directly knocked on the door and she just stood in front of the door waiting for Bi warsih to open the door for her.

After 10 minutes of waiting. Finally came out a mother-mother who was about 60 years old with teasing and eyes that looked sleepy. Opened the door to Sakinah who looked exhausted after driving for more than 5 hours.

" Assalamualaikum Bi warsih! How's aunt?" sakinah asked while kissing the old woman's palm.

Bi Warsih seemed very excited to see the presence of Sakinah in the residence of her employer.

" Geez Non Sakinah! It will hurt God! Why do these nights come here? Come on in non! Outside is drizzling. Since this afternoon here continues to rain even until now the drizzle still does not want to stop!" the words in Warsih explained everything to Sakinah.

Sakinah went straight into the house and sat on the sofa in the living room. Sakinah's dark eyes swept across the room that had so many memories when she was a child.

" This house has not changed at all. Everything was still the same when my grandmother and both my parents still occupied this house!" say sakinah with teary eyes.

Bi Warsih just kept quiet, he then went into the kitchen to get snacks and also warm tea for Sakinah.

" I'm sorry Non here just exists like this. Hope non Sakinah doesn't mind? Aunty didn't know that Non Sakinah was coming here. So currently at home there is no material. Tomorrow morning Aunty just went to the market to shop huh?" bi Warsih asked while stroking the corner of Sakinah's head that was still sobbing in tears.

Sakinah shook her head. " It's okay Bi! I'm not really there to eat this cassava. I am so hungry because I haven't eaten since noon!" said Sakinah trying to review a smile to Bi Warasih who was surprised to hear his confession.

" How can Non Sakinah not eat from lunch? What's the problem, Non?" tanya Bi Warsih was surprised and also surprised by Sakinah's confession.

Sakinah just smiled and went back to eating the bananas and cassava that Bi Warsih cured for her.

" Non-Aunti goes inside first huh? Aunty wants to clean Non Sakinah's room first so that it can be occupied tonight with Non Sakinah!" Sakinah just nodded her head.

Although only eat fried bananas and also boiled cassava. I don't know why Sakinah is so happy.

" Even here I must willingly eat cassava or fried bananas, however, I still have my honor as a woman without having to serve the striped male who wants to buy my body from my husband!" said sakinah with tears dripping continuously on her smooth cheeks.

Sakinah's soul rebelled against the tyranny that Renaldi committed against her.

" I don't want to, O God, I don't want to give my honor to a man who is not my husband! Even to this day Mas Renaldi has never touched me. How could I serve another man in bed? I'd rather run away and never see Mas Renaldi again in my entire life. Hiks hyks!"

Sakinah kept crying and kept trying to strengthen her heart. But still her soul as a woman rebelled and got angry.

" What's up Non? Why is Non Sakinah crying? Tell aunt that non's having a problem. Who knows if I can help you!" said in warsih while hugging Sakinah who continues to be stunned and cry very sad.

Sakinah could not bear to tell the disgrace of her own family with Renaldi. Although Bi Warsih can be said to be no one else. But still, Sakinah was unable to tell her the current problem.

So Sakinah prefers to cry on her own without saying what is in this heart right now.

" Can I stay in this house?" sakinah asked with a trembling voice.

Bi Warsih immediately nodded and smiled at Sakinah who still did not want to tell her the problem.

" Try saying it to Auntie? What's the reason Bibi didn't accept Non Sakinah in this house? While this house is the legacy of the great mistress to Non Sakinah. Aunty here is just helping out and it just so happens that Bibi has nowhere to go other than this house. Non Sakinag knows, right? If aunt for life only served the great madam. My aunt has no family anywhere. Auntie's family is just this family that has always been with Auntie!" bi Warsih.

Sakinah becomes even more sad when she listens to Bi Warsih's life story which turns out to be much more sad than her life.

Throughout Bi Warsih's life he never knew what love was. Especially marrying a man. Because Bi Warsih's life has only served his grandmother who died a long time ago.

After being satisfied crying Sakinah was then escorted by Bi warsih to sleep in a room that used to be occupied by Sakinah when they had not moved to Jakarta.

" Have a good rest, Non. Hopefully tomorrow when you wake up Non Sakinah will feel better and not sad anymore! Trust non-Aibi will always support any decision Non Sakinah. As long as it makes Non Sakinah happy." said Bi Warsih while stroking Sakinah's long unraveled hair.

Sakinah only wears her hijab when she goes out. If he had his house and was with the other women. Sakinah doesn't mind opening her headscarf.

" Thank you Bi for allowing me to stay in this house. I promise I'll find a job soon so as not to burden Auntie during her life here!" said Sakinah while looking at Bi Warsih who immediately laughed out loud.

Bi Warsih shook his head and laughed until his stomach felt heartburn.

" Non Sakinah is there. The inheritance of the Great Mistress in this Village is a lot of Non! I've been saving it for years and I'll leave it to Non Sakinah everything!" say Bi Warsih while smiling to Sakinah who immediately keki himself.