Patience of a Sakinah
116. Vivian's Last Message

Vivian and Raymond are now in the hospital and preparing to give birth.

" Vivian Be calm I will always be here with you and with you! Rest assured! If you can do this!" Raymond sought to strengthen and encourage Vivian, who would soon give birth to a daughter for their household.

Meanwhile, outside the delivery room, King and Tiara are frantically awaiting the birth of Vivian's daughter, whom they consider to be their own granddaughter. Although they already knew that the child did not belong to Raymond their son.

" It seems the feeling of waiting for something is really very annoying!" the King now grasped the palm of his wife.

" Patience soon we will be called grandfather by Vivian's son. I can't wait to hold our first grandchild." Tiara looks smiling.

It had been almost 5 hours they waited in front of the delivery room but there was still no movement.

Meanwhile, Vivian, who was in the delivery room with Raymond, was struggling desperately to give birth to her daughter.

" Pretentious spirit you must be strong for the sake of our Princess!" said Raymond continued to try to give spirit to Vivian, whose face was now even pale because of too much blood.

Vivian smiled at Raymond and felt grateful to the man who as long as she was pregnant had given her so much support and encouragement.

" Thank you Raymond for everything you've given me and everything you've done for me and my daughter. Later if my daughter is an adult. You can introduce Amanda Lorez to her real father, Fic Lorez, in Jakarta. It's up to him to admit his daughter or not. Please apologize to your parents!" Vivian gave her last message to Raymond before He breathed his last.

Raymond suddenly felt his heart so sad to hear all that Vivian had said that it suddenly drooped weakly after his daughter was born safely.

" Patient, sir. Miss Vivian has died in peace. All this time Miss Vivian has really struggled very hard to be able to conceive this child. Even though he was suffering from a very malignant uterine cancer. Thankfully she was able to make it through everything until her daughter was born safely." the doctor looked so concerned at the sight of Vivian whose face was pale and now it had started to cool down.

Raymond was surprised to hear the doctor's testimony. " What? Vivian has uterine cancer? Why don't you tell me every time we get a pregnancy checkup?" raymond asked very disappointedly to the doctor.

" I'm sorry, Mr. Raymond. All of this was the will and also the will of Madam Vivian. He worries if you find out about his illness. Surely you will ask him to abort her content. While she's eager to give you a final memory for you who've so well received her as your wife." Raymond felt a tremendous sadness after listening to everything the doctor said.

Raymond then came out of the delivery room holding Amanda who was still red and looked so beautiful.

Raymond feels his heart is really sad at the birth of Amanda Lorez who turned out to have to sacrifice her mother's life.

Raymond came out with tears streaming down his cheeks.

The king and Tiara were astonished to see their son come out carrying his son Vivian, but with tears of sorrow so noticeable on his handsome face.

" Raymond what happened, honey? Why are you crying? Shouldn't the birth of a child be greeted with happiness and a smile?" tiara asked who then greeted her son who was still sobbing.

The king hugged the beautiful red baby in Raymond's hand.

" Mah Vivian has died after giving birth to Amanda apparently all this time she has stage four uterine cancer. Every day she endured her pain just to be able to give birth to Amanda into this world. Huhuhoo!" Raymond cried sobbing needed his mother.

All this time they were insensitive to what had happened to Vivian.

Tiara could only hug her son could not say anything more because even she was currently still unable to believe the news.

Tiara recalls her time together with Vivian, indeed since Vivian was preparing to give birth to Tiara and the King decided to stay in Switzerland and accompany them until Vivian gave birth now.

" I'm sorry we had to take the baby into the nursery immediately" said the nurse, who then took Amanda in the arms of the King.

The king gave Amanda to the nun after she finished accusing her and also committed her.

Raymond until now still does not believe that the woman he always awaits his love Turns out to have ended up in a burrow.

Raymond was still staring at the red earth mound that had covered Vivian's body with the red earth that was still wet.

Raymond is still crying because he does not believe that he really has lost Vivian.

" vivian. Why did you bear to me so much? All this time I've been waiting for you to love me and accept our marriage. But why did you give me so many wounds like this? I'm disappointed in you Vivian. Because you don't trust me. You just hid your illness from me and I didn't give you a chance to fight for you! You really are a very vile woman!" Raymond continued to monologue with himself as if talking to Vivian.

Tiara and the King, who were currently saddened by Vivian's passing, could not see her son who was in a daze and could not be persuaded to leave the cemetery immediately.

" Raymond, let's go home soon enough and the weather also seems to be cloudy. I'm home son. At Amanda's house waiting for us. b

Didn't you have been provided and managed by Vivian to take good care of her? Do that if you really love Vivian.Do that to prove your love for her!" The king tried to advise his son who was still crying in the Vivian navel.

Raymond loved Vivian so much and he knew that Vivian had faced so much suffering in this world because of the love that always hurt her.

" I want to be here Pah please don't bother me. I beg! Hiks hyks!" Raymond cried sobbing over the Pusara that read Vivian's name.

Tiara then approached her son.

" Hear us Raymond! You cry like this really don't love her at all. You're delivering lightning and storms on Vivian's way to her robes!! Rise up and take Vivian's leave. For surely every living man will return to his Lord who created man on this earth. It is created from the ground and will return to the ground. It is a provision of nature that has been regulated by the Almighty. We as humans can only pray and iklas to accompany the departure of the dead. Not with tears like this!" Tiara tried to advise her photo with a trembling voice.

Tiara was currently feeling the same grief as her son. But he realized that crying over people who died excessively was not the way to show love towards them.

" Come, son! Come home with us!" The king again persuaded Raymond who finally wanted to wake up after listening to his mother's words.

Raymond once again rubbed the tombstone inscribed with Vivian's name.

" viena! I promise I'll take good care of your daughter. And someday I'll do what you ordered me to do at the end of your breath." Raymond then left Pusara where Vivian's body will live there for good.

After kissing Vivian's tombstone, Raymond left the burial area blank and limp. His sadness was still so obvious on his face.